Authors Note: I thought I would add the lyrics I used on the banner for Sunrise, as it relates a lot with the story.
Lyrics by Shania Twain, Your Still The One.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KNZH-emehxA
Check out the music video of Your Still the One, you'll probably pick up on some 'themes' in the video that I used within the story.
Adult Themes within this chapter:
When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after all this time, you're still the one I love.
The two weeks passed far too slowly for both Jacob and Renesmee. He made sure each and every night that Renesmee was safe and sound after meeting Jaden just two weeks ago. He was starting to wonder if his Alpha threat had worked and Jaden left the lands all together had seen him since that day. The whole pack was keeping an eye out though, making sure that he hadn't come back. The lands were clean of both vampire and any new wolf, but still, Jacob couldn't help but feel uneasy about everything Jaden had said.
He couldn't understand why Jaden would want to track both him and Renesmee, or why he was even doing it. But the thing that bothered him most was the fact that both of them had been oblivious to the whole thing. Jacob thought he would at least hear, see or smell something in the air to indicate that they were been watched, but that wasn't so. He was able to keep the running away with Renesmee plan to himself while in his wolf form, leaving the pack clueless to what would be happening soon enough. He wondered if he even should be leaving with Jaden still out there, with unknown intentions. But if anything happened, he knew that Sam or Paul would step up to the plate and take over. They were both more than capable. But still, it worried him to be leaving his family behind in possible danger.
He stood above the ocean's waves crashing up against the cliffs of La Push. He watched the lands carefully, with no detail of movement escaping his eye. All was quiet and peaceful, for now. He looked up to the full moon, the darkened navy sky lit up with stars. The breeze swept and wept around him, through his coat until he phased back to his human form. He sighed, wondering if he was doing the right thing. It seemed to be that everything was stopping them from been together and leading their own lives since the day of the decision. He wondered if it was a sign.
He looked back up to the full moon, phasing back quickly and howled loudly. He was the only one in his wolf form tonight. It was three in the morning and Jacob had only just gotten up. He had been running all night and sleeping all day. He liked the night. The night was peaceful, most of the time. His eyes closed calmly, feeling the breeze in his coat and breathing in the cold coastal air as it swept round him. He was enjoying his last night in La Push, as today was the day, they were running away together. It was going to be harder leaving than he first thought. He was going to miss everything, but it was going to be all worth it soon enough. Just to be with her.
He sighed, phasing back to his human form just as his mobile phone started ringing with a text. Untying his jeans from around his ankle, he pulled out his silver phone from his pocket and flipped it open to see the message from Renesmee.
I've missed you Jacob!
When do we leave? My family are out right now.
Ness xxx
He thought for a moment, wondering if now would be a good time to leave. But he knew it was. He knew that the Cullens only went out hunting altogether on a rare occasion. Now would be a good time.
I've missed you too. More than you could believe.
How about leaving now? When will they be back?
Jake xoxo
He waited a few minutes for her message back. He wrapped his arms around his legs, watching the oceans movement on the horizon with the moon's reflection shining down into the water. His phone beeped again and he quickly flipped it back open.
I'm pretty sure I know just how much you missed me Jacob. ;)
Now is good. I'll just pack my backpack.
Mum said that they would be back around Dawn or lunchtime.
xoxo
While reading her message, he looked to the clock on his phone, seeing they had at least three hours until her family would be back, if they were coming home at dawn. They definitely had enough time.
Okay. I'll be there in a few.
I just want to take care of something back home and I'll be there.
Love you xoxo
He closed his phone quickly, stuffing it back into the pocket of his jeans, retying them around his ankle before phasing quickly as he did a back flip, running towards home at full speed. He was careful with his thoughts as he ran, just in case one of the others suddenly shifted. He was quiet with his movements too, making sure not to attract any attention to himself.
At the wooden door of his house, he took the key from above the door and unlocked the house quietly. He was careful to stay quiet as his father and sister Rachel were asleep inside. Billy had come home for a few days while Sue was busy working out of town.
Jacob went into his room and closed the door behind him. He took a backpack from the side of his door and started to pack everything he would need into it quickly as possible. He packed his jeans and tee shirts first, before packing some photos, and his mother's ring. He looked over his room one last time and closed the door. He went into the kitchen, grabbing a pen and a small piece of paper, writing out a note for his father and sister. He went outside, getting into his Ute, rolling it down the driveway and starting its engine on the road, heading towards Forks.
