[smut warning]
Moon makes eye contact with me and a blank face. I look over at chloe and she looks worried. Kate stretched over to moon and their lips touched.
I couldn't help but stare. His eyes closed as their lips met. And i guess one kiss wasnt good enough for katie. She kept going for more.
I bite my lip and stare at the ground. I couldnt talk, if I did I would start crying. I tried to think of happy thoughts but I couldnt.
Thats the reason she asked that question, she likes them. How am I that fucking stupid.
The kiss ended and I got up and walked to the bathroom. I locked the door and looked at myself in the mirror.
I started crying. I shouldn't do this. He was fine after what happened with roxy. I can be cool with that. Just breathe and stop crying.
I wipe my tears and breathe deeply. Im cool with the kiss, just stop being dramatic.
I unlock the door and walk back out there. I sit back down in my spot. Its now my turn and I pick truth.
"okay so yn, who do you like most in this room?" katelyn asks.
"i -i dont know kate," i reply.
"yn just answer the question its not that hard" kate tells me.
"probably chloe" i say.
"k now ask someone truth or dare" katie tells me.
"okay, moon truth or dare.?" i ask him.
"dare." he replies.
"i dare you to kiss the prettiest person in the room. be honest." i tell him.
He looks at the circle and crawls over to katelyn and kisses her. I just sit there looking like a fucking idiot while my boyfriend kisses another girl, TWICE.
Okay I cant keep my cool this time.
"oo thats fucked up.." chloe says under her breathe.
I get up and go outside for some fresh air. Its sunset and I sit down on my front stairs staring at the sun thinking about what just happened.
What does moon have against me? Did he loose feelings? He doesnt need to tell me like this. tears start to come out of my eyes.
I cant help it but let them flow. I brake down. Outside in front of my own house. pathetic. I hear the front door open and I wipe my tears quickly.
Moon sits next to me.
"yn-" he starts to say.
"i dont want to talk to you." i cut him off while getting up and going back inside.
I sit back in the circle and moon follows me inside. He sits back down and he asks me truth or dare.
I look at him and reply truth.
"tell me whats wrong" he says.
"fine, then I quit the game." i get up and go into my room.
I close the door and I sit on my bed. I stare at the ceiling while balling my eyes out. I actually cried until sunrise.
I looked out the window and jumped out of it. I had a one story house so I didnt hurt myself when I jumped.
I couldnt stop thinking about it. I went to the local park and chilled there until I calmed down.
Does he not want a relationship with me? Am I not good enough? Does he expect something more? I'm trying to be a good partner but if he keeps doing this then i dont know what to do. Were even now, so I know that now. Maybe I just needed a break from them. Or from moon.
I got out of my thoughts as the sun blinded me while it kept rising. I got up and got a text.
"where are you?"-hannah
"im on a walk"-me
"dude you cant bail on us like that, thats so bogus"-katie
"katie, go hang out with sun and moon." -me
"please come back to your house yn"-chloe
"were worried about you"-hannah
"i wont be back for a bit"-me
"fine"-chloe
i put my phone away and continued my walk. Well that was until I ran into chloe and hannah.
"yn we found you!" hannah yells and starts running towards me.
They both run up and hug me.
"yn I hope you dont mind but I told hannah." chloe said.
"im sorry i didnt ask you first but she will keep your secret safe" chloe said fast.
"wheres katie and moon?" i ask.
"oh their at your house." hannah says.
"lets get back to my house quickly" i say while running towards my house.
From where we are it should take fifteen minutes to walk back to my house. We finally get there and open the door to see moon and katelyn, fucking.
They both panic and stop then try to find their clothes. (My blinds were still closed so it was still dark in my house. )
"MOON ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! BOTH OF YOU GET OUT NOW!" i yell now completely pissed off.
"yn wait you dont understand-" moon manages to say.
I walk over to him and slap his face. Tears start coming out of my eyes.
"WERE OVER! NOW GET THE FUCK OUT" i yell.
katelyn and moon leave my house. I stand their and start crying, again. Why did he have to do that to me? He knows how I feel about him.
I do love him and its not going to be easy to stop it. Hannah and chloe run over to me and hug me. I start crying more from their comfort.
They stay the week with me to make sure that I'm healing from what happened with moon and katie.
They were my real friends no matter what. After two days of meeting one of my best friends, things just have to fuck up.
Its my fault, i wasnt good enough and he wanted more. The bad part was that I still work at the pizza plex. And my next shift was tomorrow.
My anxiety was so god damn high. But I had to go.
And the day came sooner than I thought. Its now only an hour before I have to go there for my shift. I get in my car and head to the pizza plex.
I go inside and start going to the daycare. I take a breathe and open the doors to the daycare. I walk in and sit at the front desk.
I get up after a few minutes and start cleaning before the kids start coming in. Moon was sitting in a corner and spotted me.
He got up and ran over to me.
