Chapter 77 Extra 1
Monsoon has a million points of strangeness recently.
Usually, they would go home together after school, but this guy always ran away in a hurry by himself during this time, and he didn't respond to calling him.
This is not the strangest thing, every time there is a long break in the second period when there is a jumping exercise, as soon as the bell rings, he will run to the corridor to watch, and once the teacher named and criticized him, saying that he is like a monkey He couldn't sit still, and wanted to play and make trouble after class, but he didn't care about it.
After this happened a few times, even though she didn't pay much attention to others, she couldn't help but discover Ji Feng's tricks.
"You're looking at her." She stared at a girl on duty at the school gate, and said lightly.
A statement of ten and ten does not require Monsoon to say yes or no.
Ji Feng laughed wildly, but admitted generously, "Well, she looks good."
She stared at the girl with a disgusted expression. "Who can see clearly a
dense group of people." The girl was chatting with someone, talking and laughing, although the distance was a bit far, but fortunately they were far apart, and there were only a few people at the school gate. And she noticed her from Ji Feng's eyes more than once. It's really pretty. Although people don't know much about beauty at this age, what kind of appearance is comfortable and satisfying is an innate ability of human beings. My impression of her is only good-looking. There are thousands of good-looking people in the world, and her mother is also very good-looking, but so what. "Tch, take a closer look, she's so special, now, that's it." Ji Feng even pointed it out to her. She was not interested at all, and defined Ji Feng's behavior in a low voice: "Nympho." Ji Feng glanced at her sullenly, and soon let go, and looked at his little goddess happily.
She shrugged disapprovingly and went back to the classroom.
She didn't expect that she would have an intersection with that girl so soon.
There is a boy named Li Lele in the class, who claims to be the bully of his get out of class. After class, he wanders around from one group to another, chats with his "buddies", and bullies others along the way.
She rarely pays attention to such things, but occasionally a girl in class is disturbed by him crying to sleep.
This day, when she was sleeping during recess, Li Lele was playing with her hair with two other boys, and even touched the camera she put on the table. The camera was the only thing her little mother left her, so of course she didn't get used to it.
As a result, four people entered the office together.
She is good at fighting, and she has long nails. At this age, she has not developed well, and there is no difference in strength. Her nails have become an advantage. The boys are caught by her and they are crying all the way to the office. It's annoying. .
Li Lele's young father rushed over immediately, and later she found out that Li Lele's family was a bit powerful, and the head teacher couldn't afford to provoke him, but he didn't dare to provoke him, and almost gave up the chair to others when he came.
They all have parents to support the scene, very proud, only her.
She still looked forward to her mother from the bottom of her heart, thinking that she would come and care about herself, but the slap in the face came quickly, and the class teacher's phone was not hung up, and she had already heard that cold voice.
"I don't have time."
Immediately, she clenched her fists tightly, her eyes full of hostility.
She forgot how she left the teacher's office behind, and accidentally bumped into someone when she went out, followed by the sound of books flying all over the floor.
She stood there numbly, obviously she offended her, but the girl was very polite, knelt down and picked up the books one by one, and said with a smile: "It's okay.
" With the light, the sun hit her body, reflecting a light layer of gold, which was very beautiful.
is her?
She took one more look, but it was just one more look, and left disapprovingly.
The fourth grade coincided with the 70th anniversary of the school, and the school organized a large event. Their class was arranged to perform a play.
There are more than a dozen of the forty students in the class who want to participate. She was not happy at first. When the class teacher asked for opinions, everyone reported their names one after another. Ji Feng is a popular person in the eyes of the teachers, and his words have weight. Name, the class teacher actually included her in it.
You can't push it away after the fact.
She didn't care when they were vying for the role, and finally lost one that no one wanted.
She is a maid who serves the witch, taking care of the witch's daily necessities, and doing all the dirty work, and she also likes to gossip, which is not pleasing to both sides.
There was an accident on the day of the stage performance, and the rehearsal was fine. The girl who played the witch was too nervous, and when she was supposed to throw the props, she was a bit slow, but her movements had already continued, and it happened to fall on her feet and tripped her .
