context: just read it cuties ;)
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i was sitting on my bed procrastinating the things i had to do today when i got a call from my college roommate brandon, me being born in 1998 i went to my first year of college before i dropped out to be in the band with my sister, boyfriend, and best friends full time, i moved into an apartment with 5 guys when i was 17 and moved out when i was 19, though we all still lived in the same area and called all the time, i promptly picked up the phone
"yo what up y/n?" i heard coming from my phone
"ahh nothing much what's up with you brandon?"
"nothing special, hey have you talked to any of the guys recently? i havent heard from any of them recently"
"no, well yes, i breifly spoke to wyatt the other day when we ran into each other at the grocery store"
"oh ok so it's not just me being ignored then haha"
"haha" i was starting to wonder what had happened then damiano walked in,
"hey baby what's up?"
"hang on babe i'm talking to brandon" i said holding up a finger not looking up from my phone
"huh?" brandon chirped
"ahh nothing damiano just walked in" i said not moving an inch as damiano left the room,
"dude it's fine we can talk later go spend time with your boyfriend"
"no i have all day to hangout with him, who knows when the next time we will get to talk will be.."
"i guess thats a perk of your boyfriend being your coworker.." brandon trailed off
"exactly! see you're getting it now!" i said with fake excitement
then i got an idea, we should get the group back together for the weekend
"hey text the guys, see what they are doing this weekend, maybe we can go to like a hotel or something for today, tomorrow, and sunday?"
"not a bad idea y/n, i'll ask"
"well i do try oh so hard to have good ideas"
"alright i'm in, you're in obviously, wyatt is in, beau is in, cole is in, and connor is.. in!"
"great i'll look for a hotel in.. hmm why don't we go back to old venice eh? take a walk around the old campus?"
"sounds good"
**time skip**
i was hanging out in the backyard with the band when ethan brought up the excellent point we didn't have any work to do this weekend
"maybe we should do something, go somewhere? who knows when we will have the time off again?"
"ooh good point edgar, what do you guys want to do?" victoria questioned
"oh uh actually i already have plans.." i mumbled
"girl with who?"
"with the guys from college!"
"why do you even hang out with them anyways?" damiano asked with a tint of attitude in his voice.
"cause they are my friends?!" i exclaimed
"we're your friends.. or were" damiano said rolling his eyes
"yeah you look for some brains up there would you?" i snapped back
"yeah seriously dude.. lay off, she's allowed to have other friends.." thomas muttered
"i just don't see why she needs to hang out with guys all the time.." damiano said quietly,
"what do you mean? they're her college roommates dude she lived with the guys for like two years why can't she hangout with them?" victoria pressed
"nothing.. just forget it!" damiano yelled as he stormed off inside..
"that was weird.." i said trying to forget what just happened,
"yeah that was super unlike him" ethan added
"oh my god" victoria said as her jaw dropped
"what?" we all questioned
"he's jealous."
"what do you mean?" i asked
"he's jealous of the guys."
"that's silly, if i wanted to date those guys i would, there's nothing for him to be jealous of.."
"y/n you lived with the guys for two years.. you hangout all the time.. and when you talk on the phone with them you refuse to sit in the same room as dam.. maybe he thinks you're cheating? maybe he thinks you will cheat?" thomas said
"no he probably just wants her to spend more time with him.." victoria blurted out as she flicked thomas on the forehead
"you guys don't know what you're talking about.. i gotta go pack anyways.." i said as i quickly left to go pack my bags for the weekend
**slight timeskip to packing**
damiano spread himself out on the bed as he watched me pack up my stuff
"i don't understand why you need to spend a whole weekend with those guys" he said burrying his face in the pillow,
"they're my friends damiano! why are you being like this?"
he mumbled something i couldn't quite understand
"what was that love?' i peered my head out of our bathroom door into the bedroom
"nothing forget it" he said as he left the room
that was weird, i thought to myself as i finished packing and headed out to my car to drive to the rome airport
"bye y/n!" thomas called out
"later sis! i'll pick you up from the airport on sunday night!" victoria shouted
"ciao y/n!" ethan chirped as i put my bags in the car and got into the passenger seat, damiano had been kind enough to drive me to the airport, when we got there i saw brandon and hopped out of the car excitedly
"hey! are the other guys here yet?"
"not yet but almost, they're all together"
"oh cool hopefully they will get here soo-" i was cut off by damiano pulling me into a hug from behind and kissing my neck
"bye baby!" i said as i turned around to kiss him
"bye" he muttered again
"sorry about him, i don't know what's gotten into him recently he's been so clingy today,"
"nah you're good but we should go get in that security line now cause the guys are here"
"oh yeah good point" i said as i rushed over to greet the guys and hug them
** time skip**
we finally got to the hotel and decided who was sleeping in what room, we had 3 rooms with two beds each, i ended up sharing with brandon, wyatt with connor, and cole with beau, we all thought it was hilarious me and brandon were sharing a room cause we used to date in college, we went to our rooms and seeing how late it was decided to get some sleep,
when we woke up the next morning we decided we wanted to walk around our old campus and i took some pictures for my instagram, the guys took some for theirs, though not nearly as many..
i found a few good ones and decided to post them
i posted these three with the caption "back with my best boys"
thomasraggi_: love it
vicdeangelis: ayy shopping haul?
ykaaar: having fun there baby? 🤍🤍
and as a joke i posted these of me and brandon and captioned it
"love u bby"
maneskinlover: wait that's not @ykaaar
vicdeangelis: GIRL @brandon..98
brandon..98: BRO WHY DID YOU POST THESE LMFAOOOO
**time skip**
i walked out of the airport to find vic with my car, i spotted her and she quickly jumped up to hug me
"girl i missed you"
"not as much as i missed you!" i a exclaimed
"not possible, but show me what you bought when you guys went shopping when we get home mk?"
