Ryan is looking at the crowd, picking out the lucky fans. I was looking down the whole time. I know if I had looked up, he would see me. "Okay, we got them all ready!" I heard Ryan shouted. I feel it safe to look up now, that's when I saw Ryan eyes locked into mine. Bam, this is so not good. I hope he'll not tell Jamie. Ryan mouthed "You came" and winked at me. The fans were shouting as they Ryan did that, eventhough they didn't know whom to. I nodded and didn't manage to put up a smile. Ryan looked over to Nash and now Nash saw me too. Dang it! Okay bad news now, Ian saw me too. He waved at me, I was just nodding. I bet they know I didn't want Jamie to know I'm here.
Great news is Melissa got to rap with the boys ! I saw her like literally jumping on the stage rapping to I like it Like that ! Ryan even wrapped his arm around her waist, well, Ryan knew her. And so does Jamie. The rap ended well.
After the song ended, Jamie suddenly went upfront and Ryan took his drumsticks. Suddenly, I feel like an electric shock, running through my spine, when Jamie just looked into my eyes. I quickly looked away, avoiding eye contacts, Did he really looked at me? I looked down at my shoes and stand still while everyone in the crowd screamed out. i don't want to look up. No I really don't.
"I wrote this song just so that person I love so much would understand what i felt. The distance is based on my experience, distance can just tear a couple apart, just like what I faced. It was hard, but I know, if we still believe in each other, it would still work out." Jamie's statement just made me looked up. His eyes, locked on mine. I looked away again. "I know you're in the crowd, hiding your face, but you can't run away from me. Not anymore. I know you did that because you think it's for the best but now, I just want to let you know that made me feel alot worse. it's not making things any better. I need you in my life." The crowd went silence for a few minutes. I was holding my tears in the whole time, trying not to cry by his wise words. I finally had the courage to look up and he smiled at me. "So, I'll be singing for the first time ever infront of you pretty people." Jamie continued and the music started.
"The Distance"
I hear you crying and I know
What it's like to be alone
You're scared and I'm not there
It's like you're living with a ghost
Someone you can't hold
And you say it's so unfair
[Chorus:]
And just so you know
The distance is what's killing me
Time and space have become the enemy
And what I need is so far away
And so it goes
The distance makes it hard to breathe
My heart won't let go easily
I don't want to be this far away
I'm lying by myself
The silence seems to swell
Someday this all will change
It's a temporary pain
See your face and speak your name
Till then I'll scream into the night
[Chorus]
Well I've got my life
And you've got my world tonight
And I miss you (I miss you), I miss you (I miss you)
And just so you know (killing me)
The distance is what's killing me (time and space)
Time and space have become the enemy (enemy)
And what I need is so far away
And so it goes (hard to breathe)
The distance makes it hard to breathe (won't let go)
My heart won't let go easily (easily)
I don't want to be this far away
He was looking into my eyes the whole time. I felt his love again, he's being serious this time. I really love him, and I don't want to let go anymore. The song finally ended, well my tears couldn't stop. It was hard to held them in. "Well, here's another song. A cover of Justin Bieber's.." He haven't even finish his sentence and the crowd went really wild ! Jamie laughed and so did the other boys, I saw them winking at me. "A cover of Justin Bieber's Catching Feelings , since my girl used to sing this all the time" Jamie pointed at me. Oh no, my covers going to blow. Everyone was looking at me now. I managed to smile; nervously. The crowd was very overwhelmed when they screamed out my name. Cameron passed a guitar to Jamie and he sat on a chair. The other HCR boys went backstage. He started strumming his guitar to Catching Feelings. I closed my eyes, enjoying the welcoming air, the meaningful lyrics.
"Catching Feelings"
The sun comes up on another morning
My mind never wakes up without you on it
And it's crazy to me, I even see you in my dreams
Is this meant to be? Could this be happening to me?
We were best of friends since we were this high
So why do I get nervous every time you walk by
We would be on the phone all day
Now I can't find the words to say to you
Now what am I supposed to do?
Could there be a possibility
I'm trying to say what's up
'Cause I'm made for you, and you for me
Baby now its time for us
Tryna keep it all together
But enough is enough
They say we're too young for love
But I'm catching feelings (doo-do-doo-doo-do-do-do-do-do-do-doo)
Catching feelings (doo-do-doo-doo-do-do-do-do-do-do-doo)
In my head we're already together
I'm good alone but with you I'm better
I just wanna see you smile
You say the word and I'll be right there
I ain't never going nowhere
I'm just tryna see where this can take us
'Cause everything about you girl is so contagious
I think I finally got it done
Now all that's left to do now is get out the mirror
And say it to her
Could there be a possibility
I'm trying to say what's up
'Cause I'm made for you, and you for me
Baby now it's time for us
Tryna keep it all together
But enough is enough
They say we're too young for love
But I'm catching feelings (doo-do-doo-doo-do-do-do-do-do-do-doo)
Catching feelings (doo-do-doo-doo-do-do-do-do-do-do-doo)
Should I tell her how I really feel (how I really feel)
Or should I move in close or just be still? (how will I know?)
'Cause if I take a chance and I touch her hand
Will everything change?
How do I know if she feels the same?
Could there be a possibility
I'm trying to say what's up
'Cause I'm made for you, and you for me
Baby now it's time for us
Tryna to keep it all together
But enough is enough
They say we're too young for love
But I'm catching feelings (doo-do-doo-doo-do-do-do-do-do-do-doo)
Catching feelings (doo-do-doo-doo-do-do-do-do-do-do-doo)
(doo-do-doo-doo-do-do-do-do-do-do-doo)
Catching feelings (doo-do-doo-doo-do-do-do-do-do-do-doo)
Catching feelings....
The song ended and the fans went "AWWWW" like for 2 minutes. I couldn't stop smiling. This is the best day ever.
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HALUUU :) HE HE I did two chappy in a day, well that's quite good right? Justin Bieber's Catching Feelings is so good I couldn't help it ;) Enjoy this one ! Votes? Comments? Pwetty pwease? Love you for reading ! -Tina <3