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Attempt 7#: Rejection
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He stared at the man from the corner making sure to not look suspicious and can't be spotted by the man, he had his other hand in his pocket gripping the knife ready to attack at any given moment
He followed the man who went on his usual work schedule, working, passing papers, deliver papers, filing and eating, he scoffs at the man who seem to only sleep and eat during lunch time
He then whispered to himself " Heh.. this b^tch goes to work at 6am and goes home at 5pm and sleep at 9-10pm and has plenty of time in his hands yet choose to not go to the building's gym that's free to use? pathetic. "
He has been stalking the man for awhile that he has forgotten that Sir UN has invited everyone and including old countries for a meeting " That man better had assigned seating arrangements or everyone will be at eachother's throats " he mumbles
He followed the man who went to the hallway which wasn't too difficult as it was not too crowded to be difficult to walk around but was enough to hide him
He was too busy watching the man that he didn't think about the meeting anymore further, he then went to another corner hiding taking a peak of the man
The Man was talking to a TownHuman who which Philip recognized but paid no mind to as he kept staring at the man secretly
He was too busy to notice a figure walking towards him and stands right next to him, the figure then reach out there hand tapping Philip on his shoulder from behind
Philip flinch and immediately turns to see------
" Hey! Philip its me! do you remember me? " Philip's face crunched up his face becoming sour and so did his mood its like everything around him went silent as his eyes stared back at theirs
" Ja... pan?.... " Philip could only muster out his name being unable to say anything else but to ask and try to confirm if it really is him " Yes... its me Sunny, do you still remember me? " Philip pursed his lips unable to say anything
" Y-yes! ofcourse. " Philip bit his lip as the memories came flowing back, Japan held his right wrist his Gentle Excited smile became upset and saddened upon his darling 'Sunny's' reaction
He(Philip) forced out a soft gentle smile his now soft eyes gazing staring back to the others ' Oh love.. please help me ' but god seems to be on his side today as he the heard a familiar voice calling out his name
The two look behind to see Russia walking towards them, Russia stopped right infront of the two his calm blank face turned shocked once he realize the scene infront of him
His shocked look turned into an angered one after seeing Japan's tight grip on Philip's wrist who had a sour and uncomfortable look, Russia was now pissed off and out of spite gripped tightly on Phil's hand and pulled him against him
" H-hey! what the hell dude?! " Japan yelled out in shock and confusement as Russia only stared back with a glare " Oh sorry.. I just can't hold myself with my Future Husband meeting his future father in law. "
Russia's hand snaked its way around Philip's waist as Philip just leaned onto him with a blush on his face ' GODDAMMIT WHY CANT THIS PEOPLE LEAVE ME ALONE AND ALLOW ME KILL THAT MAN IN PEACE?! '
Meanwhile Japan's jaw almost hit the floor after just hearing 'Future Husband' Japan gulps the forming lump on his throat " You guys are dating? "
Russia bitterly smiles " Yes for a long time now~ me and my жена planned to meet his future father in law during valentines day.. im sure Father will love to see Philip. "
Japan frowns letting out a hesitant smile before Russia raised his brow in a way as if he remembered something " Oh! жена I think its time to go now, we'll see you later Japan. "
Philip smiled happily holding Russia's hand who had a not so happy look that it made the people around them question what's there relationship is like, Talk about people who can't mind there own business eh?
