(JK's Pov)
I left the terrace just like that my heart is paining what do I do I still love him do I ?! I don't know and I don't want to hurt y/n never in my life Arghhh God as I was crying I heard y/n searching for me so I quickly wiped my tears
y/n: ya there you are .. kookie I was searching for you everywhere
"hmm ... I just went to get some fresh air as it was stuffed a bit inside"
Y/n: okay lets get going to the hotel its getting late
I just nodded my head and she grabbed my hand and took me while my eyes was searching for him just to look at those doll eyes for one last time but unfortunately I did not get to see him and with that me and y/n left the party
(end of JK's pov)
(Tae's Pov)
"Jimin I am leaving home"
JM: ohh okay tae let me drop you off
"no .. its okay spend some time with Suga .. I will get going byee"
And with that I left the party after bidding bye to hyungs and I took my car and I reached home I just opened the door and I fell on my knees I was not able to take things anymore its paining tears were streaming down my eyes
"Jungkookk ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................*crying*"
(Tae pushed everything in the living room due to frustration anger guilt and overwhelming emotions, he loves Jungkook so much and he regrets for every single thing he ever did he felt like to end everything once and for all but his dad's words came to his mind so he stopped thinking like that)
"what do .... I do .... Jungkook.. ahhh I am sorry its just paining to hear the word Goodbye from you .... And here I am messed up ... its okay ... I can live .. knowing you are happy somewhere ... but I am sorry *crying* fluffy ... I am sorry .. fluffy *crying*"
(tae was just lying on the floor crying and crying letting all his heart out but nothing could mend the pain he was undergoing and memories were killing him slowly while he was smiling thinking about every single moment he spent with Jungkook while whispering his name continuously)
(END OF TAE's Pov)
(TIME SKIP 3 weeks later)
(3 weeks passed by y/n and JK were still in Seoul because the wedding of yoonmin and Namjin was about to held the following weekend so the hyungs never let them to leave and on the other hand after that night tae really accepted JK's decision and respected it both JK and tae never met eachother after that night and tae never said anything to Jimin of what happened that night
(Y/N AND JK)
y/n: Jungkook wake up?!
JK: y/n give me few more minutes please
y/n: Jungkook wake up now
JK: fine waking up what now?!
y/n: get ready we have to go somewhere
JK: but where its just 6pm in the evening
Y/n: we have to get wedding gifts for hyungs and also we have to go somewhere
JK: fine okay
(With that Y/n and Jk got ready and left the hotel room and they reached tiffany & co)
JK: why are we here y/n?
Y/n: lets buy love bands for both of the couples
(With that y/n took JK inside)
(JK's Pov)
It's the same shop that I begged to tae that our wedding ring should come from here, I was lost in his thoughts when y/n called me inside
"ya coming"
With that I went inside and we were looking for so much thing but finally we bought couple bracelets for the wedding couples
Y/n: that's really awesome ... the bracelets were beautiful na
"hmm yes.. do you want something?!"
Y/n: uhm?! Me ?!
"yes.."
Y/n: nothing I am good
I just wanted to gift her something so I took y/n to the pendant section and I told her to choose something for herself
Y/n: but Jk?!
"just choose whatever you want and I am paid well at school so don't worry"
I smiled at her .. I want to be the man she wants me to be even though I cant be maybe this is the only way I can repay her kindness and all the things she did for me for all these years and after few minutes she chose a pendant for herself and we paid and left the shop
(End of JK's Pov)
(MEANWHILE JIMIN AND TAE)
JM: WHAT ARE YOU EVEN SAYING TAEHYUNG !!! AGAIN ?!!
Tae: but I have to go Jimin ahh
JM: AGAIN LEAVING US AND GOING?!!
Tae: Jimin ahh its not like that but---
JM: BUT WHAT UHM?! YOU ALWAYS WANT TO LEAVE .. DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH I WAS ALONE WITHOUT YOU *cries* TAE PLEASE STAY
Tae: Jimin ahh
JM: If you are leaving this time then I am too coming with you that's it
Tae: *giggles* then what about suga?!
JM: he will come too
Tae: *cups Jimin's face* Jimin ahh you are having a life now and a responsibility too so stay with your man and live a happy life
JM: but ---
(As they both were talking they heard a voice and it was suga)
Suga: so what if we come with you? What are we going to lose? or what will happen?
