Hey,
How are you? You seem busy in your chores. That's good. At least you won't be getting bored.
Me? I..I am alright as well. Just in my thoughts. In thoughts of you.
It hurts a lot. I want to hate you, you know? Hate you to exert how much strong I am. But I ain't strong in front of you. I crumble when you reach out to me. My brain and heart can't take it.
I admit I am emotional when it comes to you. I admit I get scared to lose you..oh wait. I have lost you.
Sorry.
-Sam.