sɪɴᴄᴇʀᴇ; sɪɴ
ʟᴏs ᴀɴɢᴇʟᴇs, ᴄᴀʟɪғᴏʀɴɪᴀ
ᴍᴀʏ 30ᴛʜ
"Sincere, speak. Honey, I understand that you are upset, but I am here to soothe that."
I heard her but wasn't listening to a word she said. I took 3 edibles before I came here. I was high as fuck.
"Sincere."
"Yes?"
"What is going on in that head of yours."
"Nothing. Nothing at all."
"Are you high?"
"Nope."
"Let's take a drug test."
"For what?"
"You said you weren't high. Let's just take a drug test to see."
"I'm high. Damn."
"I knew it. Come back tomorrow and you better be sober."
"Yes ma'am."
I walked out of her office and went to my car. My life going to shit right now. It isn't because of that shit with Nai and Meechie.
Kyla, my lil friend, said she pregnant. The last time we did something was around 3 weeks ago.
I hate to deny the child, especially when I know it could be mine.
My dad also been putting a lot of pressure on me. This nigga been chilling. He said I have to take full control ina couple of months. He's kinda preparing me.
Nai won't even come around for me to apologize. I burned my bridges with her. Meechie don't talk to me when he is around.
I'm not apologizing because he called me a bitch and he told on me which started the whole thing.
I really ain't mean nothing I said. I did mean it when I said fuck her boyfriend.
I don't even know why she went and got a boyfriend. That shit makes my blood boil.
I know I might've fucked up, but still. She didn't have to do that.
They not gon work out, I know it. He got a kid and Nai is the last person who wants to deal with BMs and shit.
I heard his BM been causing some problems too. They ain't gon last much longer and when they do break up, she all mine.
I'ma make sure of that shit.
Meechie is having a pool party and she gon' be there. He told her to bring Jodie if she wanted.
I'ma beat his ass if he say something to me.
I just want him to. I hope his bitch ass can't fucking swim. I hope he drown and die.
I hope he choke on a piece of chicken.
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I walked into Meechie's house. Everyone was outside. I heard the music from the back yard.
This nigga had hella bottles of alcohol lined up in the kitchen.
Meechie do be getting lit as fuck.
I went outside. He looked at me and came over.
"Look, Bruh."
He wasn't drunk yet.
"Let's be grown men about this shit. I'm sorry for calling a bitch. You ain't have to beat my ass like that. You my brother and I'm not about to fight with yo stubborn, mean ass no more."
"I apologize too. You ain't have to tell on me or kick me in my balls. We brothers."
"Alright. Take that damn hoodie off. It's hot outside."
I took my hoodie off and sat it in my chair before sitting down.
Nai and Jodie walked outside. He was looking around and shit.
She so fine.
She had on a lil black and brown Fendi bathing suit, a black mesh-like cover up, and the black Baguette Fendi slides I bought her for her birthday.
"YEAH, HE HAD HIS STICK TUCKED AND HE GOT BUCKED, WE MADE HIM LAY IT DOWN!" all the niggas rapped to 30 Pack by Big30 and Action Pack.
Now, meechie know he got neighbors. Just ghetto.
My house sits off to itself so I don't gotta worry about that.
Jodie looked at me and looked back away. Yeah, nigga. If he look at me too long, I'ma beat his ass.
"Hey, Nai. You look good today," I flirted.
"Hey, Sin," she looked at me kinda funny which made me laugh.
"You'on know what Thank you mean no more?"
"Sin, hush," she laughed.
I caught Jodie looking at me again. I was making him mad with that shit.
"Nigga, you like what you see? Just looking at me and shit. I know I'm sexy. Nai think so too."
"Sin, don't start," she rolled her eyes at me.
"Tell yo nigga stop looking at me then."
"Hey, Bestie!" Meechie said with the bottle of Ciroc in his hand.
"Hey, Meechie!"
