Me:*was at the lair with my big sister Izzy and my big brother Blaze and the others as I was currently in my and Raph's room as I was by myself as I rolled up my sleeves which revealed cuts and bruises all over both of my arms as I pulled out a knife and started cutting my wrist as I started to have negative thoughts and said really mean and hurtful things about myself as I cut my wrist*
Me:I'm unwanted. I'm unloved. I'm a mistake. I'm a failure. I'm just a stupid hothead. I don't deserve to live anymore. Nobody cares about me anymore. Nobody wants me to even be here anymore. I should just go ahead and kill myself and nobody would even care about it at all. *my wrist were bleeding a lot as I stopped cutting my wrist and put the knife down as I pulled out a loaded gun and was about to shoot myself and was about to kill myself until two of the others came into the room and saw it*