Japan in the other hand watch as there figure got smaller and smaller as they walk away until there gone, he let out a sigh and look down in the ground ' I had a chance and he blew it.. '
He turns and walks away as the memories came flowing back into his mind, the memories he wish to forget keep coming back ' Why did I even do that in the first place. '
He his tight fist tighten as he felt even more frustrated as he relives that very moment
*Flashback*
" How much does the red flower cost sir?! " the young boy seemingly 18-19 years old beamed his voice full of energy and happiness his face blushing even tho he hasn't even started yet
The cashiers giggles at the boy who was wearing a white shirt with black corset and black pants with black and white boots " Dont worry dear! its on the house " the lady smiles softly at the boy whose smile grew wider
" A-ah! thank you miss! im forever grateful!! " he beamed taking the flowers before taking the lady's hand putting the back of her hand against his forehead before running off waving goodbye at the lady who waved back
" Such a sweet boy.. hope whoever he confesses to says yes.. " the lady says as she then began to swept the floor, she paused when she heard the door flung open
She turns around to see a Woman whom she smiled at putting away the broom and walks towards her before holding her tight into a sweet embrace
" Welcome home.. love "
The boy breaths heavily as he ran towards the forest like place park, he couldn't wait any further as he smiled in glee ' This is it.. the day that i'll confess '
He felt his heart skipped a beat as every sweet and soft moment he had with the person he loved the most " Ah! excuse me sir! " he accidently bumps into a man who which just softly smiled at him pinching his cheeks
" Dahan-dahan ka nak " the man says patting the boy's shoulder who smiled " Sige po! " he ran off with a huge smile little did he know his beautiful warming heart will soon shatter
He ran towards the spot he said in the letter as he then finally stops and breaths heavily his tired eyes look up to the spot----
" J-ja... pan....? "
His eyes widen as tears began to fall from his eyes like a waterfall upon seeing the scene infront of him, he watched Japan and South Korea kiss eachother infront of him
Everything around him went silent as he stared in absolute shock, the flower he was holding were now on the ground as he took a step back unable to muster up any words
Japan and South Korea smiled at eachother as they pulled away, Japan was about to kiss him again when he looked at his side his eyes widening to see Philippines staring back in shock with tears flowing down his cheeks
South Korea looked confused before turning to look aswell his eyes also turning into shock seeing Philip he noticed the bouquet of Roses on the ground, his eyes widen as he then realize that Philip was going to confess to Japan
Japan frowned and walk towards Philip with a reassuring face as Philip just took a step back, he(Philip) couldn't handle to see him after seeing such scene infront of him
Without hesitation he ran away his hands covering his face as he Sob, Japan chased after him yellijg out his name which made Philip run faster
" S-sorry! coming through! " Japan got stuck into a crowd before finally getting out to look around just to see Philip gone no where to be seen
He look around panicked and ran towards a direction he thinks Philip might have gone to ' Goddammit Philip where are you?! ' he pushed through more crowds in desperation of finding him
The lady hums as the other woman cooks, she looked at her restaurant or shop which had a garden and Restaurant connected where she sells Flowers and Bakings and serve food in
She then walks towards the door Turing the open sign to closed as she then goes inside putting away the broom " We should be done by now! we'll take a break for now and open up later again " she says stretching her back
The woman nods at her putting away the items as she finished cooking, The lady gazed at her and smiles softly she then raised brow upon hearing the door open
" Sorry dear were closed-- Oh.. Philip?.. " the lady frowns upon seeing the sight infront of her, Philip had tears in his eyes with both fresh and dried tears on his cheeks
" What happened?.. " the woman perks up her face also turning into a worried look as she then sees the scene infront of her the boy's hair was a mess his white shirt was all wrinkly and his pants had some dirt on it
" Oh god.. what happened? " Philip just sniffles before hugging the lady and bursting into tears unable to speak, the two look at eachother worried
" Here's some coffee its the way you liked it! cold coffee with ice and cream! " the lady says sitting with Philip who still was looking down
The two sat upstairs where they would usually take a break, the room had a cabin like vibes with a fireplace nearby " Thank you.. miss... " he mumbles out which the lady heard as he then reach out taking the coffee and drinking it
" Just call me Elizabeth dear.. " she says reaching out her hand tucking his hair behind his hear that was covering his face " Its unfair.. I tried so hard!.. " Philip says unable to accept what just happened
