Stellaride- Losing you would...

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Kelly Severide and Stella Kidd had been in love since the academy, Stella's ex-husband is back in the picture... More

I did
Mayday Mayday!
Hey back of
Date night
Marry me?
Welcome to firehouse 51 Grace!
Prove it
I will always love you
Nightmares.
Counseling
I'm pregnant
Stella is back in episode 9!!
News about Stella part 2
Doctor appointment
What!? What happened!?
She's going to be okay
House search
Yeah definitely!
The.. baby it's ours!!
The perfect way
Emergency c-section
What happened? Is she okay?
Getting discharged
S-she kissed me..
Kelly kidnapped part 1
Kelly kidnapped part 2
Is Kelly going to be okay?
He might not make it..
Getting discharged
We had an argument
I need you
I'm telling you Kelly something is wrong with her
Separation anxiety
My mom she's cancer free!
Grace is pregnant!
I'm officially lieutenant on truck
Is he going to make it?
Stella Kidd-Severide
Hi Kelly..
Not after what you did to me
Bad woman hurt my daddy
I'm going to ask Grace to marry me
It's my first time working on ambo
I heard you singing, don't lie to me
Babies booster shots- requested
Grace and Violet babysitting the kids- requested
MOMMY!
Baby number 4?
I'm going to be working under you, lieutenant
Truck 81
First shift at 51
Camilla Iris Hamilton
Bachelor party!
Bachelorette party!
Wedding invitations
The Gala part 1
The gala part 2
Dress shopping!
Happy Valentine's day my love
I'm sorry that happened to you, babe
Fire fly
Wedding pictures
Last shift before the wedding
Future Mr and Mrs Severide
Stellaride I do
Our flight got cancelled
Baby number 4?
You got this, Stella Kidd
Just enjoying the joys of being pregnant
I love you weather you-
Your something
Welcome back!
Who cares about a fat ass bitch like you dog?
It's a..
Happy birthday!
The dream..
Boston/Happy birthday
You never returned my calls
My water broke
Beach day!
Movie night
Jaxson Isaac Casey
Rebecca Donna Boden
I've never seen her like this
An unexpected surprise
Woah big aeroplane
Your under arrest
Preparing for the kids birthday party
Happy birthday!!
Woah
Awe you're cute, I love you!
Halloween Shopping
Toy bike?
Halloween costumes
Happy Halloween!
Omg.. I think my water just broke..
Shaylynn Olivia Severide
Your officially our daughter/ Sarah Amaya Severide
Wha-?
Christmas Eve
Merry Christmas, happy holidays!
Grant..
I- woah.. Your saying I'm jealous
I wanna be a family again
I'm 16 weeks pregnant haha
I- what did I do wrong?
Omg that's Stella's car!
Losing you would be the end of me
Authors Notes

Decorating and buying some things for Sarah

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By lcvqstellaride_

One week later:
Shaylynn is 1 week old. Sarah had gotten accustomed to the house. She's been having nightmares but Kelly and Stella we're always by her side. It's December 14th 9:35am at the Severide's.

Kelly: Hey babe wake up.

Stella: Baby!

Kelly: We have 5 kids to take care of now. 

Stella: Ugh okay but I'm sleepy.

Kelly: I just fed the babies, Sarah is playing with them now.

Stella: Aww okay bunk bed? In case if she wants to sleep of with anyone?

Kelly: Of course, plus the room is big.

Stella: Yeah. He went to leave. Baby?

Kelly: Yeah? She got down kissing him aggressively.

Stella: Pick me up please. He pick her up before heading downstairs.

Kelly: Let's work out next month and it's soon Christmas yay!

Stella: Aww.

Babies: Mommy!

Stella: Hey! They all ran to her including Sarah.

Kelly: Aww, babe- But Shaylynn started to cry.

Stella: Ah she's probably hungry can you grab me the blanket I don't want her to throw up on me. Kelly laugh before putting the blanket on her shoulder. She pick Shaylynn up tapping her back.

Sarah: I learn cool things mom look. She did a flip.

Ellie: Woah can I do that?

Kelly: No you can not she's flexible your not you may break your bones hurting yourself.

Ella: No look. Ella put her hands on the floor spreading her legs as she look under her legs.

Kelly: That's cool.

Ellie: We can do a split. Ella and Ellie did a split.

Stella: I can do that but last week I just had a baby so I'm not going to do that.

Sarah: Same.

Kelly: Yup. Stella nurse Shay.

Stella: Did you guys eat already? They replied saying no.

Kelly: I fed the babies and Sarah what are you talking about?

Sarah: Mommy? Can I have something else to eat I'm still hungry.. Dad never use to fed me he starves me out. She cried.

