Chapter 75
With a 'hum' in Ye Wan's head, looking at Xu Chengxi's indifferent expression, he almost thought he had heard it wrong. What did he say, he heard the conversation between himself and his original mother in the hospital? He had known for a long time that there was something strange in him, that he was not the original Ye Wan, and he knew it from so early, almost seven years ago.
But as not to know.
Ye Wan looked at Xu Chengxi, who seemed not to be surprised at all, as if he was out of his body, and asked lightly, "You already knew?"
Xu Chengxi: "Yes."
"...Never doubted . Ever?"
Or why does Ye Wan always feel that Xu Chengxi's brain circuit is different from ordinary people - when they hear such a thing, normal people would feel so frightening that it is unreasonable, right? As a result, not only did the person in front of him not exist, but he continued to haunt him as always, and he was probably also insane.
Xu Chengxi smiled and replied, "Yes." Not only was
he not surprised, but he felt that it was logical - Ye Wan's personality has changed so much, it can't be said to be groundless.
There are a lot of strange things in this world, and there are countless strange things happening every day between sunrise and sunset, and I just happened to catch up with one. And by the way, I am very interested in this, Ye Wan is not an outlier, and he will not regard him as an outlier.
What Xu Chengxi likes is his unique soul, no matter what.
Ye Wan was silent for a moment, then suddenly patted Xu Chengxi on the shoulder to hold him down, and discussed, "You get up first."
Xu Chengxi raised his eyebrows, and saw that Ye Wan seemed to calm down. He didn't want to leave just now, so he straightened up. . It's just that before he could say the last sentence, Ye Wan, who knew how to punch, punched him heavily in the chin -
"Fuck you." Ye Wan's punch was almost a sneak attack, instantly hitting Xu Chengxi. Confused, he stumbled back two steps and hit the tree. He looked at the angry Ye Wan in shock, and before he could open his mouth, he was kicked in the stomach again—
"You knew a few years ago that you didn't say anything?!" Ye Wan's eyes were red, thinking of the various bullying that Xu Chengxi had done to him over the years, all kinds of push-pull games with ease, the more ambiguous, the more he looked like he was always winning. Wanting to get more and more angry, while beating him, he cursed: "Is it all interesting to me? Is it fun? Go to hell, you Xu Chengxi!"
Xu Chengxi was beaten in an embarrassing manner, but he didn't mean to fight back. Yan - Ye Wan really didn't have the energy to beat him. Now his mouth is full of blood, and his stomach has been hit exactly the same as when he had a stomach hemorrhage a few years ago.
It seemed he was really pissed off. Xu Chengxi didn't dare to defend himself in his stormy attack. He felt 10,000 regrets in his heart, why didn't he say it earlier, hurt others and himself, and apologized back and forth: "I'm sorry, don't be angry."
"You say If you don't get angry, you won't be angry? How old are you!" Ye Wan was really angry this time, even more angry than when he was teased by Xu Chengxi for many years. He took off his suit jacket and tie with a sneer. With helpless eyes, Xu Chengxi kicked him, who didn't dare to resist, to the ground, then knelt down on him and tied his hands tightly with a tie.
"Aren't you going to play a field battle?" Ye Wan sneered and reached out and patted Xu Chengxi's face: "Go wild with yourself, dare to touch me and beat you to death."
"Wait, wait!" Seeing Ye Wan After he finished speaking, he was about to throw him on the hill and go back to the car by himself. Xu Chengxi could be regarded as realizing the crisis. He endured the pain all over his body and struggled unwillingly to beg for mercy: "I didn't mean to not tell you to play with you!
" Oh?" Ye Wan leaned against the car door and hugged his shoulders, looking down at Xu Chengxi, who was lying on the ground with his hands tied up - he was in a mess, and the corners of his mouth were purple, and he didn't have the usual neat and clean appearance. It's really heartwarming. Ye Wan raised his lips, and said sarcastically, "Then why are you? I just want to see how I have packed myself for seven years, right?"
Ye Wan really hates him now - he has been struggling for so many years Uncertain, what is the reason for wandering? Every time he thinks that Xu Chengxi's gentleness and kindness towards him may be because of the original body, he feels very uncomfortable. As a result, because of this fellow's 'suffering', Xu Chengxi knew it earlier, so he was teasing him. !
Ye Wan was really happy and sad about this fact. It's sad that if he doesn't make up his mind to reveal it this time, Xu Chengxi doesn't know how long he wants to hide it, and he may still be entangled, but he is happy... He can finally be sure that Xu Chengxi has liked it for so many years. It's him, the man.
He's really out of luck.
"I want to say it, but I don't know how to say it." Xu Chengxi looked at Ye Wan's lonely and drooping eyes, a stab in his heart, and suddenly felt that the pain in his body was nothing. What he was even more afraid of was that Ye Wan frowned and was sad, so he really ignored him. Xu Chengxi regretted his decision to hide his interest at the time, and explained bravely: "I'm afraid you will be farther away from me after you think I know your secret."
