Scrolling down the phone. On every social media. Soompi, Instagram, Line, Kakaotalk, Weibo....I puffed out a sigh and put down my phone. I azerted my gaze onto the sky.
It was bright. Not like my dark mood. Wake me up. Please tell me its not happening. Without my concioussness, hot tears roll down my face.
May 2014, Kris or Wu Yi Fan left EXO after filing a lawsuit with SM.
October or November 2014, Lu Han also filed a lawsuit towards SM and leaves EXO.
After that, EXO had been limiting their promotion on Overdose but they still show their happy faces towards their EXO-L. Life must go on.
Without those idols knowing, the EXO-Ls are hurt so bad like what Yixing had said. "We might be hurt but the fans would be hurt more." Its hurt knowing that the foreigner member got neglected.
After all the waiting, EXO make a comeback with their new album EXODUS and title track Call Me Baby. EXO-L hope that after this comeback, no more bad thing would happen.
But,
After their comeback, during a showcase, Tao accidently injured and went on hiatus. While YiXing, he had shooting in China and will open his workshop at China.
If we look back,
Luhan was having his shooting in China when suddenly the industry got bursted with the news of him sick and not long after that, he LEAVES EXO.
Now,
Yixing said that he would never leaves EXO as he had promise the members not to leaves them. But, promises are made to be broken.
Tao's father asked him to leave. If only Tao leaves, it will only be Yixing as foreign member. Sooner or later, he will feel like an outsider and maybe at that time, he will break those promises.
Tao told EXO-L to have faith on him. He said that stage was his life but it was his parents order. He was their only child.
As I imagining those stuffs, streams of tears already soak my face. I heard footsteps nearing me. I pulled my leg and cry on my knee.
Someone sat beside me and pulled me towards his chest.
"Shh....don't cry. Everything will be alright." I look up at him. Leader of Exo, whom being left by his three members.
"What will happen next, Oppa?" at that time, I saw tears swelled up in his eyelids.
"I won't let any of that happen." he simply said. I know I can rely on him. I hope others can believe in them.
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SORRY, THIS WAS SHORT. IT WAS THE ONLY WAY I COULD SAY OUT MY FEELINGS. WHAT I FELT ABOUT THOSE NEWS. WHAT I IMAGINE AND PREDICT WILL HAPPEN. I HOPE ANY OF THE EVENTS MENTIONED WON'T HAPPEN. I HOPE EXO WILL STOP LESSENING.
ALTHOUGH I'M A YG-STAN BUT I STILL LOVE EXO. I CAN'T CONSIDER ME AS EXO-L BUT I WILL ONLY CONSIDER ME AS A FANGIRL.
#TruthBeauty.