Quickly Renesmee ran around her room, grabbing everything she needed: Clothes, makeup, jewellery, photos, laptop, MP3, everything a girl would need when moving away with her boyfriend. After pushing everything down in her backpack so she could zip it up, she went into the kitchen and wrote a note for her parents. Just as she finished it, she heard Jacob at the door. She left it on the side bar of the kitchen so her family would see it when they got home. She ran to the door and flung it open, smiling widely as she saw Jacob. She ran into his awaiting arms and hugged him tightly. She had missed the warmth of his smile and embrace around her.
"I missed you so much Jacob," she murmured as he gently spun her around in a slow circle.
"I missed you too," he whispered into the skin of her neck and kissed her softly. His hand found hers and took her bag in the other. He smiled down on her brightly, all his worries disappearing the second he set eyes on her.
"Are you ready?"
She smiled widely. "More than ready Jacob!" she beamed with humour, running ahead of him, towards his Ute, jumping in quickly and buckling herself into the seat beat. She was hypo with excitement to finally see their new house, to see Miami, to drive their new cars and to be finally with him, alone. They were finally free to do anything they wanted, when they wanted, to live their own lives to how they wished and pleased. She just hoped that her father wouldn't go looking for them. She knew that Jacob would be in the most trouble out of the two of them, but he wouldn't be able to find them that easily.
Maybe he won't come after us at all, she thought, looking out the window as Jacob got in the Ute and placed her backpack in the back of the Ute with his. After all, I'm all grown up and deserve my own life now. She smiled brightly over to him, not been able to hold back her excitement while watching him as he started the engine quickly. He smiled over her, seeing her jumping up and down in her seat, smiling widely as they made their way towards their new life together.
At around lunchtime both the Cullen family and the Black family came across their children's notes left behind. Billy found the note on the kitchen table and read part of it, before calling out to Rachel. Bella found Renesmee's note in the same place and didn't realize what was happening until she read it again, but with Edward by her side.
Dear Mum & Dad - Dear dad and Rachel
I want to live my own life, make my own decisions I love you guys, don't get me wrong, but I think it's time, that I have my own life, outside of vampires and werewolves. I'm not coming back, so please don't look for me. I'm safe. Don't worry. - I don't want to be Alpha anymore. I want my own life, one that isn't ruled by the pack, by my inner wolf. I feel trapped here. Sam and Paul are more than capable of leading the pack. They won't need me. Please don't come looking for me. I'll be fine and safe. I'll miss you, but I'm coming back.
Jacob x - Renesmee xoxo
Bella looked up to Edward in shock. She wanted to cry, but been a vampire, she couldn't. "What are we going to do?" she murmured almost silently.
"I'm going to see Jacob."
Bella's eyes shot to Edward then. "You think - you think he has something to do with it?"
"Maybe," he answered.
"I'm coming with you."
Billy looked up to Rachel as she read the note herself. She couldn't understand why her brother would so suddenly run off like that. She knew that things with the pack were getting hard for him, but she didn't think it was anything that would cause him to run away from. She also couldn't understand why he would run away when he had an imprint. A knock at the door made her jump. Her hopes got high, hoping that it was Jacob and he had changed his mind. Billy looked to her and then at the door as she went to answer it.
She looked confused at Bella and Edward once the door was open. They hadn't ever came on La Push land since she had moved back home years back. She wondered what they were doing on the lands now.
"Is Jacob here?" Bella asked with her voice slightly cracked. Rachel looked back to her father behind her, wondering what to tell Bella. Billy rolled himself over to his daughter's side, taking her hand softly in his. He could see it was hurting her, not knowing what was wrong with Jacob to cause him to run away.
"Jacob ran off again Bella," he explained, looking to Edward once he finished. Bella looked confusedly at Edward, wondering what was going on and then it dawned on her. He had run off with Renesmee.
"Renesmee has run off too."
"Y-you think Jacob is with her?" Rachel stuttered, feeling slightly better.
"It's more than a possibility," Edward murmured, feeling slightly annoyed, but understanding at the same time.
"What do you think we should do?" Billy questioned.
Bella looked down to Renesmee's note in her hand, reading it once more. "I think that we should do what Renesmee said. Don't look for her." She leant into Edward's side, feeling like she had lost both her best friend and daughter in the same day. She hoped greatly that they would come back soon. She wanted to see them again. But she knew the reason why her daughter wouldn't come back, because Renesmee knew that it was more than likely she would be talked into moving back to Forks.
