" Am I gay hyung?? Please tell me" Jungkook was on the edge of crying..
On the other hand RM was extremely calm right now..
RM sat exact in front of Jungkook and took his both hand in his own..
He looked straight into Jungkook's eyes and spoke in a soothing and low but calm voice..
" Look Jungkook-ah , I am nobody to decide your sexuality...I can not say whether you are gay or not... That's what you have to decide, you have to explore about yourself..
You are the one who decide what make you happy, what make you feel complete, what kind of relation don't feel forced to you..
What your inner self want, what make you , YOU. It's self realisation..
But what you need most I think is self acceptance.."
" Means what hyung?" Jungkook was confused..
" First tell me , are you afraid of being gay?" RM asked..
It takes few seconds before Jungkook replied..
" Yes" he said softly
" Why is that so"? RM was still speaking in soothing voice..
" Ummm.. because it's bad". - Jk..
" Why it's bad?" - RM , still calm.
" Everyone says so.. how can we get involved romantically with same gender? It's not good" - Jk ..
" So it's bad because everyone says so?" - RM..
" Yes.. noo.., I mean.. I don't know.." Jk was confused now..
" Look Jungkook-ah, what i think is , love is love..it's beyond gender, age, contry, religion, anything..
I am not telling you or suggesting you to get in gay relationship..I am just asking you if you are not accepting yourself, or torchering yourself in fear of what people will say , than its wrong..
Being gay is not at all a thing you should be ashamed of yourself even a bit..
It's not what you choose, it's who you are, your trueself..
And that's perfectly fine..
You know why LGBTQ have rainbow as their symbol, because it means love can happen beyond gender, age, cast, nationality, means love has no boundaries..
Yes, we live in a society where people make fun of anything out of thier mind created boundaries, they lash you out, may be they see you like an alien..
People hate LGBTQ without thinking how hurt they are with different treatment we give them, how we Break their heart just for choosing a different path.
It's mean, it's wrong, it's not at all acceptable for a healthy society..
But do they really matter when comes to take decision about your life?? Think your self..at the end of the day it's about your happiness..
Nobody is gonna come to you and say , oh you are a good boy , inspite of being gay you choose not to be one, so here is the prize, inspite of chance to have your happiness you choose not to have it, so I will take your pain..No.. nobody is gonna do that..
At the end of the day, you are who can make yourself happy or sad ..
Choose what you want , not what society tells you to choose..
People might have to say things, they might make fun , say harsh things, because we live in a world that is not so kind towards who are DIFFERENT FROM MAJORITY..
That's true..But if YOU Are happy inside nothing really matters, you can fight the world if you are brave enough to cherish your love, And most importantly cherish your self..
ACCEPT YOUR SELF, LOVE YOURSELF.."
Jin looked so overwhelmed and proud when RM finished speaking..
No wonder RM is leader of the group..He deserves this place truly..
" And Jungkook-ah, I think you are still very young please first be clear about yourself..I mean I hope it's not just hormones of yours." RM smirked
" Explore your self.. observe what you like, how you feel, is there any difference between Jimin and other members, how comfortable you are with both gender..
What kind of fantasies you have?"
RM winked and Jk instantly felt shy..
" So from now on just observe your feelings and whenever you feel like , we'll talk about it..
Don't come on any conclusions right now..and don't forget being gay is not a disease ..It's ANOTHER PATH, that's it.." RM said..
" And stop being mean to Jimin , do you have any idea how hurt he feels" Jin added..
" Yes , Jk , don't be rude it's not his fault what YOU Feel about it.." RM said..
" You were irritated about being touched by him ..but you know what ITS JIMIN'S LOVE LANGUAGE. Whenever he feels happy , shy, he wants to show that he cares, he just touch the people who he loves,..
He hugs , he leans on the shoulder or lap , he kisses, he pinches cheeks, that's how he shows he loves, he cares.. Nothing else..so don't mind it" Jin said..
" Well i show the opposite, but actually I love whenever he touch me" Jungkook said with cute shy smile keeping his head down..
"Awwww" said both RM and Jin..
" So , we will talk again after few days ,till then observe, be nice to Jimin, find yourself, ok?? " Said RM..
Jungkook nodded smiling..
Both Jin and RM gave him a warm hug ..
Jin went to his room which he shared with Suga and j hope..
RM switched off the light of their room and covered Jungkook with blanket.
Jungkook was thinking, thinking hard on whatever RM said..
In Jimin's room
" So should I leave now? You are looking tired .. sleep" said Suga ..
Even in his most caring version , his words are never sweet!!
" Yes hyung I will sleep now" said Jimin with eye smile, that Suga loves the most..
Actually who doesn't??!!
Hobi kissed Jimin's forhead , hugged him tightly..Suga watched this with little bit smile ( what are you saying author?? Smiling Suga is rare, just be happy with even it's little!!!)
Suga and hobi left the room..
V and Jimin shared the room..
" Ok Taehyung let's sleep" said Jimin in his sweet voice as usual..
" Ok Jiminaa" .. V instantly wrapped his hand around jimin and closed his eyes..
" I mean go to your bed and we sleep ..it's already late" Jimin was amused with V' s action..
"Umm.. please Jiminaa ..let me sleep with you...I want to.. please.. please.." said V in a cute baby voice ..
" Ha ha ha !yes you can! Thank you tae ! Thank you so much..love you my soulmate" said Jimin feeling loved by his besty..
He totally understands that V just want to sleep with him to comfort him, to give him warmth of love , to make sure he is ok and he sleep throughout night ..he was indeed lucky to have people who loved him..
And those people were also lucky because he loved them , care for them even more..
Soon V fell asleep, his hands still wrapped around Jimin's tiny body..
But Jimin couldn't sleep though..he was thinking about Jungkook..he couldn't stop thinking...moon was shining bright through window of his room..
In another room Jk was thinking only about Jimin now, wondering how was Jimin now..he couldn't stop thinking about Jimin ..
Both were looking at moon and thinking about eachother..❤️❤️❤️❤️
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