Stella: Awe baby don't worry about him I'll give you something else to eat eat as much as you want see fill your stomach.

Kelly: Aww I'm sorry.

Stella: She didn't mean you when she said dad she meant our dad right?

Sarah: Mhm.

Kelly: Sarah call me daddy bcs I'm getting confused when you say dad.

Sarah: Okay. Kelly place Sarah on the counter as the babies ride their tricycles around.

Ella: Come Sara you can have a ride.

Kelly: That's very sweet of you baby but Sarah is to big to be on that that's for your size I'll buy Sarah a bike to ride around today don't be sad.

Ella: Okay daddy.

Sarah: Really? You'll buy me a bicycle.

Stella: Babe you know what I'll drink now? A pumpkin spice latte. Kelly laugh.

Kelly: Your something else you know haha.

Sarah: What's a pumpkin spice latte?

Stella: It's like a drink you have on Halloween..

Sarah: Ohhk.

Kelly: Mommy will shower you I don't wanna hurt you so I'll just bathe the babies.

Sarah: Okay.

Kelly: Guys come we have to leave home.

Sarah: Can I help?

Kelly: Sure, Ellie! Ella! And Elijah!

Ellie: Yes?

Kelly: Come let's go take a bath. Kelly pick Ellie and Ella up as Sarah pick Elijah up. They headed upstairs as Sarah took Elijah's onesie of.

Sarah: There he's done daddy.

Kelly: Thanks baby, can you grab there towels? Stella cook her and Sarah some breakfast as she burp Shaylynn.

30 minutes later:
Kelly: Is everyone ready?

Stella: I think so.

Sarah: Why do I have to wear this? It's big.

Kelly: You don't have any clothes yet we are going to buy you some today but Sarah you know your not supposed to look like this you know.

Sarah: What do you mean?

Stella: When we get back we're going to talk to you okay?

Sarah: Okay.. They left heading to the mall.

At the mall:
Kelly park the car as he got out taking the stroller out. Sarah got out helping her siblings out the car.

Sarah: Hold my hand okay?

Babies: Okay.

Stella: Aww that's cute baby but your going to have a make over today, ima wash your hair when we get back home okay?

Sarah: Okay. Stella place Shaylynn in the stroller strapping her in.

Kelly: Come Ellie. Ellie grab Kelly's hand.

Ella: I want mommy..

Elijah: Sara is my mommy now. Sarah laugh.

Stella: Woah that's mean.

Kelly: Bud you can't say that mommy give birth to you haha.

Stella: Right Kelly can you the umbrella? It looks like the rain is going to fall..

Kelly: I know the news lady said possible flooding and electricity going of that's a storm.. He grab the umbrella from the trunk before they headed inside.

Stella: Where are we going now for? Clothes?

Kelly: Yeah come. They headed inside the clothing store getting multiple clothing for Sarah, they headed to get some slippers, Nike shoes and some sandals.

Stella: Woah..

Sarah: That's a lot..

Kelly: Yup just for you baby. Sarah pick Elijah up as he laid in her neck.

Sarah: Someone is sleepy.

Kelly: Aww you can give him to me if he's to heavy?

Sarah: He's okay.

Kelly: Are you sure?

Sarah: Yeah. They headed to get some things for Sarah's room.

Stella: Bunk bed Sarah in case if you want someone to sleep over.

Sarah: Thanks but I don't have any friends..

Stella: Of course you do you have me, daddy, Ellie, Ella and Elijah.

Sarah: But you guys aren't my age..

Kelly: Baby next month you'll go School me and mommy will find you a school to go at okay?

Sarah: But they would bully me.

Stella: Once you have on your Nike shoes and your phone no one will bully you, but make sure you keep your phone in your bag at all times speaking of bag we gotta get you bag.

Sarah: Okay.

Kelly: You have to be healed tho.

Stella: Yeah like next month. They ordered a bunk bed, wardrobe and book shelves. They also a pink fully heart carpet and a gaming chair with a controller.

Kelly: Ah they don't got any PC's that sucks maybe you'll just have to stick with the controller..

Sarah: It's fine really I never had any parents who we're this nice to me..

Kelly: Ah yes we are nice. Then Shaylynn started to cry. Stella took her out breastfeeding her again.

Stella: Aww, Sarah you can put Elijah in here and push him along.

Sarah: Yeah. Kelly put Elijah in the stroller as Sarah push him in it.

Kelly: She's so cute doing that.

Stella: Yeah Shaylynn is cute too look at her.

Kelly: Yup all of our kids are cute. He kissed her head.

Stella: Sarah is 10 years old on February 1st we are going to give her robuxs for Christmas and more things.

Kelly: Christmas is soon here too haha the next 11 days.