Rachel's eyes went wide when she heard Bella say what Renesmee wanted. "Jacob said the same thing." She handed Jacob's note to Bella to read. It was almost identical to Renesmee's note. They were so much alike with how they thought. She shook her head, confused. She still couldn't understand why they would run off. What was stopping them from been together around Forks and La Push? But maybe it was how Jacob said, he felt trapped, obligated to be an Alpha while he was in La Push and couldn't live the life he wanted while ever he lived in the area. But still, she didn't understand. "I don't understand why he would just leave like that."
"It's simple. Black hasn't got the guts to an Alpha anymore," a familiar voice shouted up from behind Bella and Edward. Billy looked out the door, seeing Paul walking out from the forest. Bella went to move, but Edward grabbed her wrist, shaking his head at her. He knew what she would do to protect her best friend.
Rachel pushed past both Bella and Edward, going outside to see Paul. She had, had enough of his attitude lately, especially towards her brother. She didn't know what was with Paul, but he had been acting differently over the past few years. She didn't know what had gotten into him, but she could only guess that it was the fact that he didn't like seeing his Alpha with a part vampire. She didn't understand why he hated the Cullen family so much. They hadn't done anything wrong, especially Renesmee. He should know how much she meant to Jacob.
"What is with you Paul?!" she demanded from him.
"Nothing Rach. I'm just stating what true fact is." He crossed his arms tightly over his chest, looking away from her.
"True fact Paul?! Here's a true fact for you! You're the weak one that doesn't have the guts to be an Alpha, because you're too stubborn, ignorant, arrogant and careless to be an Alpha! To be an Alpha, you have to listen to the others in the pack and decide what is best for them as well. You most as well be in an one man family man pack. You didn't even listen to Sam when he was in control. Hell, you don't even listen to Sam now!"
His eyes narrowed and darken at each of her words and began to shake with anger. He slapped her on the side of the face with human strength, leaving a slightly red mark on her cheek. She fell to her knees, looking up to him with hurt and tearful eyes. She watched as Paul's eyes changed then, from dark and hard to soft and saddened. "I - I'm sorry Rachel," he murmured, leaning down to her and softly taking his wrist in his as Bella and Edward went to her aid, and Billy watched Paul from his wheelchair in side in shock and disappointment.
"Just get away from me Paul," she cried, disappointed with him. He growled, angry at himself. He knew he shouldn't have let himself get so caught up with what she had said. He turned away from her, but didn't move. He could hear her sobbing into Bella's shoulder. It hurt him to know he had hurt his own imprint. He took a step away from her, and then stopped dead when he heard Rachel again.
"You know the difference between you and Jacob, Paul?" she questioned. He looked back to her, waiting.
"Jacob's stronger, and takes care and responsibly of those he cares for and loves, and doesn't pass on his own fears and make them out to be someone else's, when they aren't even capable of doing such a thing." To both Bella and Billy, what Rachel said made no sense to either of them, but it did to both Paul and Edward.
Paul turned his back, knowing she was right. He ran for the forest and phased, running off at full speed, just wanting to get her words out of his head. He hated been proven wrong about something, and he hated been told what he was and what he wasn't.
Edward stood, watching as Paul disappeared and listened to both his and Rachel's thoughts. "I'm going to look for Jacob and Renesmee," he said only loud enough for Bella to hear. She looked up to him in shock. She thought that they had already decided not to look for either of them.
"W-why, I thought we already decided not to?"
"Because Paul kept telling Jacob he would hurt Renesmee."
Bella went to protest when Rachel spoke again, somehow hearing what the two of them were saying, even know they were speaking so low, that only a vampire or werewolf could hear them.
"What Paul kept telling Jacob, were in fact Paul's fears alone, and that is it. Jacob isn't capable of hurting someone, especially Renesmee. Paul tries to change things to how he wants them to be, but when it's something he's worried about, he tries to make it someone else's fear or worry. Renesmee is safe while ever she's with Jacob," she sobbed, standing. She knew that this day was coming with Paul. He had been fearful of hurting her for some time. But there was another difference between Jacob and Paul that she kept to herself. Paul didn't love her like Jacob loved Renesmee. It was one reason why he wasn't capable of hurting her.
Looks like we made it. Look how far we've come my baby.
We mighta took the long way. We knew we'd get there someday
They said, "I bet, they'll never make it." But just look at us holding on.
We're still together, still going strong.
After two days of none-stop driving, finally on sunset, both Jacob and Renesmee got to Miami. They were both amazed by just the scenery of the city as they passed through slowly and the warmth of the summary air as it passed through the Ute and back out the window.
Jacob read the map to where their house was located. Renesmee started to think that they were lost when he headed outside of town, and where the houses started to thin out. She looked over her shoulder and out the back window, watching as the city started to disappear behind them.
