Dear Mikey,
It's my dad's birthday! I feel bad I can't spend it with him because we're still in Kentucky. We buried Grandpa already. My cousin Alan read my poem to the people there. I felt bad because he didn't get to say what he wanted to. Oh well I guess... We leave in a few days. It's hella late right now. Alan is asleep and I'm sitting in his room, listening to Sleeping With Sirens and using my phone as a light. To be completely honest, I wish I had my blades... I feel so alone and I miss my grandpa and Lilo... Why did they both leave me? Why? Why? Just why? It all hurts... Make this stop.... Please...
Heartbroken,
Rayven </3
A/N: Wow sorry. I didn't realize that the last entry never posted. It was suppose to be up like two weeks ago. I'm sorry guys. But thank you all so much for the thousands of reads!!!! 4000 I think it is! That's insane! Thank you all so much. I never expected this. And thank you for being so patient with this story and the spotty updates. I love you all. Stay strong ❤