Elizabeth stared in pity at the boy who started to sob again as she pats him " Sometimes that's how life is dear.. its unfair sometimes " Philip frowned " but.. I... " he sighed sadly as Elizabeth only stared back with a soft gaze
" But I assure you there is someone to love you back the way you love him! " Philip sniffles and wipes his tears off " How could anyone love me? he was the first person to ever even love me for the first time in years! even my own father and older brothers hate me "
The boy remembers how his brother Del would ignore him, Martial glaring at him and his own father telling him hes the reason why there mother is dead
" I assure you there is.. it might take awhile for them to come to your life but they will soon.. " Philip look up at Elizabeth who gave him a reassuring smile " Promise? "
He brought up his pinkie finger as Elizabeth chuckles " Promise.. " she reached out her pinkie locking it against his with a smile " After all... "
" You like a son to me.. "
" M-miss.. Bianca? " he says looking at the woman infront of the restaurant who look at him with a soft look " Is.. Philip here? " Bianca paused before shaking her head " No dear im sorry "
Japan frowns upon the answer " Please let me see him?.. Just once I promise! " Bianca frowns aswell before putting her hand on his shoulder " Dear just leave him alone.. the more you push it the further he'll be from you, just let him rest okay? " Japan nods
He turns around pausing abit before walking away as the woman stared back at the boy's figure that got smaller and smaller till his figure disappeared among the crowds
*Flashback ends*
Before then it was Philip whose heart was shattered watching Japan be happy with South Korea and not him now its him whose heart is shattered watching Philip be happy with someone else that's not him
He stares at the couple, Philip giggled as he held out a food from his lunch box infront of Russia " Here have some of this! this is called Puto! " Russia raised a brow before leaning in taking a bite of the food
Russia paused for a moment chewing gently before taking the rest in one bite making Philip smile widely and laugh " Do you like it Ruski? " Ouch.
Japan stared in disbelief that Philip even has such a nickname for Russia, Russia then nods as Philip takes out another the two being all sweet and lover dovey as Japan stabs his food with a fork making America, South Korea and China beside him flinch in surprise
" Wow there bud! you're mad or something? " China says which South Korea nods to which a smile as Japan kept roughly stabbing his fork
South Korea reach out his hand putting his hand on Japan's shoulder with a smile " Calm down.. the food isn't going anywhere! " Japan smiles unsurely at South Korea as he again stare behind South Korea
South Korea raise a brow as he looks behind to see someone he never thought he'd see this upclose, he dropped his fork and spoon upon seeing the boy infront of him
Philippines who used to have pimples on his face now had the clearest, his used to be messy hair was now soft beautiful curls, his eyes were prettier than before, his small like beautiful figure became even more better as he now has a muscular hour glass shaped like body
He had a charming look, a beautiful face which can confuse a person if hes a guy or not he felt his heart skip a beat as his mood became sour when the memories came flowing back
" Damn.. he had such huge glow up... " he mutters out which did not went unheard by Japan, China and America " I know right? I almost lost my jaw seeing him again after in decades! " America darkly chuckles munching on his food as China nods
" I heard alot about him each time were all admiration people kept saying he was like an Angel and a charming Guy " China says out loud before biting his food
" Philip is like a key to Russia's anger everytime hes mad and Philip comes into the room and talks to him Russia would suddenly calm down and be all calm and happy for the rest of the say " China adds which America nods about
" Philip is even known to bringing justice to people and is number one at most participating at any event and helping at things including taking the shift for people, decorating, cooking and more and even doing work for them! " America exclaims
" Infact alot os associations and even NATO, UN, ASEAN and other rest had said Philip was their favorite due this well behaviors as he isn't too much nor too less but a satisfactory " China adds as America nodded with Japan and South Korea staring in disbelief
" So he became.. from being the crybaby I used to know to Mister- " " Little Mister Perfect! " America cuts off Japan before bring into his chicken nugget
South Korea and Japan stared at eachother in disbelief as China and America kept saying what they heard, experience and knew about Philip
Meanwhile Philip was having the time of his life as Russia makes jokes and Pick up lines to make him feel less nervous of meeting his father " Are a watermelon? because your one in a melon! " Philip looks down with a blush
' Your a beautiful mistake ive ever made ' Philip smiles at Russia which he overtime learned to love Russia nad started to actually love him ' Maybe I should keep it this way.. '