Lilly was on the steps of her house when the car drove away she could see troy looking at her as he drove off she couldn't believe that he said that to her about it just being sex she wiped her tears they were having a party later for the new people that have arrived including Madison and her kids so Lilly thought she get really dressed up and feel pretty depise being upset with troy she was going to have fun tonight so she went in her house and looking through some clothes to wear until she found a pretty short dress in fact it was troys favorite dress she wore yellow with sunflowers on it so instead of impress him tonight she's gonna make him jealous and wish he didn't say all that
Having a shower and curling her hair she asked Madison if she could help her do her makeup
" so this all for troy then "
" no "
" I saw you both talking before they went out everything ok with you both "
" I don't think so no "
Madison stop what she was doing
" what's going on with you 2 "
" I don't know last night we did it and it felt right but this morning it was like he was avoiding so when I asked him abit it's like he just took has it was sex but to me it was different he just doesn't see that and I don't know his my best friend I know he gets a lot of bad reputation around here with you and your family and his dad and everything but it's just like he doesn't care about me and my feelings "
" I'm sure he does like you said he has loads of baggage maybe you 2 need to talk to each other about your feelings you know when I first turned up here with my family and you came running out to hug I thought you were together then and then I saw that you were just friends but something told me different that boy his in love with you he might to scared to admit one day he will and he will love you no matter what bad things his done he cares about you and only you you hear me and he will be the most luckiest person in the world "
"Thank you Madison "
" your welcome now that's finish your make up and go get your boy "
After Madison and me has a chat I felt so much better the party has started and everyone was back but troy didn't talk to me after we had that conversation but like Madison said I am going to have fun tonight whether troy is watching me or not walking around the place I found nick I haven't spoke to him much but Tory didn't like him so tonight I am gonna have fun with nick
" hey nick "
"Hey Lilly you look beautiful "
" thank you you don't scrub up bad yourself " nick laughing
" want a drink "
" sure"
Nick gave Lilly a vodka
" are you aloud "
" there's no adults here "
" yeah but I got troy eyes burning in me and I don't fancy getting killed tonight "
" well he doesn't own me so he can look as much as he can tonight I'm gonna have fun whether he likes it or not "
Lilly taken a shot
" come on I want to dance " Lilly grabbing nick
Both dancing with each other troy was watching them the whole time Lilly holding nick hand and nick having his hand around waist
" I like this side of you "
" well thank you nick Clarke "
" are you ok from earlier I saw that you and Troy were arguing "
" he just doesn't know what he wants but I do so he doesn't matter "
" what do you want "
" well nick at this moment I want you to kiss me "
Nick laughing
" what scared "
"No it's just troy and you "
"Troy and me ain't nothing "
Nick looking at her she was a beautiful girl but he could see that troy was in love her but she was tipsy and nick was tipsy
" fuck it " nick said grabbing her waist and kissing her then both making out until nick got punched and fell on the floor
Troys pov
Lilly was drunk but she knew what she was doing he was watching all night she was drinking and she has never done that before all night she kept looking over at me trying to get a reaction I knew what she was doing and when I saw her taking to nick something inside me angered me so when I saw that they started kissing each other I couldn't help my self so I walked over and grabbed nick and punched which landed him on the floor Lilly grabbing him his noise was bleeding
" what the fuck is wrong with you "
" what's the fucks wrong with me your the ones being a drunken slag " but troy soon regretted saying that as Lilly slapped him around the face
" I hate you know that " walking off troy following she was walking back to camp
" stay away from me troy "
" I got to make sure that you are safe walking back "
" don't don't try and be protective now of me how could you do that to nick "
" his was taken advantage of you are drunk Lilly you don't know what you are doing "
" oh what like I don't know what I was doing when I was having sex with you I get it troy you don't like me like that but you could of stopped last night but you didn't so why are you talking to me now cause like you said it was just sex right "
" you don't understand "
" I understand alright I hand myself to you and you Troy you were the one that took advantage not nick I care about you so much I thought what we got was different are friendships different obviously not "
Lilly walking more tripping had she was abit tipsy
" you don't get it Lilly I do care about you just has we have grown up my thought about you have changed I'm not saying that I regret last night cause I don't it's the total opposite
"Oh yeah and what's that then ah troy "
" that I love you " Lilly stopped walking turning around and looking at Troy
" you what "
" I love you I have loved your since we were 15 but I was scared of them feelings mum dying my dad beating me when he had the chance and you were there you have always been there for me no matter what I have done your my everything last night I was scared course I thought you didn't love me back a girl like you shouldn't be with a boy like me I'm broken I don't deserve your love Lilly but someone else does like nick "
" I don't want nick I want you it's always been you why do you think I have myself to you "Lilly walking down towards him
"Because you have always been there troy through everything without I'm nothing I have feelings too you know I was scared cause your my best friend I didn't want to ruin that but you mean so much to me and everything that you do I love I know you do it for love for ya dad and your brother but for me I don't care I love you no matter what and you ain't broken not to me your not of course I love you too I always have "
Troy looking at her
" I'm sorry on why I said that it was just sex but it didn't mean something else to me then that I meant what I said aswell I love you Lilly
" I love you too "
Lilly walking over and hugging him
" forgive me "
" of course I do I wouldn't know what to do without you "
Lilly reaching up to him and kissing him this time it was magical
They got home about 3 it's took ages to walk back as it was nearly on the hill troy walking Lilly to her house and standing outside
" well at least we are friends again "
" yeah "
" I bet be going home "
Troy walking off Lilly ran up to him Lilly grabbing his hand and kissing him again this time longer Then she pulled back troy looking down at her as he was tall then her and kissed her again
Lilly then grabbed his hand and walking up the stairs to her room kissing along the way pushing troy on the bed not stopping they carried on kissing troy just looking at her she took her dress off so it just slide down troy looking at her how beautiful she was troy grabbing and putting her his lap kissing her harder each time Lilly grabbed his coat and pulled it off throwing on the floor troy taken his top off and kissing Lilly again and again he stood up jer stil around his torso and laid her on the bed taken his bottoms off and his boxers he put the sheets around then and took her knickers off and laying in between her legs they had sex again and it wasn't just sex this time it was love they both didn't stop kissing one another then after they had done they laid with Each other holding hands and wrapped around each other they both fell asleep until the sun came up and troy was still there holding her tight Afraid to let her go but he finally had the girl of his dreams laying beside him