It's not like what they rehearsed, but the purpose of this scene is to punish the maid, and it turns out to be self-defeating, and it becomes a most desirable effect.
The people in the audience applauded and said they performed well.
The people on the stage looked at each other in blank dismay, with palpitations of acting, but as soon as they received positive feedback, they proceeded to the next scene step by step.
As soon as she got up, the "witch" pushed it over, and fell to the ground before she could stand firm.
Her skin was already white, and her legs were bruised from the fall, but no one cared whether she hurt or not.
Accompanying them to finish the play expressionlessly, the squad leader led them off the stage in an orderly manner, and she stumbled and followed at the end.
Those who have a performance can only stay in the backstage for the time being, and everyone in the class is exchanging ideas. Ji Feng is very popular with girls, and chatting with people all the way to her, she ignored him, and the man hurried to the bathroom .
No one likes to talk to her except Monsoon.
They said she was too cold, fierce and scary looking.
"Here."
A white hand appeared in the field of vision, with a box of ointment-like things spread out in the palm.
Someone is talking to her.
The voice is unusually gentle, and few people use such a polite tone to her.
Turning my head, it was her.
Since the meeting in the office a few years ago, she hasn't met this girl one-on-one, but she can still learn some things about her from Ji Feng.
This girl's name is Bai Yueli, she is three years older than her, and she is in sixth grade this year.
She is wearing a dress skirt today and is one of the hosts.
"Your legs are blue, take it, it will cool you down after wiping this, and relieve the pain." Bai Yueli cast a gentle and concerned look.
She was stunned, she
always didn't like to accept other people's kindness, she took it generously this time, twisted off the lid and applied it to the bruise on her knee.
"How did you know I was injured?" Bian Tu asked in a deep voice without raising his head.
"It's a big bruise, isn't it obvious?" Seeing her clumsy movements, the girl took the ointment from her hand, stretched her slender index finger in to apply some, bent down, and carefully applied it on her.
She shrank back reflexively, and finally let the other party paint her.
It's a little ironic, but she was the only one who saw such obvious scars.
"Perhaps, you shouldn't have just endured in silence and cried, so that others would care about your feelings." Her voice blew past her ears like the wind, and they looked at each other, who smiled.
And she stared blankly at the other party, and at
that moment, she suddenly felt that the bright smile on the girl's face at this moment was just a disguise, a disguise that "others would care about".
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She seemed to understand why Ji Feng was so obsessed with that Bai Yueli.
During this time, she often thought of the scene in the background.
The warmth touches the skin, and the electric shock-like feeling is still unforgettable even though the wound is healed now.
Recently, the topics between her and Ji Feng have become more visible to the naked eye, almost all of them are about Bai Yueli, she likes to ask, and Ji Feng is also willing to answer.
After all, she is the only one who knows the secret of Ji Feng.
And Ji Feng seems to know her secret now.
"Hey, why do you like to ask senior sister so much lately, don't you also...?"
She listened silently to the boy's teasing and booing voice.
She had always had this expression, but now it became a kind of cover-up. Seeing her like this, Ji Feng thought he was just playing along.
But she knew that what Ji Feng said was true.
She seemed to really like Bai Yueli.
The more you pay attention, the more you can't help understanding, the more you understand, the more you can't help paying attention, she is like a mysterious and beautiful poppy, once infected, you can never quit.
At that time, everyone was not divided, and the gender was only divided into men and women. At this time, she had already made up her mind to still like her even if she was divided into the same gender in the future.
There are many ways to like someone, she is different from Monsoon. Ji Feng was teased about Little Sun, and he was also popular with girls. He had actually met quite a lot with Senior Sister Bai, and he could naturally create opportunities for encounters.
And she, let her be like Ji Feng, she won't and doesn't know what to do.
If Ji Feng is very popular in their small circle, then Senior Bai, after she got to know her, she really felt what it means to be surrounded by stars.
The more glamorous she is, the more gloomy she is, so she can only stand and watch her from a distance.
The camera my mother left her unexpectedly came in handy.
She would sleep with a picture of her senior sister in her arms, sometimes with her hands folded on her chest, and sometimes by the pillow.