"You're sure that we're going the right way Jacob?" Renesmee asked sitting back into her seat and looking around quickly at each and every scene her eyes set upon.
"I think so Ness. It shouldn't be too far away now."
Hearing his words, Renesmee started to jump up and down in her seat again with excitement coursing through her. He looked over to her, flashing his bright smile at her, chuckling at her, glad to see her happy.
Driving around a tight corner, they both spotted a huge two story cream-white house just by the beach. A small line of trees marked the pathway to the front door, just a few hundred metres away from the road. The house just a few metres away from the ocean, with a large staircase leading up from the sand to the veranda of the house with a white wooden rail running around the veranda.
Jacob slowed a little, looking down to the map between him and Renesmee. He smiled up at her, knowing that it was their house. She wasn't looking at him, until he spoke. "Ness, that's our house," he smiled as she changed her sight to him, feeling her eyes go wide with shock and happiness.
"I - I thought they said it was a small house?"
"I guess it's small for this area," he chuckled, feeling excitement over come him as he suddenly realized everything that was going on in their life now. They were alone, to live their own lives to how they wanted, to how they please, with no one making the rules or telling either of them what they could and couldn't do. They were both free.
Stopping on the side of the road, both of them could see their new cars parked just outside of the huge garage of the house. Renesmee got out quickly, looking around from where she stood while waiting for Jacob to join her. A grey stone path led from where she stood down to the garage and to the door of the house. A small garden was on her left side with s huge palm tree growing in the middle of it with some small flowers and plants growing around the palm tree. There were two roller doors of the garage, both of them archways.
He smiled at Renesmee, wrapping his arm around her waist, pulling her slightly into his body as they went down toward the front door. He reached up at the door, feeling for the key of the house. He knew it should be on the door frame as he had asked the owners to leave it there for them just a day ago. He carefully unlocked the door and stepped aside for Renesmee to go in first. He heard her gasp the second she stepped in. She couldn't believe that all this was theirs.
The carpet was a light cream, the walls a whitish cream. They were standing in the lounge room. A cream, soft leather three seater couch was on their right, facing the huge fifty inch flat screen TV mounted on the wall between the two huge windows facing out to the ocean. Just behind the couch was a huge fireplace that looked as if it hadn't ever been used. In the middle of the room was a huge white staircase leading up to the other level of the house with the white kitchen just behind it. Between the kitchen and the lounge room was another door, leading outside to the veranda going around the house.
Back in the lounge room, in front of them was two more little bedrooms were located and a bathroom on the same side as the staircase. The kitchen was even bigger than the one in the Cullens house. A rather large granite top table sat in the middle of the room. A fridge was on the far off left corner with cupboards running from the left side of the fridge to the end of the room. Like the rest of the house, the kitchen was also all white apart from a rose placed in a black vase on top of one of the cupboards. Just on the other side of the fridge, there was a door leading out to their garage. Renesmee beamed at the sight of their house. She loved it! It was everything she had ever dream of.
She sighed happily, leaning into Jacob's side. She was over whelmed with excitement. He chuckled, taking her hand. She looked up to him, wondering what was with how eagerly he had taken her hand. She looked at him oddly as he smiled to her. "Come on, let's check out our room and the view we have."
She smiled up at him happily, running up the stair case with him just behind her. At the top of the staircase was their room.
You're still the one. You're still the one I run to.
The one that I belong to. You're still the one I want for life.
You're still the one
You're still the one that I love. The only one I dream of.
You're still the one I kiss good night.
They both went speechless at the sight of their room. A huge king size double bed sat in the middle of the room. It was like a fairytale bed to Renesmee. On each corner of the bed was a stand and at the top the stands joined, letting maroon and gold silk like fabric droop down over the sides. Around the sides of the bed the same maroon and gold puffed out the sides of the end of the bed. A maroon, dark purple and gold stitched quilt lay nicely out on the bed. Tropical flowers were stitched into the quilt. On the white side tables on either side of the bed was a bright pink orchid in a metallic purple vase, setting off the room nicely. On the right of the door was a huge white dressing table, with the same vase and orchid on either side of the dresser with a maroon runner going along the length of the dressing table, with a huge mirror connecting with the dresser, reaching up the wall four foot. On the left side of them, behind the door, was an even bigger mirror that stretched from one side of the room to the other. Jacob pushed on the side of the mirror, seeing that it slid back and revealed another huge storage cupboard. Renesmee gasped at their room. She loved it. She couldn't get over how lucky she was. She stood in the middle of the room, standing in deep awe. Jacob smiled over at her, spotting another door next to the bathrooms'. He went and opened it, only to see that on the other side of the door was a small veranda they could go and sit on for breakfast if they wanted.
