Another time, another fucking time! I can't take this anymore! It's the 4th time this week that he cancelled a date night. You see my boyfriend Mattheo Riddle has this girl bestfriend.... Pansy Parkinson, that keeps needing help from him every time we plan a date night. Now, I'm not the jealous type, but I am getting tired of this, I know for a damn fact that she doesn't need help because every time she asks him for help I always get a text message of her sending me a picture of Mattheo laying asleep next to her and her lying next to him in her bed. And now he cancelled a date night that we already had to reschedule because the last one we had to cancel, because he needed to spend time with her.
This might sound embarrassing but right now, but I am sitting in the bathroom crying my eyes out. I was so frustrated with all the exams happening and the situation with my boyfriend. I started to collect myself and head to my dorm, until I heard Mattheo calling out my name, I turned around and wiped my tears. He lifted my chin and asked with a soft voice:
-Baby are you okay?
-Um, yeah of course you know, just stressed with all the tests coming up you know
-Yeah..look i'm really sorry that we had to cancel our date, is tomorrow ok?
-Yeah of course
He kissed my forehead and we parted our way to our dorm. I smiled slowly out of excitement for our date tomorrow, though I was sure that it probably was going to get cancelled.
-NEXT DAY-
It was last period and I was sitting and focusing on professor Snape's lesson. At the end of the class, Mattheo came over to me and told me:
-I swear this is the last time, but I need to cancel our date yet again, Pansy needs help...
I looked at him in disbelief, as I felt tears starting to form in the corner of my eye, I looked into his eyes and slapped him hard on his left cheek and ran away. While I was running away I could hear Pansy snicker, and as I turned around I saw Mattheo looking at me with a surprised look. I gave Pansy the middle finger and ran to my dorm so quickly, that I could be track star. I didn't go to lunch that night, because I really wasnt in the mood to see his fucking face.
-AT THE DINING HALL-
Mattheo's P.O.V
As, I was eating lunch with Pansy and my older brother Tom, I looked around to try to find Y/n. I also noticed that Tom was ignoring me and glaring at me from time to time. I stared at Tom and said
-Hey, do you know where my girlfriend is?
He looked up to my face with a glare and with a harsh tone said no. I was taken aback by it, I didn't know why he was so rude. I just asked him a question, no need to be so aggressive about it. He suddenly sat up and walked away from the table.
Tom P.O.V
God he was so stupid, how could he not see he was breaking Y/n heart and that Pansy likes him and doesn't always need his help. I knew that he was always oblivious but this was really the last straw. How could he hurt such a precious soul. I made my way to Y/n dorm and knocked on her door, then I heard a broken voice that told me to fuck off.
-Y/n..... it's just me Tom
The door slowly opened and revealed a messed up Y/n
-What do you want Riddle?
-Um are you ok Y/n?
-Obviously I am, I have totally not been crying for these past hours
-What happened with my brother Y/n
-I don't want to talk about it
-C'mon you can trust me
-Fine, you know Pansy
-Yah his slut bestfriend
-Hehe...Well, each time we want to have a date night, she always suddenly needs his help with I don't know what. I am so tired of it, we never spend time together anymore, and he doesn't even seem to realize that she is doing this on purpose.
-Oh, I'm so sorry
It was very silent between us and she started sniffling. She wiped her face with her sleeve as more tears started to roll down her cheeks
-I don't want you to see me like this please get out.
-No Y/n it's fine.. Would u like a hug?
As I said that, she looked at me with her beautiful eyes and hugged me like this would be the last hug that she would ever give. I held her close to my chest and rested my chin over my head, as I rubbed her back with my left hand. While we were in that position she said some words that broke my heart
-Why is it always her......
-Y/n, it's not like that
-Yes it is you don't need to lie
-But it doesn't hurt to do it sometimes..
-Yeah I guess
Y/n P.O.V
As Tom held me in his embrace I felt a sense of security, something I haven't felt in a while, I close my eyes as I leaned into his chest and slowly drifted to sleep on him
-NEXT MORNING-
I slowly woke up and felt a pair of strong arm wrapped around me, I quickly turned to see who it is and noticed it was Tom. As I stared at him I slowly started to admire his features that made him so attractive, somehow I have never noticed how attractive he was. I was going to touch his features with my hand until I saw a smirk appear on his face.
-Well are you admiring my beautiful face gorgeous?
I felt blush creep up on my cheeks as he chuckled slowly. I quickly sat up
- No I was looking at the huge pimple on your forehead , but anyways, Um, we should get breakfast
-Ok
-Now that I think about it I don't really wanna see my boyfriend
-Y/n you need to eat
-Fine
-Ok look we go to the dining hall together, and we get you food, and if you feel uncomfortable we come back here in your dorm.
-Ok..
While we made our way to the dining hall I started to realized how nice Tom has always been to me, how he would take care of me and how he always was protective of me towards his friends.
When we arrived to the dining hall, Mattheo came running to me but slowly stopped in his track when he saw Tom with his arm around my shoulder.
-What are you doing with her TOM
-Well making sure she was fine , unlike you, you piece of shit
I stared at them as they were fighting and with a barely audible voice I said
-Mattheo, we are over...
-...What-
With a louder voice I repeated myself
-We are over
Tom look at me with an extremely shocked look on his face
-What- baby please don't do this Pansy needed me and did Tom blackmail you into saying this..?
-Well first of all nobody blackmailed me and maybe Pansy needed you, but so did I, and all you did was leave me alone. What did you guys actually do when she needed help?
-Well now that I think about we just studied and then started talking abut school
-Exactly she never needed your fucking help in the first place! She has a crush on you and is trying to spend more time with you. But you are so fucking oblivious to it that you never seem to realize.
-I'm sorry
-I don't give a fuck about your apology
I walked past him and took some food and went to my dorm.
- Congratulations brother you just lost the best thing that ever happened in your life
Moments later Tom came in my dorm and wrapped his arms around me
-Are you sure about this..
-Yes
-You know you might not mean it
-NO I do he's always making time for her, if I had to imitate him I would be like
Oh Pansy, I love her, I lover her, I LOVE HER!!
As those words came out of my mouth I saw Mattheo standing at my door, he looked like he saw a ghost and had tears in his eyes. He opened his mouth but nothing came out. Not even a sound. As he tried to speak again I screamed
-Get out
-No
Suddenly Tom stood up and shoved him out of the dorm, then he came back and sat next to me
-This might not be the best time but Y/n I have always liked you
I looked up at him shocked and he started apologizing
-I'm so sorry I shouldn't have said that
-No it's not that it's just that I don't want to make any decisions now cause then I feel like I'm using u as a rebound, and I really don't want to act because of my feelings and take any impulsive decisions at this moment.
He smiled softly and said
-It's fine we could take it slow
He put his forehead on mine and we stayed like this for a while
-WEEKS LATER-
Me and Tom are still going strong and Mattheo is so jealous about it, I guess they were right when a door closes a new one opens..