After school, she refused Ji Feng's invitation and went on the opposite road, just to take a picture or two of her seniors and enrich her library.
No one taught her how to like someone, she was just chasing after her in her own way.
When she didn't pay attention to Bai Yueli before, even in the huge campus, it was inevitable that she would meet once or twice, but she didn't take it seriously at that time. And after confirming her mind, she never met face to face again, because she watched with all her heart, and once there was an opportunity to meet, she would kill it with her own hands.
Seeing her was undoubtedly an embarrassment, and she didn't know how to face the embarrassment.
Later, they split.
In the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, she went to the hospital for an examination and found out that she was already an alpha.
The first differentiated alpha would not be able to control her desires, and it was at that time that her simple taking pictures changed.
She would comfort herself with photos of her senior sister, as long as she saw her appearance, those pleasures would be magnified several times and tens of times.
In high school, she was in the same school as her senior sister again.
Mom rarely paid her much attention, but fortunately, academically, she had always tried to get her into the best place possible.
She took the exam by herself at the beginning of Xiaosheng, and barely got a degree. At the beginning of her promotion, it was a bit difficult for her to go to Beicheng No. 1 Middle School, which was in the same school as Senior Bai.
She is not that kind of study material, she feels dizzy and sleepy when she is in class, especially in English class and math class, she really didn't inherit the learning talent of their Ji family. No wonder the former class teacher said that she was like her little mother who worked in a nightclub.
Ji Feng was different from her, he was admitted by himself and was among the best.
A good school or a bad school is not important to her, what is important is being able to stay in the same place with her seniors. She also occasionally thinks about the future. Mothers who took exams before high school can help, so what about the university, what about the university.
It's natural for the boat to go straight to the bridge, and she is not the kind of person who thinks foresight. Such a question can't be thought of several times a year, so she didn't suffer from any troubles.
She followed in the footsteps of her senior sister and went to many places. The more she came into contact with, the more she felt that she and herself belonged to the same world. That's why she was attracted.
In the first semester of high school, Senior Bai found her once, and she still remembered that day, she was amazed by the look back at the sunset, she was stunned and unmoved even if she was discovered, and she came to her senses only after realizing it. And the senior sister had already come towards her, so she hurriedly put away the camera.
The senior sister didn't linger on her too much, but brushed past her, bent down behind her, and played with a white fluffy rabbit.
Only then did she realize that her senior no longer remembered her.
That's right, although she has been paying attention to the senior sister, the senior sister doesn't have the same feeling for her. For her, facing a "stranger" who hasn't seen each other in six or seven years, it should be Mo Shangjia. Stranger.
She also experienced frustration.
Along with it came a crazy possessive desire.
Why can't senior sister feel the same way about her? She has never expected other people's love when she grows up, her mother is indifferent to her, she doesn't care, the snobbish teacher mocks her as an illegitimate daughter, she doesn't care, and her classmates treat her She doesn't care if it's like air.
She only hoped this time.
At that time, she already knew enough about the relationship between ao, and that was the first time she had the idea of marking a person. If she marked someone, whether she was a senior or not, it belonged to her.
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Ji Feng found out about her following her senior.
That day, she had just taken a group of photos when a gust of wind blew past her face, and then her hands were empty, and her camera was in the hands of someone else.
"What are you doing?"
"I still want to ask what are you doing?"
Ji Feng said to her viciously. Ji Feng grew up with her and has always been in the same class. She knows what kind of person he is.
Known as the Little Sun.
Now that he is Little Sunshine, he actually has such a ruthless expression.
He had already seen the imaging clearly, his expression changed immediately, and he threw her camera out without hesitation.
"What do you mean?"
"Aren't you afraid that I will tell my senior sister?"
They said in unison.
With a sullen face, she ignored Ji Feng and picked up the camera to take pictures of the dust.
"Up to you." Shrugged and said.
Ji Feng must be very angry now, he has always hated clearly, he still remembers eating banquets when he was a child, the elders asked him what do you want to be when you grow up, he said he wanted to be a policeman.