Renesmee ran to his side, wanting to see the whole house with him. She gasped at the view they had. They had the whole view of the ocean before their eyes. The sun was setting and lighting up the ocean with its colours of oranges, pinks and yellows. It was the perfect sunset. Jacob smiled over to her, taking her into his arms, standing behind her as they bother watched the sunset. She sighed happily a smile spreading across her lips. She hadn't ever felt so happy in her life. Everything was finally perfect in her life.
Once the sun had finally set, Jacob looked to North of the house, to the ground and smiled seeing the left out detail to what they had brought. He nudged Renesmee, pointing to the pool just on the side of the house. She gasped again, looking to him in excitement. She had always wanted a pool! She took his hand quickly as they ran downstairs and outside.They ran outside together, running around the veranda of the house, passing the staircase leading down to the beach and around to where they thought the pool was on the othersider of the veranda. A wooden waved door was located at the end of the veranda. Jacob opened it quickly, seeing a large spa in the corner of the outdoor room. A vine like tree grew in-between each weave of the woven walls around the spa, blocking out any view from the outside. The wooden woven wall extended around the whole pool, apart from one corner where the grey path connected to the path around front.
"It's amazing Jacob," Renesmee said, smiling turning around and looking over the place.
He smiled at her, wrapping his arm around. "I'm glad you love it Ness." He kissed her forehead softly before letting her go. "C'mon, lets' go for a swim."
"In the pool?" she questioned.
"No, the ocean silly," he smiled back at her as he headed towards the front of the house, to where his Ute was.
"Aren't you tired?"
"No. I've been up for a week straight before. Two days is nothing for me, especially while I'm with you, in our new house." He stepped back to her side, taking her hand in his, entwining their fingers together and kissing her softly. "Now, will you join me?"
"Of course I will," she smiled. "But . . ." Her 'but' caught his full attention. "You'll have to beat me in a race first."
Before he could protest, she ran down the two small steps, down to the pool, around it and ran towards his Ute, but Jacob was just too good for her. Even with the head start she had gotten, he beat her.
They laughed, slightly breathless against the side of the Ute. Jacob grinned at Renesmee. She rolled her eyes and slapped his chest playfully, opening the Ute's door and getting out her backpack. She ran back inside and got dressed into her black bikini with light pink ribbon woven around the sides of each piece. She smiled, looking in the mirror and making sure that she looked okay. She ran back outside, seeing Jacob in the light of the night, watching the moon as it rose slowly in the sky. The moonlight was reflecting into the ocean. It was beautiful.
She smiled seeing him in his grey swimmers. She was glad that their place was secluded from the rest of the beach. They could do anything they wished without anyone seeing them. They had their own place, their own beach.
Ain't nothin' better.
We beat the odds together.
I'm glad we didn't listen.
Look at what we would be missin'
She went up to him, wrapping her arms around his waist, leaning into him and kissing his neck softly. He moaned at her touch, leaning into her grip. "I didn't hear you come out," he murmured.
"Hybrid, remember?" she whispered, grazing her teeth over the length of his neck. He chuckled at her answer, turning around to her, wrapping his arms around her and cupping the side of her face as his lips brushed over hers. She moaned at his warm touch around her body and upon her lips. Her arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him into her body. The heat of his stomach on hers felt like fire pressing up against her. Her left arm slowly dropped from his neck and ran slowly along the length of his torso, and back up to his neck. He shivered at the feeling of her hands over his body. He hadn't felt a shiver in years. His lips pressed a little harder down on her, before pulling away and looking into her eyes. He could see that they had changed. Her eyes were darker, telling him everything she was thinking. He kissed her again, finding her hand and entwining their fingers together tightly. She pulled away, smiling, letting his hand go, she grinned and laughing running into a small wave that was about to hit shore. She dove into it, seeing from the corner of her eye that he was following her.
He dived into an incoming wave, swimming towards where she was lying back against the surface of the ocean. He smiled, watching her before noticing how she detected his presence near her. She stood up, smiling at him, slightly sheepish. She hadn't ever been sheepish before. His arms wrapped around her waist as she leant into his warm and loving embrace around her. Her hand ran slowly over his muscular chest, looking down to the water between them, deep in thought. Her skin glowed in the moonlight, like she had glitter dusted over her skin. He smiled up at her leaning down on him.
