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"Yah Heeseung focus!!"
I have scolded again for messing up the practice, I ruined the formation when I lost my way and got confused
I don't know how many times I've been scolded today
The seniors kept scolding me and I had to apologize how many times
I looked at Jake who patted my back and I just nodded at him, he was trying to tell me it was okay
But my mind wasn't focusing on the choreography, as much as I tried, I kept losing focus
"Heeseung focus! No messing around," I nodded and bowed to the senior, apologizing once again
"Okay, last practice for the day!"
I was praying in my head that I wouldn't mess up this time
The last practice went smoothly and I almost messed up but thank goodness I didn't
It ended pretty quickly, I guess because a senior didn't butt in to scold me
The seniors gave their final instructions and made sure we'd practice again the next day
We all thanked them before they left
Slowly the studio was becoming empty since everyone was leaving one by one
Jay walked up to me with his stuff, "let's go?" he said and I nodded
Jake was running up to us and caught up walking in between us
"It's okay Heeseung, you can cool off your mind tonight! We're gonna party!!" he said and smiled
I just chuckled at his reaction, "where is the party gonna be?" I ask
"At a bar! So I'm gonna drink~"
"Same here," Jay said and they both turned to me, knowing I wouldn't be drinking
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I walked out of my room, I finished my nap and realized I had to get ready so I just chose a simple outfit
Jay and Jake weren't here yet so they were probably still getting dressed
I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and looked if I got any notifications
Well I did, but I was expecting at least one text from Y/n but I didn't get any
Is she busy with her school work? I wondered
"Let's go!!" I looked to see Jake who was all dressed, and Jay followed behind him
I turned off my phone and shoved it back inside my pocket
"Simple outfit Heeseung?" Jay said, well compared to theirs my outfit wasn't better than theirs
I nodded and they walked up to me, "you're driving!" Jake says
Well of course I am, I won't drink, and do I expect them to drive?
I do not feel safe if they're gonna drive after who knows how many drinks their gonna drink
"There was traffic but thank God we made it!" Jay says as I finally found a parking spot at the bar
"We're a little late though," Jake says when all of us finally got out of the car
I looked at the building and it was huge, there were a lot of cars so I bet there were also other people here besides people who were invited to the party
Following from behind, we entered the bar and the loud music was the first thing that welcomed us
I looked around and most people were either dancing or drinking
Jay and Jake spotted some of our classmates and they began talking
I looked around to find somewhere to stay, but all the seats were occupied
I spotted a water dispenser and decided to get some water first
Making my way through the crowd, was hard, and even if I said something they wouldn't hear because of how loud the music was
I grabbed a cup and got myself a cup of water
I decided to stand nearby the dispenser so I wouldn't have to walk through the crowd again
Doing what I usually do at parties I just drank my water and nodded my head to the beat of the music
There were some familiar people, but there were also random strangers
'Is Y/n here too?' I thought while looking around, trying to find her
But if she was here, it'd be easy to find her but I couldn't
'I guess she's not here
I saw Jay walking up to me and he patted me on the shoulder the moment he was in front of me
"Heeseung! This is Dahye, she's from the medicine department!" Jay introduced me to the girl he brought with him
I looked at her as she smiled at me and took out her hand, I shook it and gave her a small smile
Jay then patted my arm and gave me a signal as he looked back and forth me and Dahye
I shook my head but he left us with a smirk on his face
I turned my head to Dahye who was just looking around awkwardly
'Fuck you Jay...'
"Uhh, Heeseung? You're a junior?" she asked and I nodded, "ah, I'm a junior as well," she said softly
I just nodded again, but I guess she didn't understand that I wasn't interested in her since she kept talking
"Are you seeing anyone right now?" she asked and I shook my head, she smile lightly and slowly moved closer to me
"It'd be nice if we met another time?" she said
"Uh, I'm not interested sorry..." I say and awkwardly bowed to her before walking away
I took another sip of my water as I made my way through the crowd
Though I feel bad for walking away, she didn't take the hint I didn't like or wasn't interested in her at all
"Fuck off!! Don't touch me! Just pour me a drink asshole"
I heard a familiar voice, and when I looked around that's when I spotted Y/n
She was sitting on a couch with other people surrounding her, mostly men
'Is she drinking!?'
I saw the man pouring soju into her cup and she was drinking it
Though the men kept trying to touch her she slapped them away
I walked over to their couch and when I stood in front of them, the men with her looked at me weirdly
"Sorry dude, this couch is full!"
