[Third Person...]
Nothing can prepare you for heartbreak.
"This is Leilani Maxwell, daughter of Demetrius Maxwell, famous drug lord and murderer for many centuries. Leilani has been kidnapped by a few of Demetrius's guys and needs to be rescued." You scrunched your eyebrows in confusion. Tilting your head.
"This sounds like FBI work" You comment
"Demetrius is king of the underworld, his DNA has been tested on repeatedly showing no matches on our regular database but-"
"A few weeks before Leilani had been reported missing, she sent us a letter confirming our doubts." Maria Hill says walking in
"So this was an FBI case that is now under our jurisdiction. This mission needs to be quick, and clean. No room for mistakes." Fury continues
"Olivera!" He yells, you perk your head up in attention
"You are my lead agent, don't let me down." He said with a smirk before walking out of the room. Wanda and Sharon both high-fived proudly.
You had went off to get ready, your co agents on the case were Pietro, Wanda, and Sharon.
"Y/n." You heard behind you, you turned to see Natasha jogging towards you. You rolled your eyes before turning and continuing walking to your destination. Not caring for her explanations at the moment.
"Y/n... you can't take Sharon on the case." She said, not even caring to explain why.
"And why the hell not?" you asked turning your head a bit to glare at her
"She has too many emotions into this case, you have to take her off." she said practically pleading.
"Emotions?" you narrowed your eyes at her
"Oh, come on y/n. Don't act like you can't see it." she rolled her eyes
"I obviously have no idea what your talking about."
"i have no idea what you are on about right now, but you need to back off." you seethed
"you chose Maria." you turned to her fully, stopping in your tracks.
"i did." she said finally silencing herself.
"She's my wife." She whispered, guiltily.
"Then you have no business telling me anything, anymore Romanoff." You say storming off.
As you had gone to your mission, Natasha had left with Maria back to Maria's small temporary apartment, Maria startled Natasha as she grabbed her hand intertwining their fingers with a cheerful, proud, and confident smile lining her face.
Natasha contained a more tense, and confused type of body posture.
But what was done was done. No going back now.
On your mission things were going smoothly, until they weren't.
Pietro was with you inside of the building as Wanda took lookout outside on the roof. Sharon took the jet and circled the building for further more coverage.
"Two men just entered the building, be careful." Wanda warned the both of you. You nodded even if she couldn't see it.
"Copy." You said into your earpiece.
You hadn't noticed Leilani in the dark corner of the room you were in with a knife in her hand. You rummaged through the area until you felt a eerie presence.
You lifted your gun but it was too late, Leilani came out of her dark corner slicing the knife through the air, you both knocked things down fighting each other until you were stabbed in your side.
"Agh!" You screamed in pain
"Y/n?! What's wrong?" Sharon was the first to speak
"Nothing, don't leave your post... I'm fine-" you said dizzily falling to the floor but Pietro caught you. By then Leilani had fled, he quickly brought you back to the jet picking up Wanda on the way and brought you back to the compound.
Your side oozed the blood, you barely made it back when Bruce got a hold of you, stitching up your wound and being sure nothing else was damaged.
Pietro took you back to your room where you slept for hours, missing a few days of work.
Natasha came to work the next day expecting to see you, but you were no where to be seen. She went over to your room to check on you when she seen you were passed out, your shirt was off, sports bra on, and a bloody bandage on your side. She seethed with anger as she made her way towards Fury's office.
"What the fuck!" She screamed
"Nice to see you too, Agent Romanoff." He said sarcastically
"You sent y/n out on a mission just to have her get stabbed!" She screamed
"Missions have step backs sometimes, especially an agents first lead mission. It was to be expected."
"You obviously haven't seen the wound." She yelled
"Miss Romanoff, one please lower your voice and fix your tone when you are speaking to a superior, another, you have a wife. Go be worried about her and leave my agents alone."
"Y/n is my friend."
"As well as mine, now leave her be. You have caused her much more damage than any mission." Fury said, Natasha looked at him dumbfounded.
"That is an order. Leave her be until she wakes up." Natasha gave one last look to Fury before storming off in pure anger. But she knew her boss was completely right.
Natasha did just that, leaving you alone. On the day you finally did wake up, fully. You finished taking your antibiotics and your wound had healed up nicely, Wanda and Pietro both helped changing it.
Natasha spent that morning at couples therapy with her wife, Maria Hill.
"What do you need to, uh, make this marriage work?" The marriage counselor asked Natasha.
"I need her to move back to New York." Natasha argued
"That's just- I-" she tried responding but the counselor interrupted her
"Maria... what do you need?" He asked
"I need her to stop talking to y/n." She expressed
"But I work with her!" Natasha practically yelled, her heart pounding at the mention of your name. She couldn't bare not speaking to you.
