CW//cursing, contains messages or / and replies
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Fifteenth;
"Buy Something."
Arriving to the said destination, I got out of the car and smiled widely as I close my eyes, to be greeted with the calming rays of the sun, and the soothing breeze of the ocean wind. "This was definitely something I missed." I heard Vera said behind me (also speaking my mind aloud), so I turned to look at her with lightly squinted eyes (because of the sunlight) and a bigger smile.
"I know right?" I answered as we both heard a small grunt from the back, when I peeked, I saw Sunghoon and Jay, already working on both of our (Vera and I's) bags. "Whoop! Easy! If anything happens to my bags, I swear-" I warned as I glared at Sunghoon who was chuckling at my behavior with a smugly look.
"Oof- now, who's pissed?" he teased as he dropped my bag, almost making my heart drop, only he caught it later.
"I freakin swear, Sunghoon!" I said furiously while marching to his direction, stomping my feet on the sand.
"Really, princess?"
"Can't you live a day without teasing me?!" I questioned with a glare and took my handbag from him, and flicked his forehead— well, almost, not until he moved away and avoided my small attack.
"I'm afraid, not." he chuckled while I raised my fist already balled, he only raised his palms, indicting his surrender from the 'fight'. "Yeah, you win. Anyways, why not try to help us than nag us from not handling you bag the way you wanted it to be handled?" He asked later on, brows uneven, a result of his reaction (raising only the left brow).
"Whatever." I said and rolled my eyes to follow Jay inside with Vera's thing on his shoulders. "So uhm, did you already reserved a suite for us?" I asked after turning around, facing Sunghoon.
"Oh my God! Thank you, Jay!" Vera exclaimed and bowed to Jay, showing her gratitude. And he was smiling, big time towards my friend. "I was looking for this at the car. Thank you!" she said with a big smile and held Jay's arms.
Remind me that she's my best friend.
"No sweats." he replied with a biiigg smile. He shifted his gaze towards my direction but I quickly rolled my eyes away from his sight. "Actually, I thought that was Kyra's bag, but yeah." I heard him saying those words, (from my perspective) purposely loud.
"So what?" I asked sassily, looking at Sunghoon. He was, at least as I must say, taken aback from my sudden change of tone, but he shrugged it off.
"Uh, yeah. I already booked a suite." He answered with a quite unsteady voice. He later on called a hotel staff to accompany us towards our rooms and also to help us with our bags (since we had a lot).
After the staff explained the layout of the suite, he quickly went outside to let us have our rest. The suite only had 3 rooms in it so we decided to split, Jay and Sunghoon had individual rooms while Vera and I shared the other (and largest) one.
While settling my essential stuffs in the mini cabinet, I heard my phone buzzed.
BG #44
The other guys and I are just at the near hotel, we don't want to bother you on your vacation, but we're watching.
I just had to inform you, do have fun, don't mind us.
Okay. You guys also have fun.
Thank you, Miss Gu
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I sighed as I flopped on the bed, completely tired from the travel. "Hey, have you been unwell?" Vera asked while I tried to prevent myself from rolling my eyes in her sight. "Kyra?" She asked while she went to my side to look at my face.
I sighed big time while I held my phone up, opening it only to scroll through my gallery, just to pretend that I'm busy. Look, she's my best friend and I don't have to doubt, I know that. BUT! Oh fine, damn it! Whatever, I don't care if I'm being childish.
"You don't seem to do something in— wait don't tell me you're..." she said, giving me awfully looking looks, staring at me unbelievably, trailing her words off on purpose.
"Yeah, you're annoying! Now, get out of my sight. I want peace." I answered and pulled the blanket to cover my body and heard her loud, hysterical, unbelievingly laughs. "Cut it out!" I said with a glare after lowering my blanket, only to be met by her now red, laughing face.
"I can't believe you're jelly because of me.. that was..." she trailed of while wiping the sides of her eyes, and again, she laughed. After 57 solid seconds of laughing, she faced me with a proud face and shook her head. "Kyra, you know I would never." She added with a smile, I only squinted my eyes and rolled it, this time, not hiding it from her.