At that time, he really felt like this . want. For Ye Wan, who had a very strange relationship with him at the time, this kind of thing shouldn't be said honestly. Xu Chengxi was indeed afraid that he would scare Ye Wan away after he made it clear, and after that... he just lost his mind.
For so many years, he forgot to find a suitable opportunity to speak out about this matter, and he actually forgot that this might be a hurdle in Ye Wan's heart, and it was a grudge that he couldn't get out of. He is really... too self-righteous, and a trace of obvious annoyance flashed in Xu Chengxi's long and narrow eyes.
"Heh." Ye Wan smiled, and suddenly there was a sense of ease that he no longer had to disguise in front of Xu Chengxi. Anyway, he knew everything about himself, and he told the truth: "Then you are right, from now on, stay away from me."
He doesn't want to see this vile person anymore!
Xu Chengxi, who felt like he was about to be stunned by the crematorium, was speechless for a long time. He watched Ye Wan open the car door and sat in. Then, through the lowered window, he stared at Ye Wan, closed his eyes and rested his face, silent. After a long while, he hesitated and said, "...You can be angry with me and think of many ways to punish me, but...don't leave, okay?"
In fact, for so many years, he and Ye Wan have been entangled, but they have never been counted as truly together. Xu Chengxi never felt afraid of the inexplicable fostering contract at first, and the various frictions of the reunion two years later. But until Ye Wan left and went abroad, every time he saw that the time in New York on the world clock never coincided with his own, Xu Chengxi was really afraid.
Ye Wan really went too high and too far, even he couldn't catch up.
Seeing him again five years later, Xu Chengxi found that he had really changed. Ye Wan is now twenty-six or seven years old, his career is booming, and the peach blossoms are everywhere, but he has already started to run to the
fourth.
Time is the most uncontrollable thing in this world, and he was afraid that if Ye Wan really left the city of S in a fit of anger, and traveled far away, he would really not be able to catch up. Although Xu Chengxi was quite calculated, he couldn't do anything to force others to tie him to his side if he broke someone's arm. If Ye Wan really didn't like him, he couldn't control him.
Ye Wan pursed her lips while listening to Xu Chengxi's soft voice.
In fact, he has no idea of where to go, but since Xu Chengxi is afraid...then he has to scare him. After all, Xu Chengxi's fear is not so easy to see.
"Actually, the first time I paid attention to you was when you were talking to Zhou Xingyuan's mother in the cafe." On the silent hilltop, Xu Chengxi's low voice slowly flowed into the night, and he told Ye Wan a long and ambiguous story. Confession: "At that time, I thought, I really saw the wrong person a few times before, I didn't expect this little classmate to be so interesting. The second time was when you sent Tan Jiarong to the hospital, and at that time... I I just thought of you badly."
Ye Wan curled his fingers slightly, bit his lip shamefully, unable to speak.
"So, I don't know the Ye Wan from the past. If it wasn't for your funny performance in the cafe that day, I wouldn't be able to remember the name." Xu Chengxi, who was tied to the ground, tilted his head persistently and looked at the carriage. Li Ye Wan's half-faced face was obscure, and he said softly and firmly: "Maybe many people know you because of Ye Wan in the past, but I don't. From the beginning, you are you."
He never confused However, he couldn't even remember the name of the former Ye Wan, but the sharp-tongued young man in the cafe hit his heart all at once.
Hearing these words, Ye Wan wanted to say that it was a lie not to shake, but... After a long silence, he took a deep breath and said coldly, "Xu Chengxi, shut up."
He couldn't be so easy . Soft-hearted, people like Xu Chengxi must be left out and taught a lesson. Although... in fact, he is still quite happy now.
Because after so many years, he finally knew that he was not anyone's stand-in, and he had never lived under anyone's shadow. This feeling is indescribable. And this kind of joy was brought to him by Xu Chengxi, although the previous pain was also. Xu Chengxi, who always hates people with a soft-hearted quality, hates it very much.
But this time, it is not easy to forgive. Ye Wan closed his eyes, leaned back on the chair and closed his eyes as if he didn't hear anything, and let Xu Chengxi lie on the ground with his feet and hands tied to watch the stars - anyway, the weather is very warm now, and he can't freeze to death , just let him stay.
After Xu Chengxi's affectionate confession, he was still thrown outside to blow the warm air in the end. He couldn't help being a little stunned, and then lowered his brows and eyes aggrieved, as if he was caught in the air.
Alas, Ye Wan used to be soft-hearted when he begged for mercy with his face, but now it's not easy to do anything. Xu Chengxi lay helplessly on the ground, sighing up to the sky, speechless and crying, and felt that he deserved it.
In the future, don't make yourself smart, because in front of the person you like, your so-called 'smartness' is actually a kind of harm to him. Just seeing Ye Wan's frowning eyebrows and red eyes, it really hurts more than a whole body injury.
I would rather be beaten by him than watch him cry.