Being disabled has been a very overwhelming up and down roller coaster ride for me
One of the most devastating things I have experienced and learned is that being disabled puts you at a very higher risk for being sexually assaulted, being abused, being raped and also a higher risk of becoming a victim of domestic violence and so much more etc.
I have went through so much abuse and it all started when I was just 9 years old and I ended up going through more traumatic experiences at ages 12, 16 and 17 years old.
It was very very painful for me emotionally and mentally
When everything happened to me I went into a very very deep depression where I was having suicidal thoughts 7 days a week constantly nonstop
I went through self harming myself I had moments where I didn't care if I lived anymore cause I was in so much pain from all the things I went through
I felt like my life wasn't worth living anymore
I ended up becoming a silent sufferer after everything I went through