"Yeah, Yeah. Let me sleep." I replied and hid under the covers, and later felt the cold air from the AC brushing to my skin as she (Vera), pulled the blanket off me. "Yah!" I nagged but she only shook her head, eyes closed for more drama and chuckled later.
"No, Missy. We're hanging out the beach later, so you better get your butt off from that bed and go out with me. For sure, the both of them are waiting for us now." She said, pulling my hands for me to stand up, "Oh gosh, Sunghoon's not chill with the other Park around. We better go. Now." She added in panic and pulled me outside.
"What's wrong with you people?" I threw tantrums and winced, because of annoyance. "I just wanna freakin rest! Dude, let me!" I cried out but was ignored. Haha ouch.
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After sitting at the opposite side of Jay, with Sunghoon beside me, and Vera beside my boyfriend, we just stared at nothingness. "I prefer sleeping than this awkward silence, actually." I thought aloud, not realizing it until Vera gave me that wide-eye, knowing look. "Oops..." I whispered and cleared my throat.
What kind of a vacation is this...
Also them, they cleared their throat and avoided each other's eyes. Could anything be more awkward than this? I decided to raise my hands to call for someone. "Oh, yes maam? What would you like to order?" the waiter asked with a happy smile and jolly voice.
After the waiter left ( who already got our orders), the deafening and awkward silence was back. "You know, what? You gotta chill. All of you." Vera spoke after a while, maybe not comfortable with the silence anymore.
"So.. uh Sunghoon, why are you against the thought of being with Jay?" Oh, Vera, Damn you! YOU JUST MADE THIS MORE FVCKING AWKWARD! Oh my god, I'm about to faint.
Sunghoon raised his eyes but he rolled it away later and avoided our gazes. But actually, what's with this guy? I only sighed and internally screamed after our order arrived.
I then felt a hand above mine, under the table. My gazes quickly find its way to Jay's, he was giving me that are-you-okay? look. But I shook his hand away shifted my gazes anywhere but his.
Vera, after a while, suddenly jumped out from her chair and pulled Sunghoon with her. "C'mon! Let's go!" Sunghoon stood up but was still puzzled, looking at her, the same as me, only, he had that what-the-f? look. "Uh- excuse us for a while, we need to buy something." Vera said, pulling Sunghoon (strugglingly) with her.
"Wha-"
"We have to buy something." She widens her eye towards him, and (surprisingly) Sunghoon quickly shut up. "It's urgent. 'nyway, gotta go!" she said and pushed Sunghoon with a force and smiled at us before actually leaving with the light haired boy. "GO!" I even heard her shout outside.
I sighed loudly, and left the table. But— yup there's a but— Jay managed to pull me back to him lightly, grabbing my hand, and hugged me as I went back to him, like a boomerang. Damn he knows I'm soft towards him! AND STARTLING ME DOES NOT HELP AT ALL!
"I'm sorry." Was all he said, heck I knew he didn't even knew what he did wrong! "I'm sorry for making you feel whatever you're feeling right now." I bit my lips in his chest, WHY IS HE DOING THIS TO ME?!
"You know what you did?" I asked and looked up to him, still hugging him, but he shook his head. "You knew. I know you knew." I said and he nodded, SEE?!
"Whatever keeps your mind in peace." yep... whatever too. ARGH! "Is it because of Vera's bags?" I looked away, shy as he caught me. Whoops, he got me...
I heard him chuckle while I let out a small 'hmph' and felt him hug me tighter. "You're cute when jealous." He stated while I hid on his chest, suffering from embarrassment. "Do you want to look around the beach? It's already three, it's not that hot anymore." He offered a smile and lend me his hand to which I took. He took me with him, holding me hand gently as we walked to the beach together.
