! self harm !
9:56 pm
just don't let it bleed. Yeah just a bit
Seungmin took the scissor with him and hid it inside his pocket. Slowly getting up from his bed.
Hyunjin eyed him suspiciously knowing what Seungmin gonna do.
"Seungmin."
"Hm?" He turned back to hyunjin
"What are you doing?"
"I want to go to the bathroom"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes..?"
Seungmin went to the bathroom and slit his wrist with the scissor carefully not making it bleed.
Then he walked out of the bathroom and act like nothing happened.
"Did you do it?"
"Hm? Do what?"
"Don't play dumb seung, i know what you're doing"
"Um..yeah.."
"Look, you need to stop this. You need to try something new..like draw? Or singing or writing.. okay?"
"Okay.."
"Lets go sleep know"
Seungmin layed beside hyunjin and hugged him making Hyunjin fell asleep.
"Good night hyunjin"
3:46 am
He fell asleep.. i.. i can do it now
Seungmin tried to untangle himself from hyunjin but failed as hyunjin pulled him back to the bed.
"Don't..."
"Don't do it.."
"Just..sleep with me.."
Hyunjin hugged Seungmin while mumbling.
Seungmin sighed looking at Hyunjin sadly.
"Okay.." he lay back next to hyunjin and turned his back on hyunjin. He digged nails on his arm leaving faint red small mark on his arm.
"Come here"
"Instead of doing that hug me.."
Seungmin chuckled and hugged Hyunjin.
"Good night baby..."
"Good night hyunjin.."