Chapter 45 The Final Completion
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When we hurried to the hospital, the lights in the operating room were already dimmed. Su Xi was still wearing a surgical gown, with her head bowed slightly, and her phone in her hand.
"Su Xi"
I called him, he was stunned for a moment, then looked up suddenly. When I saw Sheng Qianzi beside me, the surprise and worry in my eyes turned into a suppressed coldness.
I didn't think too much, and hurriedly stepped forward and said, "How is the operation? How is the baby?!"
"So you still remember the baby's operation today." He said coldly, his eyes fell on Sheng Qianzi behind me, With a sarcastic smile, "Yes, our baby is not as important as your Lanyan confidant, right?"
"I don't have it." Before I could
finish speaking, Sheng Qianzi, who was behind me, couldn't listen, and strode forward, Holding on to Su Xi's collar, he gritted his teeth and said, "What else do you know besides making a bad face all day?! You didn't even ask Mu Li just now."
"Okay! Stop talking!" I stepped forward and grabbed Sheng Qianzi, "Xiaozi, stop talking."
I wanted to tell Su Xi to see the baby again, but the door of the blood transfusion room at one end of the corridor was opened, and Chen Song walked out with his arms covered, Su Xi didn't look again. I glanced at her and strode towards her, "How are you?"
Chen Song smiled, "I'm fine, but it's just a few hundred ml of blood, just as long as the baby is fine."
Su Xi nodded, as if relieved. "Thank you, Chen Song." As soon as
I heard them mention the baby, I strode forward and grabbed Su Xi's sleeve, and said anxiously, "Did something happen to the baby? What the hell happened to him?"
"Do you deserve to know? ?" Su Xi looked at me coldly, pushed my hand away, stared at my eyes tightly, and said word by word: "Oh, you keep saying that you can't leave the baby, but when the baby is full of wine, you are not there; You were not there when the baby was crying to find his mother before the operation; even just now when the baby needed you the most, you were not there, Mu Li," he sighed, his Adam's apple moved slightly, suddenly grabbed my shoulder and questioned me , "Are you worthy of being a mother? Huh?"
The movements of his hands were so forceful that I could even feel his anger slightly.
This is the second time he has questioned me, 'Am I worthy of being a mother', my mind was numb for a moment, but what followed was full of doubts and guilt.
Is it wrong to be obsessed with the baby at the beginning, is it that he would have a better life without me as a mother, is it that I really don’t deserve
Chen Song, seeing that the two of us are arguing so much, and hurriedly stepped forward to dissuade him, “Su Xi, you Before
she could finish her words, Su Xi was punched in the face, Sheng Qianzi still couldn't hold back, and tugged at his shirt and said sternly, "Su Xi, you are not a fucking man! You are not worthy of it." Don't go to Muli!"
Chen Song exclaimed, and before he could come forward, Su Xi had already stepped forward to fight back, his face was gloomy, and his voice was suppressed and tense, "You think I don't know what you want to do? Huh? Those lessons from the past didn't teach you to learn to keep yourselves safe, did they?!"
I looked at the two of them tiredly, turned to leave, and I couldn't hear what they said.
When I got outside, there was a sound of footsteps behind me. Sheng Qianzi, with a bruised nose and a swollen face, grabbed my wrist and said, "Why didn't you tell him just now, it's because of the Su family."
I pulled my lower lip. She smiled stiffly, "It's unnecessary." A
trace of surprise flashed across Sheng Qianzi's eyes, "You"
"I gave up the custody of the child." I sighed, "Maybe in the future, he will have someone who cares for him. A very good mother."
After I got home, I checked the nearest flight to France, which is tomorrow afternoon. She asked Ms. Lu again for Mu Mengwan's current address, and finally did not forget to ask, "You promised me, you can do it, right?"
"You mean to hide the whereabouts for you?"
" Hmm."
"Of course."
"Okay, thank you."
I was about to hang up, but she suddenly asked me, "Have you really made up your mind? Child"
"I gave up custody of the child." I After a pause, she pretended to smile lightly, "After all, she is the eldest grandson of your Su family. He should have a very good and excellent mother, not like me."
She sighed, but after all, she didn't say anything.
As expected, Ms. Lu did what she said. Not only did she find someone to escort me in person, she even wiped my boarding records.
I didn't close my eyes for almost 20 hours, and finally came to Annecy, a French town where Mu Mengwan is now.
This is a beautiful town located in the foothills of the Alps in southern France. It is ancient and elegant, just like a fairy tale world. There are lakes formed by melting snow in the Alps, canals that pass through the city, distant mountains in green and daisy, and houses with strong colors.
The lights in the evening are glowing with warm and soft light. I walked on the cobblestone path, and I was in a trance for a moment, as if I had forgotten all the sad and happy past I experienced. I don’t know if this should be called numbness or numbness. I was relieved
until I rang the doorbell of Mu Mengwan's apartment, and after waiting for two minutes, someone finally opened the door for me.
It was a blond and blue-eyed foreign boy. He raised his hand with a thoughtful expression. I handed him some relevant French materials of mine, and he suddenly realized that he said to me in broken Chinese: "Oh, so Mrs Lu said it. Is that you Li?"
"My name is Mu Li."
"Yes, please."
He struggled to speak Chinese, but he was still trying to explain it to me in Chinese. I thought this might be the real gentleman of a French man. He was finally relieved after I told him that he could speak English.
He told me that Mu Mengwan was training on the second floor, and he was just taking care of her nurse, whose name was grade.
Before I opened the door, I was inexplicably complicated and nervous. After taking a few deep breaths, he finally made up his mind to enter the door.
But when I saw Mu Mengwan's bony appearance now, I couldn't hold back my tears.
She originally looked out the window, and after hearing the movement, she looked back at me, but she stayed on me for only a minute, and then looked out the window again.
After a long while, her somewhat hoarse and tired voice sounded, "What's the point of you coming here? I have never raised and cared for you. Before I left, I didn't deserve someone to give me the last ride."
I sat by her bed, not thinking of her as a dying person, but as someone who shared my sympathy.
"I also left my child." After a long while, I spoke.
I looked at her and saw the momentary confusion and stiffness in her eyes.
"Ever since I knew what you did to me and your indifference to me that day, I actually really hate you, so I keep telling myself that no matter what the cost, I will stay by my child's side, but, I just realized two days ago that choosing to leave doesn’t mean I don’t love, it’s just a better way to help my children grow up in a complete family without needing to suffer unnecessary harm and public opinion.”
I choked a little and held on. Her chapped hands said, "Mom, thank you for your accomplishment, so as my only reward, can you let me accompany you on the last journey?"