March, 3, 2022
Mateo
5:06pm
“Oh your room is so clean” I said as I took off my jacket and folded it and placed it on the nightstand
Rufus' room wasn’t usually dirty; disorganized was a better word, on the rare occasions I stayed in his room he would usually have clothes tossed in a corner of the room and have half empty water bottles on the nightstand, and the room had a faint smell of vanilla.
“Well I wasn’t gonna dick you down with bags a trash around us” Rufus jokes
“Please don’t call it that” I told him and sat down on the bed and Rufus sat next to me
“You okay?” He asked me rubbing my arm
“Yeah” I nodded
We both looked at each other both unsure of what to do next
Mateo was blushing red and looked so fucking cute, I lightly grabbed his chin and lend in and kissed him.
Mateo relaxed and kissed me back, I held his waist and pushed him on the bed and kissed down from his lips and went to his neck and started kissing and lightly biting his neck.
"Don't leave a mark" Mateo told him breathing heavily
"I won't" I told him and placed my hands under his shirt which made him jump and gasp loudly
"Are you okay?" I asked moving off him
"Yes just um…I want to do something" Mateo said sounding nervous
"What?" I asked rising and eyebrow
"I want to make you feel good" He told me and pushed me back on the bed and took and sat between my legs
"Wait already, are you sure?" I asked him with my face feeling like it's on fire
"Yeah I'm sure" Mateo said with his whole body shaking
"It's okay if your nervous" I said and sat up
"We can warm up a bit more" I told him and I pushed his shirt up and pushed his shirt back down
"I…I can't do this I'm sorry" Mateo said and sat up and tried walking out
"Wait babe" I said to him and held his arm to stop him from leaving
"What's wrong?" I asked him
Mateo had tears in his eyes and pushed himself against me and cried on my shoulder