"i'm already nobody to you"
"just a stranger, worse than bad memory"
"i'll be just wiped off after being thrown away"
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dear diary,
im already a nobody to him,
a no one to him,
i guess so.
we had became strangers,
you know like people said 'strangers with memories'
now i know how it feels,
except its worser than any bad memories i've ever had.
he treated me as if we never know each other,
we never really had a thing for each other,
not a "hi",
not a "how are you",
not a wave,
and worse,
not even a slight smile.
i should've know this,
I should've expected it.
after being thrown away,
he'll just erased me from his memory.
but why?
why does it hurt so much,
dear diary?