"of course, and i also got a little something for you"
"ooh can't wait" she said smiling,
when we got home i hugged ethan and thomas and ran past them to find damiano
"baby i missed you so much" i said right before i kissed him
"mhm.."
"what's wrong baby?" i tilted my head to the side
"nothing im just kind of busy right now"
"oh ok"
**time skip**
i brushed my teeth and put my hair up then hopped into bed, out of instinct i scooted towards damianos side of the bed, he pushed me back towards mine
"cmon baby don't be like that" i said as i scooted back towards him, he scooted away from me..
"baby boy what's wrong?" i questioned
"are you cheating on me? am i not enough for you?"
"i- what?" i said
"you are aren't you" he said getting out of bed
"baby what are you talking about? i'm so confused"
"don't call me baby" he said as he left the room
i was so confused.. what the hell just happened, i tried to ignore it and went to bed
i woke up and ran into victorias room to get ready for our interview later in the morning
"girl what happened with damiano last night? he slept on the couch.."
"he did? i have no idea what happened, well actually-"
"y/n can we talk" thomas peeked into victoria's room
"oh yeah sure thommy" i said as i walked with him to his room
"what's up?"
"damiano said something about you guys fighting last night, something about you cheating with one of your old roommates, i think it has to do with what you posted on instagram, especially that picture where you are kissing brandon"
"oh whatever he's just being dramatic, you can clearly see in the picture that we aren't actually kissing anyways"
"i think i'm right about what i said the other day, about him thinking you're cheating"
"whatever, he should know i would never cheat on him"
"whatever you say" he said as i left the room to return to victoria's room
"what was that about?" victoria questioned
"oh nothing" i said as i walked into the bathroom to do my makeup
**time skip**
"hey guys today im here with måneskin" the interviewer said, i followed routine and smiled at the camera and held damianos hand, as if we didn't just practically break up last night, we talked about music and our success and fame for a while and then the interviewer looked at me
"now y/n you posted some pictures with your college roommates the other day, what was that about?"
"oh well i was just spending the weekend with my old roommates, we just took some fun pictures and i posted them haha"
"you also posted some more romantic pictures with one of the guys? what's that about? a possible new relationship?"
"well actually those pictures are just a joke, sometimes i forget so many people see my instagram and i posted those as a joke, me and the guy in the picture dated for like a year in college before me and damiano started dating and so we took those pictures as a joke, me and damiano are still a happy couple" i gulped at the word happy, not knowing if that was true anymore, we finished the interview and headed backstage, i walked into me and damianos dressing room, to save space we always shared a dressing room, but we started doing that a while ago when we didn't have this weird thing going on between us..
"i'll just go to my sisters dressing room.." i said gathering my stuff
"no it's fine" damiano looked down at the floor
"tesoro what's wrong?" i said stepping closer to him and stroking his cheek, he whimpered a little but didn't say anything
"hmm? and what's this about me cheating? do you not like the guys?"
"its just- i- nevermind its stupid" he said as he wiped off his makeup
"honey what's the matter?" i said beginning to remove my own makeup
"im not scared that you're gonna cheat as much as im scared that.." he started to tear up
"baby-"
"no just forget it! its dumb anyways! just go have fun with your new boyfriend brandon!" he said as he tried to leave the room, i blocked the door
"DAMIANO DAVID WHAT THE HELL HAS GOTTEN INTO YOU?!" i shouted maybe a bit too loud, he started crying, i know he hated when i raised my voice, especially at him, i immediately felt so bad and i knelt down to the floor with him and started sobbing aswell
"im so sorry baby" i said as i tried to pull him into a hug but couldn't
"i'm just- im scared you're gonna leave me for someone better" he sobbed, during that quick moment of weakness i pulled him into my arms
"what makes you think there's someone better than you out there? i chose you baby, i love you, ti amo"
"ti amo" he sniffled into my chest
"i'm sorry for shouting at you, now let's get you changed and your makeup off and let's get home huh? how does that sound?"
"yeah let's- do- that" he said sobbing between each word
"shhh baby it's okay" i said as i released him and helped him off the floor, when we got home i took a quick shower, we put our pajamas on and spent the rest of the day in bed enjoying each others company, i got to be the big spoon, when we fight or when damiano has a rough day he always loves to be little spoon
"goodnight baby boy" i whispered into his ear and kissed his temple
"goodnight, sorry for being so jealous"
"nothing to be sorry for.. i love your envy" i laughed
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awwww i think this is so cute! its also so long haha!
love you all so much <3,
caz out.
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