Stella: Time running fast haha. She laugh.

Few hours later:
After a few hours of shopping Kelly and Stella we're finish. They headed to McDonald's getting something to eat. They sat down eating before heading home.

At the house:
Sarah and the babies had fallen asleep. Kelly and Stella look at each other as they leaned in kissing for few minutes. Stella took her car seat of before climbing on Kelly. They smirk as she grab his cheeks. Then Shaylynn started to cry waking the kiddos up. Stella and Kelly look at each other signing as she open the door getting out. Stella grab Shaylynn as she was still crying.

Kelly: Aww what's wrong with her now?

Stella: I'm not sure she isn't hungry either.

Kelly: Are you sure? You maybe just holding her wrong or something.

Stella: Or she wants her dada. Stella spread the blanket on Kelly's shoulder before laying Shaylynn on him he tap her back a little bit as she calm down.

Kelly: Aww.

Stella: See.

Kelly: Babe!

Stella: Yeah?

Kelly: She threw up. Stella laugh as she clean Shaylynn up.

Stella: Aww baby no much breast milk huh? She laugh.

Kelly: You over feed her?

Stella: No.

Kelly: She's fat tho, haha. He laugh.

Stella: How dare you! She laugh.

Kelly: I'm serious one heavy newborn baby.

Ellie: Help! Stella unbuckled them out the car as they headed inside.

Kelly: Hey babe the man say there on there way to bring the stuff.

Stella: Okay, ima go and change Shaylynn!

Kelly: Ima take a shower since she puke on me. He laugh heading to go and take a shower.

10 minutes later:
Kelly: Okay babe I'm done.

Stella: Took you 10 minutes? The men are outside.

Kelly: Okay. Kelly open the door as the men came in of loading the stuff for Sarah's new room. The room was painted in white.

Stella: Oh no..

Kelly: They didn't get the bunk bed I'm so sorry.

Stella: It's okay. The decorated the room and by 2 hours and a half the room was finish.

(A/N: I got this pic of goggle)

Sarah: Woah.. I love it! Thanks mom and dad! She hug them tightly while letting a few tears fall.

Kelly: Aww baby no problem.

Ella: Woah is this my room?

Kelly: Nooo! You guys will have one when you grow up.

Stella: Here your PC would go there when it arrives. She said pointing at the desk and missy don't think you'll be playing video games all day you have school.

Sarah: I know but what school I'm I going to?

Stella: I'm not quite sure yet.

Kelly: We'll look for a perfect one for you no worries babe come you guys can play whatever but it must be downstairs.

Ellie: We want Sara in we room.

Kelly: We spent hours on this thing and you want her in you guys room? No Sarah needs her space.

Stella: Speaking of space Sarah the bathroom is right there you can have a look.


Sarah: Woah I love it!

Stella: Yay! They hug.

Kelly: Well mommy wanted to decorate that for you haha.

Stella: It's special.

Kelly: Yeah yeah.

Stella: It is.

Kelly: I know. Then Shaylynn started to cry.

Stella: Omg..

Kelly: She probably has a dirty diaper I'll change her.

Stella: If she keeps crying she's going to pee.

Kelly: Then come and change her I had a shower already.

Stella: Stop being a scary cat go and change your daughter!

Kelly: Babeeeee.

Stella: Kellyyyyy. They laugh as Kelly headed to go and change Shaylynn. He change her into a fresh diaper as she continue crying. He headed to his room opening the door to the balcony. He sat in the rocking chair as some fresh air blew upon Shaylynn. He tap her back as she close her eyes.

Sarah: Daddy, mommy wants you.

Kelly: Tell her to come.

Stella: She has to get her medication.

Kelly: But she's going to sleep.

Stella: Turn her around. Kelly turn Shay around as Stella squeeze the medicine in her mouth. Shaylynn cough and started to cry.

Kelly: Aww my baby don't cry. Stella took Shaylynn from Kelly as she sat on his lap.

Stella: I'm I heavy?

Kelly: You we're when you we're pregnant but your good now. He kiss her cheek.

Stella: I'm go cook dinner.

Kelly: Are you sure?

Stella: Yes and can you take her around? To get some sun light?

Kelly: It's sunset now babe.

Stella: The sun is still out tho.

Kelly: Okay I'll take her. He grab her cheek kissing her. She give Shaylynn to him as she headed downstairs.

Stella: Sarah?

Sarah: I'm reading!

Stella: Can you come and help mommy cook please?

Sarah: Sure okay. She came downstairs reading her book.

Stella: Ohh your reading?

Sarah: Yup I'm I in trouble for reading?

Stella: What? No!

Kelly: Okay I'm going outside and come back. He left with Shaylynn walking up and down the street.

