hey sorry haven't updated in a while... :/ but here's the story! sorry if its short. oh and READ THE END!! IT IMPORTANT SO AFTER READING THE CHAPPIE READ MY LITTLE AUTHOR NOTE, WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT! any ways enough of that! here ya go>>>>
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:- Alan POV -:
Since we were ordered to stay inside the bus, because of a small flood, I was stuck to only think about one thing. Kaitlyn. How could I not? Kaitlyn sat beside me, looking beautiful as ever, with that small smile on her lips as she watched Austin and Phil play their games. Every once and a while she'll laugh at Austin for dying. Her laugh was to die for..
'Ugh I really need a smoke!' I groaned to my self letting my head fall back to the couch.
"You okay?" I peeked open one of my eyes, Kaitlyn's brows were drawn together.
"Ye-Yeah. Tired." I lied closing my eye.
"Good luck with that. These guys are loud." She giggled, turning to her brother laughing in his face that he died. yet again.
"I could only try." I got up heading to my bunk. As I was about to get in I felt someone's eyes on me. I turned my head just in time for Kaitlyn to advert hers. I grinned climbing into my bunk, laying on my bare stomach.
Finding my phone I decide to check Instagram and Twitter. I don't know how long I was on my phone but it must have been a long time.
"Hey man. Come on we're eating." Aaron opened my curtain.
"Yea sure be down in a second." After shutting my phone off I hop back down, turning to the front lounge where Kaitlyn looked as pale as ever. What happened?
:- Kaitlyn POV -:
I stared blankly at the plate in front of me. How I wanted to eat it so bad, but there was that little tiny voice in my head..
'Don't eat... eating means gaining weight.. you don't want that. You're already fat enough. Save the horror of people seeing you any fatter.'
The words echoing in my head, a constant reminder not to eat.
"Kaitlyn. You going to eat?" Austin nudge my shoulder looking at me worriedly.
"I'm not hungry. I had a huge meal to eat before warped. I'm still stuff." I lied sinking down in my seat patting my stomach. But of course my stomach had to betray me by growling.
"You say you're full but your stomach says other wise." Austin pointed to my stomach with his fork. God dammit. Ugh... I can't believe i'm about to do this.
"I swear it wasn't before! Haha!" I put on a fake smile picking my fork up with all my strength. I squeezed my eyes shut taking a bite. Omg i'm gonna throw up.
20 horrific minutes later I went through half the plate. I literally can't eat anymore.
"I'm full..." I chocked out pushing my plate away from me. I need to go to the bathroom!
"That's it? That's barely anything." Barely anything! Bitch that's a lot!
"Well... that's a lot to me." My stomach turned making me clench my stomach.
"Kaitlyn?" Tino looked at me warily.
"Hmm?" I clenched my stomach again. I could feel it. It's coming back up.
"You ok?"
"Yea, cramps." I lied yet again. Austin kept going on forcing me to finish the plate.
"Austin.. I-i'm not hungry."
"Bullshit. I've seen you eat more! You used to eat like a guy for god shake." I flinch at the old memories. It's true I used to eat like there was no tomorrow. Just thinking of it makes me want to puke.
"I know, but I'm full Austin." I whine trying to make him stop, everyone watching us fight.
"I'll stop when you eat one last bite." I glared at him.
"You're kidding me right?" He shook his head a serious look on his face. "No, Austin i'm full."
"Kaitlyn it's just one bite. Look this is all you have to eat." He stabs his fork in the food lifting it to my mouth. "Open." I bite my lip, sealing my mouth shut trying to advert my gaze else where besides the food. I can't even look at it. "Kaitlyn. Open your mouth." I shook my head again. I swear if he doesn't move the fork I will throw up, just the small smell turning my stomach. "Kaitlyn.." Austin growled. I can't take this anymore!
I jumped over Tino running to the bathroom. I fell to the floor in front of the toilet spilling my guts out.
"Kaitlyn!?" Austin came beside me pulling my hair back. I kept throwing up blocking out everyone's cries for me to stop. I kept going till I basically dry heaving. There was nothing left in me. I threw it all back up and I never felt any better. "Aaron, go get me water please." Austin lifted my head from the toilet taking a damp washcloth and washing my face off like I was a 5 year old with chocolate covering my face.
Aaron came back with a water battle in hand. Shakily I reach out for it taking it. My throat was dry and tasted gross. Taking a swing from my water Austin asked,
"Kaitlyn..Are.. Are you b-bulimic?" I choked on my water gasping for breath. Oh god... they probably think I am now after that..
My eyes stung my throat closing. I hate that feeling when you want to cry but you don't want to look weak so you try to keep it in but it burns your throat, making it hard for you to speak.
"N-no... never. I-I-I." I couldn't even talk. "I h-have an eating d-disorder ok! I-I'm not bulimic." I hang my head in shame. "I wasn't used to e-eating that much... so I th-threw up..." I choked out a few stray tears fell from my eyes.
"Kait-" but before Tino could finish a large man came in with a long white beard.
"Floods cleared up, meeting in 10 be there." And with that he left. Aaron sighed rubbing his face.
"Come on guys.. we have to get ready." They obeyed but not before Austin picked me up.
"You too. Get dressed, you're coming with us." I mumbled a yes leaving to my bunk, collecting the clothes I needed.
"Hey Kaitlyn use the restroom. Bare yourself the sight of us dressing." Phil did his bright smile making me giggle. Yep, count on Phil to make you smile. His smile contiguous.
I locked my self in the bathroom slipping off my clothes. I tried to avoid my self in the mirror, but I caught my self. I looked hideous. How is Austin not embarrassed to be my brother? Hell, I would be!
Quickly pulling my clothes on, re-doing my make-up. Ugh, remind me when I get back I need to take a shower. brushing my hair out, thankful it's still straight. A light knock came from on the other side of the door.
"Kat, lets go." I unlocked the door, Austin standing there. "Ready?" I nodded my head stuffing my hands in my jacket pockets.
"Blood On The Dance Floor?" Alan chuckled at my jacket. I smiled nodding my head,
"Yep. One of my favourite bands." I found my self blushing. Why am I blushing?
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There were people everywhere. So many bands I love are here. All Time Low, Miss May I, Sleeping With Sirens, Asking Alexandria, Pierce The Veil, Blessthefall, We Came As Romans, and Memphis May Fire, oh god... there's so many! I was practically drooling at the sight.
I followed in step behind my brother, a perfect shield. His tall frame covering my short, petite structure. I've never really liked crowded places.. That's why I dash through the mall trying to make it my job where barely any people go.
To preoccupied with looking around at the large group of people I hadn't notice the person running into me until I was lying on the floor, a body on top of mine.
"Ugh... My back..." I groan, opening my eyes. The person laying on top me was the last person I'd ever suspected.
Davhie fucking Vanity.
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ok so my updates may start to become slow because of two reasons.
1- schools getting busier -.- our big test, Starr is coming up in like 3 weeks so it's going to be like REALLY busy and shit :( so that's one reason the next:
2- I AM WRITING ANOTHER STORY! AGG :D it's with my two other friends! The book is called Take A Bite ;) haha it's a FF it has PTV SWS and OM&M :3 so go check it out you won't be disappointed ;3 if you can't find it go look for ThoseInGlassHouses :) she is one of my bestfriends and we are writing the book off of her account. so if you can't find the book go look there :D
so those are my reasons as to why my updates may start to become slow. but hopefully after testing my updates will go back to normal because with the book we're writing we take turns writing the chapters so u shouldn't really have a huge problem with the two books i'm writing. but for now they may start to become slow. But please keep reading <3 so,
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