The man looked at himself, his eyes falling on the road outside the car. He didn't let Xin Rong worry for too long, and calmly explained the reason, "There is nothing that cannot be said, she is already engaged, and we broke up peacefully..."
There is a car in the back that is changing lanes frequently, and it is about to overtake. Shao Chengyun had no intention of running parallel to it, and changed to the next lane with the turn signal.
"Luo Vicky is a person with a strong family concept, and she has always wanted to find the right object as soon as possible. But I didn't want to get married so early, and I couldn't promise her. In the end, we both felt no longer necessary to continue, and we ended the relationship just before I graduated. Shao Chengyun said to the point. It is true that I have loved, and I have encountered problems that cannot be solved, and I cannot blame anyone.
If you must blame, it is also Shao Chengyun's own responsibility is greater, hurting a lover who once wanted to spend time with him. Therefore, since then, Shao Chengyun will not easily confirm the relationship with anyone. He was not originally a profanity person, and in the following years he was mostly single, and occasionally had a few brief relationships, all based on the fact that both parties agreed to take what they needed.
Xin Rong's first reaction after hearing this answer was surprise. Why did he now agree to marry himself because he didn't want to get married or even go to the point of breaking up with such a good lover?
Then his heart sank, and he understood that Shao Chengyun did not regard this as an ordinary marriage at all.
For Shao Chengyun, this is just an agreement, a one-year relationship between Party A and Party B, and a stopgap measure to satisfy the elders. It's just that Xin Rong is too easy to hook and too wishful thinking, always thinking that they have a little sincerity outside the agreement. <
Luo Weiqi must have seen it on the spot and would say those words to Xin Rong. Mingli secretly mentioned him, telling him not to follow Shao Chengyun's heart, he couldn't afford to go, so he should withdraw.
That's all the experience of people who have come over. Luo Vicky withdrew in time, and those who were injured or not needed to be discussed, and now they could be light and breezy.
Unfortunately, for Xin Rong, it was too late.
The boy looked down at the bear in his hand, his eyes were a little stunned, his heart was a mess, and he subconsciously reached out to press the button to open the window on the car door.
As a result, the car window had just lowered a small slit, and it was intercepted by Shao Chengyun from the side of the main console.
The man closed the car window back, pressed the key to lock the window by the way, did not let Xin Rong fiddle with it again, twisted his eyebrows and said, "Such a cold day is on the highway again, how can it not be cold enough?" Shao Chengyun's
voice was extremely calm, and every time he spoke, Xin Rong felt that his ears could not stand this voice. Listening to more and more irrationality, people are also confused.
Now he couldn't blow the cold wind, couldn't cool himself, could only sit sullenly, and didn't want Shao Chengyun to think that he had listened to the reason for the breakup to become like this, so he had no words to say, "The heating in the car is too hot." After saying
that, he pursed his lips. Every time he speaks insincerely, he will have this habitual little action. <
Shao Chengyun was almost in accordance with Xin Rong's body sensation of the hot wind, after listening to it, he only glanced at Xin Rong lightly, did not say anything more, and raised his hand to reduce the wind from 3 to 1.
Xin Rong stopped talking and sat silently for a while. It took about seven or eight minutes, until I felt that I had calmed down, and then I whispered, "It's a pity."
This is in response to the reason for the breakup mentioned by Shao Chengyun.
Although the words came suddenly, Shao Chengyun also understood what he was referring to. Xin Rong did not say the scene words, but sincerely felt regret. Just now in the Disney restaurant, Luo Vicky had an empathic effect on Xin Rong, and now it is Xin Rong's turn to empathize with Luo Vicky.
A good couple of lovers are separated for such a reason. Xin Rong couldn't understand.
When Shao Chengyun said that he did not want to get married and would rather break up, he seemed so calm. Xin Rong did not understand even more.
He was already engaged in a psychological struggle, and the struggle was fierce. Two voices alternately in his head persuaded him not to go any further. There may be a fire pit in front of us that has no return.
There is now a ready-made, seemingly perfect but failed case in front of us. Xin Rong pondered hard, and finally realized sadly that this marriage contract had just begun, and he had nowhere to go. I have to face this man every day, but he still has a lot of his favorite points. Any psychological struggle is in vain. <
Shao Chengyun may have just inadvertently woven a dream for Xin Rong. There is the sense of security of a mature man, the sense of belonging of a complete family, the taste of love that Xin Rong has never tasted, and the surging lust that is intimate and hot, difficult to say but refreshing to penetrate into every pore, and every piece of thinking makes Xin Rong irresistible.
Shao Chengyun's response to this was simple, reaching over and pinching Xin Rong's jaw. His hand was a little strong, pinching Xin Rong's face, and the emotions in his eyes that had not yet converged were forced to be handed over to Shao Chengyun.
"If it had been done then, what else would you do now?" The man half-smiled, his gaze swept over Xin Rong's face, and he turned to look at the road conditions again.
Xin Rong smiled a little helplessly and did not speak again.
In the second half of the way, he sat quietly, sometimes looking up at Shao Chengyun's side face, his eyes were somewhat complicated, and he contained some emotions that he could not explain himself.
As for Shao Chengyun, he didn't bother to come with him to those false ones, and he also knew that the words luo Weiqi said had already made Xin Rong feel good.
This child looks quite calm on the surface, but in fact, he likes to think about things in his heart. Shao Chengyun was not so good at patience to slowly break up with him, nor did he like the way he was separated from himself because of the words of others.
At the door of the hotel, Shao Chengyun directly threw the car to the valet parker, and then went to the front desk to check in, after entering the room, he said that he was thirsty, let Xin Rong take a box of ice cubes from the Xiaoice box, and poured the spirits. As a result, Shao Chengyun himself did not drink two sips, and most of the half cup of whiskey in his hand was fed to Xin Rong. <
What happened next seemed to be a natural thing.
