A Deep Dive Into My Teenage M...

By poetatmidnight20

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I decided to write a whole poetry collection that concurs everything that has been happening in my years on t... More

Royal Statement
I Fell In Love With The Devil
Guard Dogs
Crowned
Mansion
Naked
Million Dollar Fountain
Belle of the Ball
Old Chevrolet
Golden Wristwatch
I Hope That You're Okay
A Different Girl
Same Old Bruise
You Are In Love
Innocent
I Wish That You Were Here
Soon You'll Get Better
Living In A Play
Paradise
Trapped
Unless You Got Money
My Happy Ending
The Heart Wants What It Wants
Somewhere's There's A Father
Never Grow Up
Adjusting
The Voices
Put Me Through Hell
Wonder
Clouds
Nervous
Bar of Soap
Nothing Like Home
Billie Eilish
Cry Baby
Looking At The Sky
Under My Skin
Define This
On A Different Level
I Believe
Moral Support
When You See Me
Crazed
Lackey
Please Don't Take Me Away
Happier Than Ever
I'm Not Done

Lakeland

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By poetatmidnight20

And that was the first part

Off to a world that isn't mine

Into a place where I can find myself


They said that I only wanted attention

So they sent me to Hell and back

And gave me the boot of to the padded

Off to the place that'll help me get back on my feet

But also keeps me from spreading my gentle wings


They said that I only wanted attention

And that's why I was constantly strangled

And I was constantly cut by invisible shards

And electrocuted by Ursula's drawn eels


They said that I only wanted attention

But now my neck hurts

My wrists are in agony

I don't want to keep walking anymore

I want to lay down and stay there until I freeze

Stay in one place until my feet stick

But is that why I'm still here


They said that I only wanted attention

But I couldn't stop myself from crying

Listening to Kesha in the safe room

It's been a hard month as I have been

Put into a residential in which I was intended to stay

A place I didn't want to but they wanted me to stay

So every night I got onto my knees and started to pray

Asking God to give me a sign that I'll make it out


They said that I only wanted attention

But I lost all of my shit

As it hit the fan and swung and hit

I thought that I was important

But I'm here wishing that I was dead

In a cold sanctioned off Hell hole

I just wanted to be free

Out of my bedroom and out of my house

But this is way too dangerous even for my mouth


They said that I only wanted attention

But I couldn't help myself from cutting

As they hold me in the cold white prison

She's no longer here with us 

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