So,
I won't even bother mentioning you for you had made me do indescribable things to myself. I didn't realise then, I realised it after so many years of torture and pain. You had your own issues and you had plopped it onto me- a mere child of 15 years. You had suffered at your age, didn't mean I had to suffer too! You'd say I am chasing you while you kept on saying how much you 'love' me. Trust me, you never did. You loved the idea of me but not me. I hate how you had treated me. Like a piece of shit. Never knew the person I had loved the most in my 18 years of life, would turn out to be the most despicable memory I would ever 'cherish'. I don't hate you exactly but I hate the way I loved you. And somewhere in me, I'll always do.
Sorry, Damien for I wish I had never met you.
-Ś