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As we walked, my hair was threw at the back by the wind, in a messy way to the point that some of them covers my face. Now, would you look at that? I'm starting to get annoyed. "Here, let me—" I was startled when he let go of my hand and went to my back to scoop my hair up and asked, "Do you have a hair tie with you?" I nodded and gave him the tie that I kept on my pockets.
He did tied them up in a soft way, and he went back later to my side to hold my hand again and continue walking. "Better?" I nodded and cheekily smiled. He let out a relieved sigh before giving me a warm smile. Dude stop smiling. You're killing me. PLEASE DON'T TAKE THE SANE FEELING I HAD!
"So, are you hungry?"
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In just a short amount of time, I'm already sitting across Jay in a table, with the nice view of the sea, meeting the sun, and the darkening sky. "A tremendous view, isn't it?" I asked with a smile and faced the person in the front of me, only to find him actually looking at me. Heat instantly flowed from nowhere to my whole damn face. Great! What a nice time to be embarrassed.
"Yeah, it was." He answered, looking directly at my eyes. Uhm, sir, I think you need to stop doing that. I don't want to faint in here... DAMN IT WHY ARE YOU SO PERFECT?! It was before he actually looked at the view, and was my time to admire his side profile. "Yeah, just like you." He added, eyes on the scenery.
I only hummed in response, because I feel like my face was steamed. But later on joined him zoning out to the scenery, "I love sunsets..." I suddenly said, still looking at the view with a smile. I felt him look at me but only a few seconds before her turned his head again. "It doesn't just signifies the end, but also a beginning."
"After it may come the dark times, but in those times only, you knew who cares for you genuinely. Because they stay, no matter how miserable you might be." I added, then I felt his warm hand above mine (that was actually placed at the table), and gave it a little squeeze.
"Kyra, I now knew." He said. I gave him the questioning look, and put my other hand above his. He then added his words later.
"I love you."
And that, my friend, just made me realize what I felt for him.
"I- I think me too." I replied and looked into his eyes, into his soul. And all I knew, this guy, in front of me, is sincere. He is genuine. So pure.
PLEASE HAVE NO ONE TO HURT HIM!
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"So, what did you guys bought?" Jay asked after the two of us sat on the couch (the other two, standing in the front of us), We're now inside the suite, and it had been 3 hours since the two left and came back just now.
To Vera's defense, she only raised her eyebrow, and threw a question back. Obviously avoiding that question. Well, I knew that them going out was a bluff. "What did you guys did when we're away?" Jay and I looked at each other and avoided eye contact later.
Wow, that was awkward...
"What did you do that it took you so long to buy this quote to quote urgent thingy?" Jay bought back the question and no one answered. "Well, it's not important anyway, I guess? I think you should shower up first." Oh yup, I forgot to mention, they were damped.
I thought the rain wasn't that strong, oh and they have a car! But, oh well...
Sunghoon sarcastically scoffed (oh and he rolled his eyes too) before walking out. He's prolly headed to his room and so as Vera, leaving me and Jay once again.
Ooohhhhh— the awkward silence again.
SERIOUSLY WHY DID WE DO WEIRD STUFFS EARLIER?! Dammit, now it's awkward!
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heyaaa!
so this chapter was actually scheduled to be updated in heeseung's bd but man can't write ㅠㅠ
i really planned it out so I can greet hee but huhu to my BAD luck, I didn't make it :((
so i guess i'll have to go with a
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEEDDEUNGIEEE! god you're already 21 I canttttt d T___T b please stay healthy my lovely bf (🤭 no i was kidding, don't kill me🤡)
ohhh and enha's still in the US and their japanese, DUDE THEIR JAPANESE😭
personally, jungwon's will ver. is my fav. like in all of them (huhu forgive me)
I mean... JUNGWON WHATEVER YOU DO YOU HAVE MY HEART!!!!
(okay jakes gonna kick me put of the house.. sorry hubbyyyy)
NIWEYYYYYY, my midterms are coming😭 do pray for meee! pray with meeee 🕯🕯
ohh andddd have a good day!
andddd vote for fast update (im torturing myself haha bye)