His eyes shone in the moonlight as he thought how beautiful she was. Her milk chocolate eyes were perfect. Her skin was soft and warm against his. Glowing like magic in front of his eyes. Her dark chocolate hair, wet and falling around her face perfectly as she kept herself leaning over him with her hands on his shoulders, looking down to him with such loving eyes. She lent down, wrapping her arms around his neck tightly as he found her lips, kissing her with a strong passion that he hadn't ever shown her before.
Her right hand dropped from his neck and ran slowly over his chest and abs, pressing herself up against his body, leaning into his embrace as it tightened around her. She loved the cool breeze weeping through her hair as she kissed him. Her fingers brushed over his cheek as she pulled away, looking him in the eye. His eyes were so beautiful, a deep russet brown, like his skin, but deeper.
"I love you," he murmured, his hand running up her back, letting the ocean's water trail down her back, keeping her warm from the cool breeze around them. She smiled down on him, pressing her lips to his again with a strong passion and love that would shock anyone. She could hear her heart beating faster than she ever had felt it beat before. She could hear his was just the same. His lips parted hers as she pushed her tongue into his mouth. Both her arms relaxed around his neck as she pressed her body against his, feeling their skin friction against each other as they moved. He licked her lips hungrily and teasingly, nipping her lower lip and playing with it. He moaned into her mouth as he felt her hands roaming his chest and abs suddenly. Her hands felt like ice upon his skin as her hands moved ever so slowly and yet so temptingly over him. He felt a chill run through him with each and every touch of her hands. His hands gripped her back harshly with desire coursing through him. He licked her lower lip, loving the favour of her skin.
Both her hands ran over his abs, moving to the sides of his ribs. He moaned at the touch, with his eyes squeezing closed as he kissed her with urgency and need. He didn't understand how she made him react to her like she did. It was out of his control to the way she made him react. It was like his body was disconnected from his mind. She was the one in control, and yet, she wasn't.
She leant back up on him again, wrapping her legs around him, cupping the sides of his face as she kissed him harshly. He smiled under her lips, slowing her down a little. He pulled away, brushing his lips over hers, along her jawline and to her neck. He kissed her neck slowly, teasing her a little. His tongue ran over the skin of her neck, making her shiver in his arms. He smiled, nipping her softly as her hands ran back down to his chest and abs again. He kissed her neck, running slowly down to her chest, placing a soft kiss just above her heart. She shivered at each touch of his lips. Looking up to her and seeing desire in her eyes. He smiled darkly at her, feeling the same way to what he saw reflecting back at him through her eyes alone.
She smiled under his lips as she leant down on him, kissing him deeply and quickly with urgency of her own. Her fingers ran through his wet hair as she held their kiss for a moment and pushed him back into what was now low tide. He looked up to her with a dark and smug smile. She saw his used to be russet eyes now black with lust. She smiled at him, as he leant back on his elbows. The oceans water slowly ran down from his shoulders, over his chest and stomach.
His muscles tenses as her hand ran the full length of his body. She smiled darkly, lying down on top of him, feeling the warmth of his arms wrap around her tightly and keeping her close to his body. She hadn't ever felt such feelings he was causing her, nor had she ever felt so loved in her life. She appreciated how he was been slow with her, allowing them both not to rush and just enjoy playing around with each other. She loved how close they both were to each other, but it was quickly becoming not close enough for her. She wanted him so much, but she wanted the whole night to pass with playing around with him, and the night was still young. She had to keep reminding herself that they were alone. They had all night, all day, all week, all month, all year and forever together. There was no need to rush. Once the idea finally sunk in, she allowed herself to enjoy everything even more so than before.
Her lips moved slowly down his body. She could feel him tense under her lips on his abs. She smiled and kissed it slowly, before leaning back up to his neck, kissing him strongly and allowing her teeth to graze the skin of his neck. He gasped at the feeling of her kissing his stomach before her teeth gazed his neck. He gripped her waist, wanting her to bite him. He yearned for the feeling of her bite. It was so confusing for him to want to feel the pain upon which the bite of her teeth would cause him. He didn't understand how he could want pain. Cave the pain her had given him so long ago. He didn't even know why he wanted the feeling of her bitting him.
