Chapter 42
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I closed my eyes, trying to calm myself and open my eyes.
After a long while, I finally sighed, "Do whatever you want." After I finished speaking, I wanted to open the car door and leave, but Su Xi locked the car!
At this moment, the afterglow of the setting sun is passing through the car window, and his expression is hidden in the fine rays of light, so I can't distinguish it clearly, but I can feel that the atmosphere in the car is extremely cold.
"You don't even care about children now, do you?" His voice suppressed inexplicable emotions and asked coldly.
I frowned and was about to speak when Su Xi suddenly approached me, her beautiful eyes full of sullen anger, "Mu Li, you know what? You make me feel like a fool."
"Then what are you going to do? Like this?!" I couldn't help myself, and I raised my voice and shouted at him: "We are both divorced, do you want to be like that day, every time I see the baby, I have to go to bed with you? You treat me like that again. What?!"
I couldn't hold back anymore and started crying, "Su Xi, I know what you're thinking, but it's already at this point, let's stop tangling, okay? When I beg you"
Su Xi stared at me tightly, her eyes were red, her eyes as dark as the night had already formed a faint mist, and her nasal voice was very heavy, "Mu Li, since you like to waste like this, then I will accompany you, anyway. I've spent ten years, and I don't care if there is another 'ten years'."
When I got home, it was almost 8 pm, my mother thought that I had not worked for a long time, and was in a bad mood. He brought me food and comforted him: "This is the way I work the first day, take a hot bath after eating, and I'll be fine tomorrow."
"Mom." I interrupted her, and suddenly said: "In my When he was in high school, did Su Xi ever look for you?"
My mother's face froze, "He!" She took off her apron, sat beside me, sighed helplessly, and said earnestly: " That kid did find me."
"Isn't your head teacher suspected of your puppy love that time? I went to your school. I came out of the teacher's office and I was so angry that I was thinking about how to clean up you when I went back. But when I walked around the corner of the corridor, I ran into him."
"That kid must have been liked by many girls in high school, right? He has such red lips and white teeth, he is polite, and he studies so well."
"He didn't mention any family affairs when he introduced himself. It made me convinced, and at the end, she asked me again, 'Auntie, Mu Li and I are a good match, don't you?'"
My mother smiled helplessly, suddenly held my hand, looked at me seriously, "Look Come on, a good match has nothing to do with being able to reach the end, right?"
I nodded, but my heart was very uncomfortable.
Unsurprisingly, in the next few days, Su Xi came to me again under the excuse of 'children'. I ignored him, and he sent me a video of the child. I couldn't help it until the end. At the Golden Beach Villa, I ran a lot.
The only difference is that since then, he has never used the child to coerce me to do things I don't want to do.
Until that day, when I just returned from the Golden Beach Villa, I saw an acquaintance - Su Xi's mother.
After her eyes fell on me, she sighed, and then smiled formally, "Can you talk to me? Miss Mu."
I nodded.
She didn't dislike the messiness of my room. After asking, she sat on the head of my bed, raised her hand and pinched her eyebrows, "Mu Li, I remember giving you many opportunities."
"I just want to see the child, I"
"Don't you like Ah Xi? She interrupted me, her beautiful eyes seemed to be staring into my heart.
I froze for a moment, looked down at my toes, and said nothing.
After she finished speaking, she took out a letter from her bag and handed it to me , "You can call me selfish, or call me bullying. In short, I don't want to see Axi forgetting himself because of you. He should be himself, not to love you and become so crazy and paranoid. If it goes on like this , sooner or later he will destroy himself. "
I opened the envelope, and inside was a medical case sheet. It was printed in French, but I couldn't understand anything.
She continued, "Mu Mengwan's depression is getting worse and worse, and she was diagnosed with stomach cancer in the first two weeks." She paused, raised her hand to touch her nose, and said in a low voice, "Late. "
Go away for a while and take good care of her." Even if she didn't grow up with you at the beginning, but after all, she has the grace to support you, you should accompany her through the last journey of life. "
Maybe you think my thoughts are selfish, but maybe only if he can't see you or hear from you, will his paranoid love be gradually wiped out. I will help you block the news. will find you. "
After she said this, I suddenly realized that I was already in tears, and I didn't know if it was because of leaving him, my mother's business, or both
because Mu Mengwan told me before she left. Said a sentence, "If you can't love him as much as he loves you, leaving is the only way to reduce each other's hurt. "
I admit that she is a sensible and almost heartless mother.
When I was lying on the bed, I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. When I was about to wash my face, Su Xi's phone called again.
After I picked it up, he was still the same as always . The silence, even though we had met a few hours ago.
I sniffed, he felt wrong, and suddenly asked, "Are you crying? "
I said angrily: "What's your business?"
He didn't speak, but I heard a rustling voice, and I couldn't help but wonder: "What are you doing?"
"Change clothes."
"Why are you changing clothes?"
"Go to your side."
Feeling sour, he couldn't help but choked up again, and he asked me again, "Isn't it okay just now, why did I suddenly cry, and my work is not going well, or I was blamed by my mother again."
I stabilized my emotions and said solemnly: "It's not all because of you. You always find me awkward and bully me. When I think about it, I get angry. Can you stop crying? What are you doing? Are you mad at me? "
Su Xi was silent for a while, before she said solemnly: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, but I still want to go." "
What are you doing? You don't understand.
" Are you crying? I'm not going, how are you going to calm down?"
After he said this, I didn't know how to refute it. I wanted to make another excuse not to let him come, but Su Xi had already hung up the phone and then sent two messages. WeChat.
-Driving
- After twenty minutes, my
family was already asleep, and when Su Xi came, I called him, and I gently went to open the door for him.
He was shivering, his hair was a little messy, and he was carrying a big bag in his hand.
The lights in the living room were off. I turned on a flashlight to illuminate him, but he suddenly lowered his head and approached me, stared into my eyes for a while, and asked me softly, "Miss Mu, can you accept my apology?"