He looked at Jodie but ain't say nothing.
"Where Donte at? He said he was gon bring come more ice."
"He's on the way."
"Alright. Have fun and convince Sin to get in the damn pool," he whispered the last part like I'an hear him.
He walked away.
"Sin, you getting in the pool?"
"No."
"Why?"
"Because if I get water in my eye, I'm beating somebody ass."
"Boy, get yo ass in the pool."
"You getting in?"
"Yea. Somewhat. I just got my hair done so I'm sticking my feet in."
"That's not getting in."
"Whatever. Babe, you getting in?"
"If you do, yeah."
I took my shoes, socks, and shirt off.
"Not Sin with his shirt off!" Zamira, one of our old highschool friends yelled.
"Shut the fuck up!" I laughed.
Nai took her cover up off and slides off. She made sure to grab that damn phone.
And Jodie did whatever. I really don't give a fuck.
Her booty was distracting me.
She sat down and put her feet in the water.
"Bae, would you take my pictures?" She asked.
"Of course!" I said.
They both stalefaced me.
"You get on my nerves. Go over there or something."
That was funny.
He took the phone and she started posing.
"Thank you."
But she couldn't tell me that when I complimented her earlier.
"This yo girl, Sin? She's really pretty. I'm glad you came to senses and let that other bitch go. It's nice to meet you though," Zamira said.
"Oh, I'm not his girlfriend. Thank you though."
"Oh! My bad. You're welcome."
Jodie looked annoyed as hell. Leave, bitch boy.
"I'm bout to go to the bathroom real quick, Bae," he said looking at me.
"Stop looking at me. You obsessed with me or something?" I asked laughing.
"Nigga, shut the fuck up."
"Nai, get ya mans. He'on know who he fucking with."
"Leave him alone. Go ahead, Babe."
"I'an do nothing. He looking at me."
"Sin, you know what you doing. It's very disrespectful and you need to stop."
"I didn't do nothing."
"You've been bothering him since we got here. He didn't come here to deal with you. Just leave him alone."
"You shouldn't brought him then. It's clear that he ain't wanted here or nowhere else."
"I don't understand why everyone has such a problem with him."
"Because you dropped me for that nigga."
"I didn't drop you. You act like I broke up with him for him or something. You fucked up and I happened to meet him."
After a while, I saw him come back out but he didn't sit down. He was standing behind me.
"If you kick me in this pool, I'ma beat you till you die."
"Sin! Joseph, chill." Nai hit my shoulder.
"I wanna see you try."
This nigga kicked me anyway. I been waiting for this shit.
I got out the pool and he was sitting there on the resting chair.
"You thought that shit was funny?" I chuckled.
Usually when I got mad, Nai would try to calm me down. This time she didn't.
I went over to the resting chair.
"You ain't gon hit me in front of her, are you? You love her so much and you don't want her to see you like that. She mine and you can't have her. That make you mad, don't it?"
I'an say nothing. I just grabbed him by his shirt and dragged him off the chair.
"You thought that shit was funny, huh? Okay. Let's see how much you be laughing in a minute."
I flung him on the ground and started sending blows to his face. He tried pushing me off but it ain't work.
"You know how to swim?" I asked before grabbing him by his neck.
"It really don't even matter."
I held his head under the water until he started fighting off and then bring it up again.
I started punching him again. His nose and mouth was bleeding. I was still holding onto his neck, hoping to choke the life out of him
"I-I-I c-can't breath," he started slapping my arm.
"LAUGH NOW, BITCH," I yelled in his ear.
I got off the top of him and kicked him in the pool.
"I told you to let him know who he was fucking with," I told Nai, who didn't make an effort to save him.
She shook her head and helped him out of the pool.
When he was out, he coughed and gasped for air.
The music started back and everybody started dancing again.
Nai helped him in the house. The eventually left.
I bet you he ain't gon fuck with me again.
♕♕♕
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