This momentum is really a bit like catching a prisoner.
Since then, Ji Feng has never spoken to her again, nor has he seen him in some banquet occasions that may appear.
Life went on as usual until that happened.
That day, on the way home following her senior, an off-road motorcycle came driving on the spacious road. She was preparing to adjust the camera at that time, and the rider did not intend to brake.
She was knocked flying, her backpack was thrown away, her elbow hit the ground, and her head hit the wall on the side of the road.
Pain, a sense of dull pain swept over, and even the surrounding scenery became blurred.
She struggled to get up, but she couldn't get up. The motorcyclist had already left, and dust flew all over her.
Little by little, she lost her consciousness. At this moment, she felt that her life had come to an end. She closed her eyes and escaped into the boundless darkness.
She thought she was dead, but she could really feel the existence of her own consciousness. Living people would not feel the feeling of death, and maybe they would be conscious after death.
After sleeping in the darkness for an unknown amount of time, one day, she suddenly saw the light again.
As soon as she woke up, she was illuminated by the sun, and the noise in the classroom gathered her consciousness little by little. She slowly raised her hand and opened the book on the table. The writing inside was so strange that it couldn't be more strange.
"Why are you up again?"
Pei Ling's voice came, she turned her head stiffly, and only called her name, and suddenly her consciousness spun wildly again, and she was sucked into the vortex.
The darkness shrouded her again, as if everything just now was just a dream.
This time she no longer thought she was dead, nor did she give up on herself and fall into a coma.
Afterwards, she "woke up" several times, each time on a different occasion, and her life changed a lot. She gradually understood that there was another soul in her body. When she escaped into the darkness, that soul The soul will take over her life.
Every time, when her consciousness was bound to her body, she would feel a sense of fatigue, powerlessness and soreness, and when she thought about the situation when she fell into darkness for the first time, she understood the conditions for her to coexist with another soul.
They share the same body, and if the body is injured during the dominance of one party, the other party will take the dominance and reappear.
The other party has a stronger sense of dominance over this body than she does, even if she is injured, it will only give her a short chance to wake up, and once she is injured, she will be trapped in darkness for a long time.
She didn't know what kind of magical power that soul had, and when she woke up twice, she even saw her senior sister.
And "she" is no longer a stranger to the senior sister. The senior sister will smile at her and call her more intimately.
There is a feeling of going to sleep and having it all.
Even just a few brief moments became her motivation to face the darkness.
She even felt that this soul might have come to help her fulfill her wish.
She actually marked the senior sister.
She has been excited for a long time, this has always been her long-cherished wish. Whether it is a dream or a fantasy, she has played it in her mind many times.
Although she didn't experience the feeling of taking her beloved as her own bit by bit. She doesn't care, in her opinion, there is no difference, anyway, it is "she" who marks the senior sister, and it is Ji Ci who leaves marks on the senior sister's body, whether it is her or the soul, they are all equivalent to one symbol.
Of course, that being said, it would be great if she could feel it personally.
For an innumerable amount of time, she faced the darkness every minute and every second, and there was no chance of waking up.
until one day.
She finally woke up.
Hiss, it hurts.
I don't know how that guy tossed her body, it was different from every time she woke up with a fever in the past, this time her body seemed to be falling apart, and her mind continued to feel dizzy.
Perhaps it was because that guy tossed her body so miserable this time that it took her a lot longer to face the light.
She fell asleep for a while, and when she woke up, she could still feel her presence.
The back pain eased a lot, and she could finally observe the environment here.
It was pitch-black, and it was barely visible with the light of a mobile phone. There were four beds in the room, and several other people were already fast asleep.
This is in college.
A University, I didn't expect her to be admitted to A University.
She stayed up all night, sitting and standing on the bed blankly, flashing various fragments in her mind, waiting for the soul to wake up and devour her.
She didn't wait until the sky was dim, and the morning sun rose in the sky, and she also felt like a newborn.
That guy, maybe like her before, has faced the darkness for a long time.
Get up and get out of bed, ready to welcome the life that belongs to her Ji Ci.
At first, she struggled to welcome her new life.