Sarah: What are we cooking mom?

Stella: I'm not quite sure.

Sarah: Pork chops?

Stella: Ooo okay I'll order some pizza as well.

Sarah: Okay I'll set the dinner table up.

Stella: Your really a good helper Sarah.

Sarah: Ah my other mom well our mom lets me play video games when dad leaves since she was a good mom.

Stella: She was but our mom and dad was very sweet but I didn't know they fake their death to get rid of us.

Sarah: Us?

Stella: Yeah we have two other sisters, well I'm the youngest well you are the youngest now.

Sarah: Yup mom fake her death to get rid of us.. Kelly was outside listening to their conversation.. He felt so bad so he came in sad.

Stella: Your back?

Kelly: Can I talk to you?

Stella: Uhm yeah sure. He place Shaylynn in her rocking chair for a little nap.

Kelly: Come.. He grab her hand as they headed by the pool.

Stella: Please don't push me inside there.

Kelly: It's nothing like that..

Stella: Then what's wrong?

Kelly: I heard you and Sarah talking.. Did you mom really fake her death to get rid of you and your sisters? She look at him as she teared up. Kelly pulled her into a hug as she cried in his neck.

Stella: I didn't know she did that.. But my dad killed her in the basement how is she alive now? Now she's actually dead like dead..

Kelly: Baby is it possible that she had a twin sister that looks just exactly like her?

Stella: I don't know..

Kelly: Did you know where you live at the time? Do you wanna go back there?

Stella: That's in Milwaukee..

Kelly: Baby we have to go digging for answers to find out if your mom is actually dead or not. He grab her hand.

Stella: But I don't wanna see her Kelly.

Kelly: Stella please trust me on this everything will be fine ima call Jay Halsted okay?

Stella: Baby no!

Kelly: Come on babe we need to find this out please? I want to help you find your mom.

Stella: Kelly she died when I was 17 how could she be alive the doctors pronounce her dead on the scene!

Sarah: Nope she's alive mom anyways what was her name?

Stella: Ash..

Sarah: Oooh the woman who give birth to me isn't name Ash tho..

Stella: Then how are you my sister?

Kelly: Guys just calm down both of you sit down and keep your voices down. 

Sarah: Mom her name is Ashley.. Ash for short..

Stella: I know.

Ella: Mommy what's go on?

Stella: I'm not sure baby come here. She sat on Stella's lap laying in her chest.

Sarah: Why are her eyes blue and brown?

Stella: Brown is mine and blue is her daddy's.

Kelly: Okay intelligence is working on the case.

Stella: Kelly I don't wanna see my mom!

Elijah: Why no?

Kelly: Guys go and play on your iPad please?

Ellie: Who is her mom?

Ella: Nana?

Stella: Ugh. Stella place Ella on the floor before heading upstairs, Kelly followed her as he sat on the bed next to her.

Kelly: Babe?

Stella: I told you my mom died when I was 17 did I not tell you that?? How is she alive now? The machines going of time of death 13:43 Kelly she isn't alive! And if she is I don't wanna see her!

Kelly: Babe that's your mom you miss her everyday.

Stella: No I don't! Not any more.

Kelly: Please? This is a change where your mom is alive and not to  get hurt by your dad you should be happy now.. Look we both have the same story growing up I run away from home and went to April Sexton's house to stay there when I'm down. You went to Grace's place and your mom and Grace's mom agree too.. But babe I'm worried about you.

Stella: Why? Why are you worried about me?

Kelly: Bcs you may hate yourself.. I don't hate you no one hates you..

Stella: How do you know that?

Kelly: Look if I hate you I wouldn't be here right now you we're always their for me and I wanna do the same for you. Remember the whole Seager thing? When you punch her blah blah blah I never knew you could of fight and back years ago when we didn't exactly had kids? The time where the girl was kidnap and you save her?

Stella: Who?

Kelly: She was apart of your girls on fire program.. Akelia? I think her name was remember that time? You save lives babe! The man from the tree and her and her brothers live you saved-

Stella: Ohh her?

Kelly: Yup before you pass the lieutenants exam you were going to do it the time.

Stella: I remember.

Kelly: Good now yeah. He kiss her head.

A/N: That was Chicago Fire season 9 episode 14)

Stella: I'm sorry I wasn't there to protect you Kelly..

Kelly: Protect me from what?

Stella: The Seager thing..

Kelly: Please you didn't have to protect me.

Stella: Of course I did you we're my fiancée at the time with three babies..

Kelly: Babe..?

Stella: No Kelly I'm serious. She laid in his chest crying.

Kelly: Let it out babe. He kiss her head..
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A/N: Sorry for any mistakes! Hope you like this chapter it's a bit long..

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