Don't hit me Chris while I look deep in his eyes and they seemed emotionless and I thought this bey really going to hit me he had his hands held high. He grabbed me my shirt then he brought down his hand with force and I close my eyes because I know I would probably had a broken jaw. He strikes his hand but when I looked he hit the sand and when I open my eyes fully he was looking at me with a smile on his face then he burst out laughing.
Chris: I bet you thought I was going to hit you huh the look on your face was just priceless lmao don't hit me Chris! Don't hit me! You should have seen your face lmfao
Me: Man come off of me Chris! (I pushed him off)
Chris: Or baby I'm sorry for scaring you lol
Me: I really thought you were going to hit me bey real talk I know how you get
Chris: Mjay do you think I am stupid after all that me and you been through I almost losing you twice when you got stab and then when I was in an accident. All that pain I cause with my ways and all the hurt we been through you really think I would try to hurt the one thing I love in this entire world nigga. Yea I know I did hit you in the pass and I still sorry to this day but I doing something different and I trying to change that's why I get quiet but I will still tell you how I feel and the thug aint going nowhere he still here but I got to detain it
Me: I understand you nigga but I remember you told me that I was making you soft and I love you for you. You aint got to change the person I know you are but just don't hurt me that's all I ask of you Chris. Being happy aint a problem for us because we always have that everyday even right now I feel happy even though you were going to punch my face off.
Chris: Mjay I wasn't going to hit you baby, I was just playing to get that look out of you come sit in me between my legs let me hold you and show you some love cause I aint know why you think your man is a savage. Well I am lol but you know what I mean come ( We got up and we went up close to the bush where there was a coconut tree but we still was in the sand he sat down and open his legs and I sat in between his legs and he was hugging me) Nigga you smell good f***k dread!
Me: Bey no lie right I love this right now we never cuddle like this before bey it's so romantic but a nigga tell coco calm down man he poking me in my back lmao he aint getting no boy p***y tonight or this morning lol
Chris: Lmao I trying to tell him calm down but hey you looking good, you feel right in my arms I love how warm we feeling right now just looking at the ocean, this feel good
Me: Yea it does, but yo Chris I want say sorry for how I just was acting bey I didn't mean to say f***k you and s***t I just wanted you to give me some a attention yea I know I was acting like a little b***h but I use to you making noise and saying don't do this and s***t that silence was killing me baby. Were you mad at me but if you was I don't know why because I wasn't doing anything wrong baby.
Chris: Mjay real talk I know what you were doing and I know you didn't mean it and so what if you was carrying on like a b***h you my b***h lmao. I like when you give me attitude do it turns me on but a don't tell me f***k me no more alright I know you was playing this time but it was disrespectful to me am your man bey. I was jealous that when I came out the bathroom you was smiling and have a ball with some dude then I came up close and it was a nigga I knew bey. I was mad and wanted you get you out of there because I didn't want history to repeat its self and I going to be real I have a gut feeling that karma is coming back to bit me because of what I did with Trey call me crazy for thing like that but I do.
Me: Baby history repeats it's self? What you talking about now and I forgive you with the thing with Trey you were trying to protect me baby that don't mean s***t to me no more
Chris: Yea mjay I know baby but every day you was taking care of me when I was out of the hospital for good I felt so horrible I felt stupid. Not only because of Trey but because of everything bey and it keep hunting me that I was doing it for the right reasons but he almost killed you mjay I should have snapped that nigga neck long time ago and to add I hit you more than once I felt like I didn't deserve you bey you didn't had to stay with me and make sure I ate and drive me where I wanted to go and bath me. You wash for me, clean the house religiously every day, cook for me and keep time when it is to take my medicine. Bey no one ever show me the type love and care that you do mjay , you down for me so when you see me get protective it's because I will do my best to keep you and show you the same love you show me. I got to hand it to you mjay you bad you captured a thug heart and every day it grows I know we might get mad and s***t but that's love man.
Me: I swear Chris you know just what to say to make me feel weak at the knees and special bey. You do deserve me Chris, we belong together. That's why we always like this and everything we say to each other come from the heart. You know I love you and I don't have a problem with taking care of you baby you my heart and soul nigga so stop feeling down. You know if I did lost you was going to die lol I was going to need special help bey really I probably would have gone hurt myself.
Chris: Lol you would have been find and if something did happen I would have wanted you to keep me in your heart but move on even though I would have hunted the nigga you be with lmao
Me: Lmao Chris you is something else bruh I swear bey lmao bey you know when you love someone and you love them so much that everything you see them you just want hold them and kiss them and don't give a f***k who there that's how I get when I see you.
Chris: Lmao nigga give me a kiss now I been longing for one lmao (I looked over my shoulder and gave him a nice long wet kiss with a little of tongue) Dam that's some sweet lips baby but I do get like that to everyday. Some days I think about coming out with you and just saying f***k the world. In reality if we do then more problems would arrive and I know we both aint ready for that and I got to protect you from these clowns in Nassau. You got dudes who just go around killing dudes just because of what they prefer. S***t niggas in Nassau think you gay if you're still a virgin in high school
Me: Yea I get you baby, life is just f***ked up and aint fair at all but a lot of niggas take it out on out dudes because they un happy with they self bey. When they see a fem dude or some s***t they see their self and it rages them so they do what they have to do. But we love each other but being out isn't something I want I love the way are when it's just in this world knowing about us.
Chris: I get you baby and know I aint ready for that s***t either
Me: lmao I know you aint lmao but a you never told me how you and Terry know John?
Chris: it's a long ass story baby you sure you want know?
Me: Lmao you aint use to f***k him to a?
Chris: Lmao No baby I aint use to f***k him lmao you funny I hated him I really! Really! Hated him and we fought a few times.
Me: lmao you and him fought what bey you serious why bey
Chris: I rather not speak on it baby it's in the past man
Me: Lmao Chris if you ever want taste this p***y again nigga you better tell me or I going to ask terry you know his mouth does run like water lmao
Chris: Lmao I know lmao
Me: So you aint going to tell me lmao
Chris: Lmao baby why don't you relax man I going to tell. Well me, him and terry use to
And just went he was going to tell me a voice from in the bushes in the back of us shouted what f***k yawl niggas doing and I jumped up. Oh S***t!