The lust stimulated by three points of drunkenness brings a kind of vain staying power, encouraging people to do things that they know should not be done.
Xin Rong was actually reluctant at this time, but Shao Chengyun's attitude tonight was very polar, gentle mixed with roughness. Once Xin Rong resisted, he kissed him and coaxed him to be soft, but there was no room for doing it, and it was really the degree to which he wanted to squeeze people dry.
In the end, Xin Rong blocked his face with his arm, not letting the man see the expression on his face, and also clenched his lower lip and refused to make a sound again, as if to carry out some kind of silent resistance.
Shao Chengyun grabbed his hair and pressed him into the pillow, and put a finger into his mouth to prevent him from moaning, that is, to make him extremely tired, tired to the point of not thinking about anything more, saving himself from pondering those strange thoughts.
After finishing the matter, Xin Rong shook badly and was fished out of the pillow by the man. The pillow surface where he had just buried his face was wet, and it was all physiological tears.
Shao Chengyun rubbed the back of his neck, calmly, with a little rough breathing, calling him "baby".
Shao Chengyun himself grasped the measure, the process was fierce, and the person was definitely not injured. Xin Rong didn't know why she was particularly sensitive tonight, maybe she was affected by emotions. Shao Chengyun looked at the boy in his hand now, and he still couldn't help but feel pain. <
Xin Rong ignored him, his head hanging down, his hair covering his eyes, and a fragile and stubborn whiteness remained on his face that had receded from the red tide.
He knew that he was always trying to probe tonight to ask Shao Chengyun about his previous affairs, and then he thought about it silently, no doubt stepping on the point where Shao Chengyun was most unhappy. Everything that happens after entering the hotel room is like some kind of punishment.
During the tossing and turning the most severely, Xin Rong carried and refused to show weakness, Shao Chengyun was not so patient to make him cruel, several times leaned over to kiss him, kissed his lips and kissed his throat knot, and said in a dumb voice, "Ask yourself what you want most in your heart, don't always fight with me here..."
Xin Rong was already in a trance at this time, but he still remembered this sentence.
He remembered Shao Chengyun's dark and heavy eyes when he said this, as if he also had a rare hint of irritability, it seemed that Xin Rong wanted to retreat here, and also tore off a little of Shao Chengyun's usual relaxed and indifferent surface.
Shao Chengyun put one hand around him, pulled open the broken hair in front of his forehead with the other, stroked his frown in his palm, called out "Baby", and then asked him, "Do you understand what you said?"
What can Xin Rong say, understand? Don't understand? He was not such a dull person, Shao Chengyun liked his agility, and he had been using this keenness to feel this man.
Shao Chengyun occasionally showed a little concern for him, which he couldn't ignore. However, this kind of powerful and involuntary plunder made him frequently frustrated and injured. In the end, Xin Rong sat on a messy bed and nodded his head in reply. The appointment period is still there, even if it is useless to meet someone who has come over, the remaining one year's road, Xin Rong has to go by himself.
He also wanted to hear Shao Chengyun say "like" once, not love, just like. I also want to be clean myself, not such a trace of the time, there is an opportunity for equal dialogue.
But he was too tired to think of more. Shao Chengyun is a clever emotional player, who knows what chips he has and knows when and what method is the easiest way to solve the problem. Xin Rong was tossed all night, his brain was already wooden, indeed he didn't have to think about anything anymore, the rest could only sleep. When you wake up the next morning, maybe the emotions will dissipate, and you won't be as screwed up as you were tonight.
This night Xin Rong slept deeply and dreamlessly, except for the warm embrace given by the man next to him, he did not feel anything else.
The next day he dragged his sour body on the plane, the seats in business class were wide enough, Shao Chengyun had some work to deal with, and Xin Rong mostly spent time to catch up on sleep. During the flight attendant's meal, Xin Rong wiped his face with a hot towel handed by the other party to wake up, Shao Chengyun covered his eyes and said, "Don't wipe your eyes, I'm afraid it's not clean."
A few simple words, but listening to Xin Rong's heart, did not dare to think about it further.
When the plane landed, everyone in the cabin was driving their mobile phones to read the news, and Xin Rong was no exception. After he clicked into WeChat, he unexpectedly received a message from two college classmates who had not been in touch for a long time.
Xin Rong only read for one semester and left, and there were a few classmates who had a good relationship with him who occasionally greeted each other, but they did not come and go frequently. The headline of the forwarded message was striking, reading "Deputy Dean of the School of Hotel Management of the University of Foreign Chinese Suspended for Investigation."
Xin Rong was stunned, his mind began to buzz, and he couldn't hear what the airport radio was saying.
——This was all arranged by Shao Chengyun. Xin Rong immediately understood.
He turned his head to look at the man sitting next to him. Shao Chengyun was answering the phone, his voice was relatively low, and his expression was still that kind of calm. Xin Rong looked at him and never looked away, Shao Chengyun quickly felt it, raised his hand and rubbed Xin Rong's head.
Later, they carried their luggage and walked on the road to the pick-up gate, and Shao Chengyun still kept calling the whole time. Until watching the assistant He Xun waiting next to a commercial vehicle in the distance, Shao Chengyun's call finally ended one, and there was a short gap.
He said to Xin Rong, "First send you home, rest for a few days and lose jet lag."
Xin Rong knew that this man was going to start busy again, and if he didn't talk to him at this time, he probably wouldn't have a chance later.
"Shao Chengyun." He called his name, and there was a kind of youthful transparency in his voice, "I don't want to stay at home anymore, let me find a job?" I can work half-time and read half-time.