Y/n then looked at me and she furrowed her eyebrows, "oh what the fuck! Why are you here!?" she shouted angrily
"Y/n, you're drinking?" I asked
"So? Fuck off! Go away!" she said before pouring herself some more soju
But before she could drink it I held her wrist and she looked mad, "what are you doing!? Let me drink! Get the fuck away"
"Yah Y/n!!" I looked to see Sunghoon, "calm down, stop drinking!"
Sunghoon noticed my presence which made him sigh deeply, "Sunghoon! You host the party, right? Kick him out!"
"Y/n what are you talking about!" Sunghoon was getting the cups and soju away from Y/n
"Why are you here!! Fuck off pretty face!" she stood up and Sunghoon was holding her arm
I didn't know what to say, but it was obvious Y/n was very drunk right now
Her cheeks were red and she could barely open her eyes properly
"Are you deaf? Get o- AH!" I caught her when she fell as she tried to slap and walk toward me
Sunghoon walked over to us and I knelt when she began hissing in pain
"Argh! It fucking hurts," she was holding her leg, 'her wound...'
Sunghoon helped me as we both made Y/n stand up, she was gripping my shirt tightly and I could tell her leg was hurting badly
I sighed and carried bridal style so she'd stop hurting her leg
"Put me down asshole!" she complained, "Heeseung can you bring her home?" Sunghoon asked with a huff
"Uh... What about Jay and Jake?-"
"I'll bring them home... I can't leave right now because I'm the one hosting the party, you don't need to I can ask someone else-"
"I'll do it"
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"Let me out! I *cough* wanna take a taxi," I was driving to her house and Y/n was blabbering words
I just ignored whatever she said and focused on driving, but then she began to cry
"It hurts!!" I took a glance at her and tears were rolling down her cheeks, "my leg hurts! And my chest hurts too"
She began hitting her chest, "it fucking hurts because of you, you know that?" she said and I ignored her again
While waiting for the door to open I looked at Y/n who was still mumbling stuff to herself
I was carrying her and sighing, "fuck bitch," she mumbled
"Ms.Y/n- Oh?" it was the guy Jintak
He was looking at us as he made way so I could enter
"Jintak-sshi!! Get this guy out of here," she screamed, Jintak looked surprised, "did Ms.Y/n drink?" he asked and I nodded
Jintak helped me and led the way to Y/ns room so he could open the door for me
Once he did he shut the door and left
"Why did you even drink?" I mumbled but she heard what I said, "oh you wanna know huh!?"
I slowly placed her down on her bed, "because I feel like shit, and they said drinking would help the feeling go away, and it worked!" she began chuckling
I stood up after putting her down and walked away
Before I could reach the door she started talking again
"Pretty face, you're so mean. You're just leaving like that again! When I confessed to you, you said those mean words!" she cried
I turned around and looked at her, she was hugging her pillow tightly
"After saying those mean words you just left! Now you're leaving, without saying anything to me. You're meaner than me"
I slowly walked up to her, she was still crying, "you're mean, a bad guy... How come you're the only one who makes me feel this way?" she opened her eyes and her eyes were red
I sat on the bed still looking at her, "I wouldn't have expected it was you to make me feel this crazy over a guy," she said sniffing
I couldn't take my eyes off her, every word she said was so sincere
Her eyes didn't move away either, we never broke eye contact
"Why are you so beautiful?" she said which made her chuckle, I felt my ears turning red, "I mean that's why you're called pretty face right?"
She was quiet for a while, I thought she'd fallen asleep but she chuckled once again
"At first, the only reason why I wanted to be close to you, was because I wanted to kiss your fucking lips," she sat up which surprised me
She looked at me straight in the eyes and smiled softly, "but then..." she huffed
"I wanted to know what it'd feel like to hold your hand," she suddenly intertwined our hands, holding them tightly
With a soft chuckle she looked at our hands, "then I wanted to know what it felt like to be in your embrace"
She leaned towards me and rested her head on my chest, I looked at her who was laying comfortably on me, "then!~" she laughed
"Then I wanted to know more about you, then I wanted to spend more time with you!" she continued to talk, "I wanted to be with you all the time, I wanted to know what you were doing"
Her face suddenly turned serious and she sat up, she tilted her head and cupped my cheeks which caught me off guard
"I wanted... To see you smile when you're with me," she pinched my cheeks, though it didn't hurt I removed her hands from my face
"Then... Then I," her look toward me changed, she looked at me with so much pure and fondness in her eyes
"I wanted to know what it would be like to be yours..."
She smiled and closed her eyes, but when I thought she'd stop talking, she asked something which I couldn't help but feel my heart pounding
"Why... Why am I so in love with you?"
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