Tae: but suga---
Suga: no buts after our wedding if you are leaving we are leaving too and whatever it is lets face it together
Tae: *tears up* I am already too much trouble its enough please keep this bad luck away from you all and please live happily
Suga: *slaps tae* DARE TO SAY LIKE THAT AGAIN .. *tears up* idiot ... you are our world too if you go our world will darken too stupid pabo
JM: yoongi----
Suga: *hugs tae* we know how much you are in pain don't keep it to yourself we are here for you
Tae: *hugs suga* yes. I know you all always stay
JM: *hugs them both* then I will look for the apartments for the place tae wants to go, OMG I am so excited
Tae: its okay I will take care of all those things and make sure you both live all comfortably
Suga: and also make sure you give me some posting in Jimin's company itself so I can always stay with him even though I majored in photography I can do management well
JM: baby you should ask me only ... because I am the CEO *pouts*
Suga: I know baby, I am just asking tae because he quite well knows about the company
Tae: okay, if it is okay then suga can work as the head of advertisement department in our company Jimin ahh
JM: its good only but i wished he would be my Personal Secretary
Suga: I don't want that posting because I don't like that
JM: aishh whatever such an unromantic fellow
Tae: *laughs* you two ...*hugs them*
(MEANWHILE JK AND Y/N)
(JK's pov)
"so where are we going now y/n?!"
Y/n: I will tell you
I was looking outside the window while my favorite playlist was playing while the cold breeze was touching my face and I closed my eyes to see his boxy smile all smiling at me and tears filled my eyes while the thought of never seeing him again passed by and I was just enjoying the music
Y/n: Kookie whats the most important thing that you have ever lost in your life?
"me .."
I just closed my eyes before answering her question while the gentle breeze was blowing on my skin and tae's face flashed in front of me
"hmm ... me ... I lost my Bear...*smiles*"
y/n: what?! A bear?!!
And that's when I came back to my senses of what I have told to y/n
"hmm ya ... my favorite teddy bear I lost it .. it is my one and only"
Y/n: do you miss that so much?!
"yes very much"
Y/n: okay tell me how does it look, I will get you same like that
"*laughs* Enough y/n .. its gone and its always gone y/n and nothing can come like my bear its one In a million and I know wherever my bear is it will be happy"
Y/n: its okay just tell me please
I thought for few minutes and I closed my eyes and their flashed my teddy bear's face
"pabo that teddy bear has doll eyes which will take my breathe away every time I look at it"
"and it has cute nose and heart shaped lips with a boxy smile which will fill my stomach with butterflies and my heart with happiness"
"and the face of that teddy bear is so soft that God took time in making it and when I meet God I will thank him for creating that bear and giving it to me and I will ask sorry also to God for not taking care of it properly"
Y/n: very detailed can I know where you first saw that teddy bear?
"*laughs* it was a very funny encounter you know ... anyways its all in the past pabo and now my favorite bear is gone and in life we cant always have everything right we have to let go sometimes"
y/n: okay I understand and then tell me one thing who is the person you are more angry and at the same time in love with?!
"hmm ... its my teddy bear only because I am angry at him for hurting me and I am in love with him still just like the first time I fell in love with it, My bear is always special no matter what pabo"
Y/n: that's great to hear and we have reached the place get down
With that I got down from the car to see the ocean infront of me, ocean is always my favorite and his favorite too
Y/n: lets sit around the campfire JK
"sure"
With that me and y/n took our seats next to the campfire the chilly breeze and the twinkling stars and the warm fire all was just perfect
Y/n: Jungkook?!
"hmm"
Y/n: what does love mean to you?!
"love ... has many different definitions but for me its always him"
y/n: hmm?!! What did you say?!!
I just realized what I said damn how the hell I am ever going to be the man she wants aishh
y/n: Jungkook??!!
"hmm ... according me .. love the most beautiful and the warmest feeling I ever felt ... the happiness that fills my entire body, the smile that my lips curve, the butterflies that fly in my stomach, the racing heartbeat when I meet the one I love that one eye contact will make your day and those subtle little touches will make you shy all these little little feeling with the person you love is love and love is something words cant define its way beyond definitions"
Y/n: wow ... looks like you can write a book regarding love
"nothing like that"
Y/n: thankyou Jungkook for everything
I was confused a bit
"why all of a sudden?"
Y/n: I don't know just felt like saying
I just smiled at her
Y/n: *mind voice* still wishing and hoping you would be mine even though I know you wont
(end of JK's Pov)
(On the other side the wedding preparations were going on and tae decided to move to New York with Yoonmin and make Jimin as the head of the New York branch of TaeTae Hush Perfumes Ltd and Suga as the head of Advertisement department in that company itself everything was getting ready and tae and yoonmin has decided to leave Seoul the next day of the wedding and tae accepted that this is really the end of the love he dreamt off)
(TO BE CONTINUED......)