Although those have never been her pursuit.
When you don't have the right to choose, you can say that I don't care about it. Once you have these rights, the left hand is bright and the right hand is dark. Everyone should have a sunny side of their heart.
In order not to let her senior see the flaws, or out of her own selfishness, in short, she decided to become that guy's shadow.
She started to behave like the guy in her imagination.
She doesn't imitate well, and it will make her roommates feel weird, but fortunately, they are more active than her in making up for it, saying that she has a fever and is confused, and she got carried away with her senior sister, and so on.
She began to accept her identity openly, as long as she learns slowly, she will adapt to it one day.
She was wondering what tone to use to ask her senior to meet her, but she didn't expect her senior to come by herself in the first class.
Is it for her?
I regretted that I didn't perform well in answering the question just now, and I began to look forward to the next life with my senior sister.
Senior sister is too enthusiastic towards her now.
Her heart and eyes are full of Jici.
These changes may not be clear to others, but she has been watching the senior for so many years, how could she not understand.
You, how did you do it?
She asked that person in her heart.
Senior sister's eyes are different from others,
she made senior sister feel strange, it was a kind of expression that stopped at the bottom of her heart, let her know that no matter how many patches are found, it will not help.
She didn't expect that she would be exposed so early, she obviously just avoided it subconsciously.
From the beginning of the senior sister's enthusiasm for her, to gradually losing the initiative to greet her, she began to be impatient, wanting to make up for the lost impression in the senior sister's heart, very insecure, bombarded with information.
She ignored it, so she wanted to ease the relationship between the two by marking, usually quarreling and conflicting, and doing some intimate things, right?
Seeing that she was only one step away from success, the senior sister pushed her away.
"You are not her."
What a heart-wrenching word, it shattered all her dreams, and made her want to follow her heart with everything now.
The senior sister ignored her, so she naturally had a way to let the senior sister come to her.
Sure enough, the senior sister came.
This time, she just wants to have a good talk with her, she wants to tell her senior, the soul you like will never come back as long as I don't let my body go wrong, but whether it's me or her, I will I love you, whatever you like, I will learn for you.
Who knew senior sister would be so persistent.
She always felt like she was one with that person. If senior sister can accept that person, she can accept her.
And it turned out not to be.
She began to find the meaning of her existence.
During a frolic, she fell weightlessly down the stairs, hitting her head just in time. The stairs are not high, so there is nothing serious about it.
When she went to the cafeteria, she gradually felt that another consciousness was eroding her, and she was unwilling to let it out in retaliation. That consciousness has not yet recovered, and it cannot easily swallow her up once it wakes up like before.
In the end, both sides suffer.
It's not so much that she fell into a coma because of being hit, it's better that she didn't want to wake up.
Her thoughts are not as big as that guy's, and she can clearly feel that her consciousness is being eroded bit by bit. But this is her body after all, she can give up control, but as long as she doesn't want to wake up, that guy can't easily take the lead.
She can spend with her slowly.
Even if one day he will not be able to beat her, but that doesn't mean it's now.
I don't know how long their fight made this body sleepy, but for people who are used to the darkness, there is actually no concept of time.
Her consciousness was slowly being eaten away, but there was still a place. After an unknown period of time, she no longer felt that sense of aggression.
Did it stop?
If that person persists, one day, she will not be able to bear it anymore.
Now, she is already quite weak, but she is lingering on her last breath.
During this time she thought a lot.
It seems that the things placed in front of me are too rich and have nourished my heart. It turned out that she just wanted to occupy the senior sister and taste her taste. In fact, "she" also did it. Although she didn't actually experience it, during the time when she was in charge of her body, every time she came into contact with her seniors, she would have this body's instinctive reaction, and many familiar feelings that others could not touch came to her mind.
After waking up, looking at everything at your fingertips, she even fantasized about being able to spend time with her senior sister day and night.
She thought of what her senior sister said to her last, and also thought of the person who stopped the offensive for no reason.
Senior sister, whether you want to admit it or not, you love her, and you love me too. The person who possesses you is always Ji Ci, and you can't change it.
Just let her take my blessings and be with you well.