"yn, im so sorry! i didnt mean for that to happen! She got on top of me and then that kind of happened. I am so sorry." he tries to apologize.
I ignore him and keep cleaning.
"and I didnt want to kiss her, I dont know what the fuck was wrong with my mind. I wanted to kiss you. Sun told me to kiss katelyn." he said.
Thats when I got pissed off. I turned around and made eye contact with him.
"dont blame sun for your dumb actions. he didnt do it, you did. And everything that happened, you could have stopped. You know, you hurt me so bad. I couldnt stop crying for a week! Everytime I looked in the mirror I asked myself why wasnt I good enough. Because all you wanted was katelyn!" i yelled.
He stared at me and listened to every word I said to him.
"yn please forgive me. I am so sorry. I dont want katelyn I want you. I love you and I dont know how to express it more. Katelyn forced me to do it. In the closet she forced me to do everything. She wanted to mess up our relationship. And her devilish plans worked.." he said.
"wait she forced you? oh she is going to fucking get it."i tell moon.
"does that mean you will forgive me?" he asks.
"no I dont forgive you yet. but we are just friends for now, got it?" i say.
Moon smiles and hugs me. He helps me clean until the lights turn on. They switch and sun runs over to me.
"yn i missed you so much! im sorry about moon but are you mad at me too?" he asks.
"no sunny im not mad at you" i reply.
"good, then that means I can do this" he says.
He kisses me repeatedly while holding my waist. He separates our lips for a breathe and kisses me again. I missed his lips touching mine, his deep kisses, just him.
I kissed him one last time and began cleaning again. He helped me clean before the kids came in and the day went by fast from there.
After a few hours moon was out putting the kids to sleep. Then he came over to talk to me.
"hey yn, uhm I know your not mad at me but could I do something as friends?" he asks.
He comes behind the office desk and stands next to me.
"what do you mean by that moon?" i ask him.
"well, sun ya know, earlier, and I was wondering?" he stopped himself.
He didnt want to say that he wanted to kiss me.
"you want to kiss me?" i ask him.
He looks down and bobs his head. I chuckle a bit and stand up. I grab his face and our lips touch.
It felt like forever but it felt like heaven. My arms were wrapped around his neck and his arms were around my waist.
I didnt want to stop and neither did he. Kissing turned into making out at that point. Yea i might have been mad at him and broke up with him, but I missed him and this felt right.
I stopped kissing him and sat in my chair immediately. A child came over to see where moon was. I hope he didnt see.
Moon said it was a dream and put the child back to sleep. He came back over to me, bent down and started kissing me again.
He started touching me slightly down there. His hand went in my pants and he put something inside of me.
He took his hand out of my pants and walked away while glancing back. He pressed something on a remote and looked over at me.
I covered my mouth because he put a little toy inside of me that vibrated. That asshole, he wants to tease me.
He turns it up a notch and I sit back in my chair. I take my hand off of my mouth and I look down at my pants. I keep breathing heavily from the pleasure.
He turns it up again and I lean my head back. I looked over and him and he waved at me. He turned it up a few notches and it kept vibrating faster and faster.
I had to cover my mouth otherwise I would moan. It felt so good but I couldnt make a noise. I went into the bathroom and locked myself into a stall.
I take off my pants and start touching myself. Making the pleasure feel better. I reach my stopping point and finally cum.
I take out the toy and see it is covered in my cum. Moon comes into the bathroom and knocks on my stall.
He lets himself in and sees me looking like a mess.
"I see you had a little trouble with the toy" he says teasingly.
He starts kissing me and touching me. He inserts two fingers in me and thrusts a steady pace. Muffling my moans with his kisses.
He starts going faster and faster until im almost there. He stops and says,
"i have to go take care of the kids, have fun yn!" he said as he walked out of the bathroom.
I cleaned myself up and put the toy back in me. I turned it back on and put my clothes back on. The parents picked up the children and soon all of them were gone.
I take the toy out and hide it somewhere in the office desk. I walk over to moon and kiss him. He kisses me back. I fall on top of him and start rubbing myself on him while still kissing him.
He takes off my pants and takes out his dick. I put him inside of me and start bouncing on him. Fuck, he fit perfectly inside of me and I was needy for him.
He held my hips controlling the pace, going faster and faster. I started moaning from the pleasure I was receiving.
He hit my g-spot and I cummed instantly. He kept going until he cummed inside of me. We both were out of breathe. He sat up and kissed me one last time.
We both put our clothes back on and hung out until it was time for me to go home.
"so does that mean were dating again?" he asked.
"yes it does, you dork!" i say while kissing him one last time before going home.
I open my door and jump on my bed. I fall asleep easily knowing everything was fine.
The next morning came and the pizza plex was closed today.
I decided I would have a me day to cheer me up even though i wasnt sad. The day went by until I recieved a text. That is what brought my whole day and mood down.