His hand slowly found the skin of her arm, pitching it slightly, telling her what he wanted without words. She smiled, understanding what he was asking for. She nipped his skin, just enough to break the skin. A drop of his warm blood coated her tongue. She bit a little harder, causing the first bite to grow larger. She licked the wound, taking every drop of his blood into her lips as it was brought to the surface. She loved the sweet flavour of his blood, so warm and inviting. It wasn't like any animal blood she had tried before. She heard him moan as she bite him softly again, kissing his neck harshly around the wound so the blood would flow easily into her mouth. She pulled away slightly, allowing his wound to heal as she licked the last drop of blood from it. Her hand ran back down his torso, grabbing him harshly, causing him to growl darkly. He pushed her back into the water so he was leaning over her. She giggled up at him, leaning back into the very shallow water that didn't even cover to her wrist anymore. She stared up at him, watching the droplets of water slide down his face and body, bitting her lower lip sexily as his hand roamed her body slowly. She sighed happily at the feeling of the fire of his touch over the skin of her stomach. Her eyes widened with shock and excitement as she felt his lips on her stomach, teasing her belly button, kissing and licking her softly. She shivered and shook at each kiss and lick upon her skin, with a chill running through her. His lips felt like fire lapping at her skin, but with pleasure instead of pain. She wanted him so much. The closeness that they were at wasn't enough anymore. Each and every one of his movements was driving her crazy.
"Jake, please," she murmured, a little breathlessly as he kissed her again, licking her lips as her hands ran down his sides and to his swimmers, and started to untie the knot on them. He kissed her harshly, knowing what she was doing. He bit her lip softly and playfully, feeling her push his swimmers down slightly and brought her hands back up around his neck, holding on to him tightly. He reached into the back pocket of his swimmers and took out a plastic packet. She looked up to him slightly confused to what it was he was trying to open. She rolled her eyes at him when she realized it was a condom. She took it from his hand and threw it over her shoulder. He looked down at her puzzled.
"Forget it Jacob. I can't get pregnant. We've got nothing to worry about," she said breathlessly. He leant back down and kissed her harshly, giving her some of his weight. He kicked off his swimmers and pulled on the end of the knot on the front of Renesmee's top as he kissed her, throwing it onto the beach near the house. She was glad that he couldn't see the redness in her face. She was shy and nervous even know she knew she shouldn't be. She loved Jacob with all her heart and trusted him with everything she had. She would always trust him and love him with all her life. He smiled down on her, placing a kiss in between her breasts, and slowly pulled her bottoms down. She shivered under the touch of his hands running back up her stomach, again it felt like fire upon her skin. He noticed that she was even more nervous now than before.
"Calm down," he murmured, kissing her softly and lovingly, trying to get her to calm down and relax. He didn't want her to be nervous or scared. He knew that it would only make the pain worse. She held him tightly, pushing her fear to the side, and kissed him with urgency once more, trying to show him that she wasn't nervous, even know she was. She bit his lip softly, arching her back so she was closer to him. She looked up to him with wanting eyes, telling him what she wanted.
They said, "I bet they'll never make it."
But just look at us holding on.
We're still together still going strong.
"Make me yours. Leave your mark on me" she murmured, pulling him down closer to her, holding onto his strong shoulders. He bit his lip, suddenly nervous also. He was slightly worried that he would hurt her. Paul's words echoed in his head, but he pushed them to the side and ignored him. He kissed her roughly once more, looking into her eyes, holding her gaze. "Tell me if you need to stop," he whispered, thrusting slowly and softly into her.
She bit her lip, sudden pain coming over her, but trying not to show it. The last thing she wanted was for him to stop, but she wasn't fooling anybody. He could see it in her eyes and sense it within her. She looked him in the eye, begging him not to stop or pull out now. It would be a shame to have come so far and give up now. She didn't want to stop after coming so far. She wanted it even if it did hurt. She knew that he wouldn't hurt her intentionally. She trusted him with all her heart.
He allowed her a few minutes to adjust to him, before looking into her eyes, questioning her. She nodded and rocked her hips into his slowly, matching his slow pace, before stopping again and grimacing, holding onto his shoulders tightly. He sighed, hating to see her in pain and knowing that he was causing it. He wanted to stop, and try another time, but soon as he went to pull away, she held him tighter, looking into his eyes, begging.
"I'm fine," she whispered, moving a little faster. She whimpered with both a dull pain and pleasure with each slow and soft thrust he gave her. He lent down on her, kissing her neck as her hands ran over his chest and stomach, her fingers digging into his sides with each thrust, slowly building faster and harder. She urged him to go faster, arching her back and matching her rhythm with his own, before taking it a little faster. She bit her lip, as he kept kissing her neck harshly. Her thumb bushed over his nipple, sending a chill through him. He looked down to her, slowing a little he looked over her, seeing the glowing of her skin below him and just covered by a thin layer of water. Her head tilted to the side, wondering what he was thinking of. He could read her expression, of what she was silently asking him.
"You're beautiful Renesmee. I'm lucky to have you," he murmured, thrusting into her quicker as he leant down a kissing her passionately and strongly, feeling her legs wrapping around his waist, pulling him fully down on her. They both moaned in pleasure at the sudden new intensity and deepness. She cried out as he hit her harder, whispering his name. He loved hearing his name been shouted. He smirked darkly, looking down into her eyes. He couldn't believe this day had finally come. It felt like it wouldn't ever happen at one point, to the both of them. They had both wondered if they would ever get to the point that they were at now.
You're still the one.
You're still the one I run to. The one that I belong to.
You're still the one I want for life. You're still the one.
You're still the one that I love.
The only one I dream of.
You're still the one I kiss good night.
"Bite me," he murmured suddenly, catching her off guard. She didn't know if it was a good idea or not. She didn't know how much control she would have between how he was making her feel and the situation they were in. But she did as he commanded. She bit his shoulder softly. He grimaced in pleasurable pain, rocking into her harder, squeezing his eyes tightly closed. She moaned at both him and the slow flow of blood dripping into her mouth. She kissed his shoulder, bitting it slightly after every moment or so. Her hands went to his stomach, running over his abs and just below them, feeling his muscles tense each time he pumped into her. She cried his name out loudly as he pumped into her roughly suddenly, going deeper within her. He smirked, loving it even more with each time she cried his name in pleasure. She gripped his stomach, just below his abs and felt him rock hard into her once more. He shivered suddenly. A new and unfamiliar, light feeling shot through him slowly, making him gasp breathlessly. He wasn't expecting it to come so soon. He slowed a little, running his hands over her chest to her stomach, pushing his thumbs gently into her stomach as he kissed her. Her back arched with how he played with her stomach, wanting him to go faster. She pushed into him, moaning into his mouth.
"Jake. . ." she murmured breathlessly, unable to finish what she wanted to say.
His left hand brushed along the side of her face slowly, kissing her gently. "I know. Don't hold up on me. Okay?" he murmured against her lips. She nodded, and gasped as he pumped into her hard. He felt her tighten around him, with them both to have an unknown feeling shoot through them. They both panted, hot and sweaty. Jacob lay down carefully on her stomach, listening to her strong heartbeat as they both caught their breath. Her arms were tightly wrapped around the back of his shoulders. They both felt numb and could hardly move.
He panted, looking up to her with a smile, kissing of her softly. "You were amazing," he murmured, touching her forehead to his.
"You were the amazing one," she murmured, kissing him softly. He smiled, not arguing with her. He sat up, leaning over top of her and slowly pulled out of her. They both gasped as a spasm went through them both. He lay down beside her, wrapping his arms around her tightly, keeping her close to him. It was only then that they both realized that it was dawn.
He looked at her in shock. "You're going to be so sore tomorrow. I'm sorry. I didn't realize-" she cut him off, placing a finger over his lips. "I don't care Jacob. It was worth it. I love you," she whispered with a smile lighting her face brightly.
"I love you too," he murmured, sitting up and offering her his hand as the tide started to come up again. She took his hand with a smile, wrapping her arm around his waist as he picked up their clothes, heading towards the house and keeping her close to him with his arms tightly around her as they walked together.
He felt so alive and protective of her in that moment. He hadn't ever felt that feeling of such strong protectiveness of her before. There were new feelings flowing through him. Ones that only could be caused by the imprint they shared. He felt more in-love with her than he ever felt before and more than he ever knew was possible, and she felt it too. What they had just shared, the feelings, the emotions, everything, it brought them even closer than they already were, and neither of them thought that was possible. They loved each other, deeply and truly, and that was all that mattered to them at that point. They belonged to each other.
You're still the one. You're still the one I run to.
The one that I belong to. You're still the one I want for life.
You're still the one.
You're still the one that I love.
The only one I dream of.
You're still the one I kiss good night.
Okay, so that was my first lemon, outside of roleplay that I've done, and trust me when I say that roleplay is a thousand times easier than Fan Fiction lol I didn't want it rough and harsh. I thought about how Jacob maybe with Renesmee and I didn't see him been harsh with Renesmee on their first time. I was tempted to have a naughty kitty joke in there, as that's what my Jakey called his Renesmee on my rp lol
and by the way, this chapter looks a whole lot better one fan fiction.net
Let me know what you think. I love reviews ;)