"You want me to drop my entire life in Florida and back off the mission i was on, and move here? Fine. I want you to give up your girlfriend." She expressed, Natasha rolled her eyes.
"I did give up my girlfriend, okay?" Natasha spat back angrily, she held a bit of a grudge towards Maria. After all, she'd still be with y/n if it wasn't for her.
"You wanted me to take you back? I took you back here in New York." She argued. Maria rolled her eyes
"See, once again it's all about what she wants-"
"She's not listening to me, I'm not gonna move back to Orlando. I am not the same person."
"I know! Your a short haired, stick up their ass, ex assassin with a family here, I get it." Maria said rudely and immaturely trying to make fun of Natasha.
"I'm not gonna talk to her anymore if she's going to behave like this!" Natasha says to the counselor.
"Fine." Maria said annoyed
Then, a timer rang. Indicating that their time was up.
"Sorry, guys. Times up. Good progress." The counselor said ushering them off. Both women look at him in disbelief before leaving the office.
Meanwhile you were reeking havoc with your best friends, Pietro and Wanda.
You all were with Sharon as well, but she wasn't included in the plans Pietro and Wanda had, you were currently in a meeting with Fury on solo missions people would be participating in. He did this every month where agents would sit in a room, he'd discuss the mission and get a raise of hands of who wanted it. It usually persisted of everyone kissing ass and raising their hands for the said mission.
"We have to do something to cheer her up." Sharon expressed to Wanda and Pietro.
"No worries" Wanda said
"We got it all under control." Pietro smirked
"What... what? What do you guys have planned?" She asked looking at them, you then walked in and sat in the order that went You, Pietro, Wanda, Sharon.
Pietro whispered in your ear.
"We have something to show you."
But you kept silent, staring blankly at the table. Pietro became wide eyed.
"Y/n? Y/n, Can you hear me?!" He practically yelled
"She's not deaf!" Wanda smacked him
"Well, she looks weird." He shrugged
"Well what do you expect? Natasha didn't pick her, she's gone mental." Wanda said, Sharon was now in a full conversation with another coworker.
You looked at Wanda with a glared expression.
"Y/n, have you gone mental?" He asked as if you had, using a certain tone only people use with children or elderly hospital patients.
"I have not gone mental." You tell Pietro looking at him.
"See? Okay, She's fine." Wanda confirms
"We have something to show you so whatever you do, do not get assigned to a mission." She says
And just then, Maria and Natasha came in arguing with one another as they took their seats next to each other.
You stared at them before Pietro put an arm around you and you leaned your head onto his shoulder snuggling into your best friends neck as you wanted to shut the world out. Wanda looked at you sympathetically.
Just then the meeting started, and Nat spotted you snuggled up to Pietro. She became very jealous, although she knew she had no right to be.
The meeting had came and gone in a flash, now it was the time for Fury to blurt out mission names and pick a person to be assigned to it. Although he took a large notice that you hadn't raised your hand for any, per Wanda and Pietro's orders.
After the meeting Fury spoke to you about having more confidence in yourself and to think about reinstating yourself for a mission, if and when you were ready, he had one.
Now you were with Pietro and Wanda walking down the corridor with a sneaky look on their faces.
"What is going on?" You ask them
"We may have stole a mission..."
"Borrowed... or really bribed from a higher rank."
"You guys bribed a superior-"
"Bribed, stole, hijacked, whatever. This mission will get you into the hall of fame-"
"I'm already an avenger-"
"No, we mean Tony Stark hall of fame, we mean Captain America hall of fame. Now you can either walk away, you know, guilt free... Wanda and I will take fault. Or... take this mission statement, risk your place as a high ranking agent slash avenger which could possibly lead to spending the rest of your life kissing Fury's ass to move up in ranks again. So you in?" Pietro asked smiling, Wanda did too. You rolled your eyes taking the statement from them.
"Hell, yeah." You smirked.
You all kept walking down the hallway discussing your newly found hijacked or bribed case when Natasha stepped infront of the three of you.
You were all whispering about the new mission when she interrupted you.
"Hi." She says, only to you though as her eyes were trained on solely you.
"Hello, hi... y/n, maybe we could you know talk?" She asked you although Pietro and Wanda gave each other weird looks before answering for you.
"No." They said weirdly in unison before continuing on, dragging you to follow in the middle of them as you looked back at Natasha.
"Okay." Nat sighed as she watches you get whisked away.
The secret mission wasn't secret for long when you had again gotten hurt during the mission, although you did retrieve the file for Fury.
"When I advised you to reinstate yourself for missions... I DID NOT MEAN TO STEAL A HIGHER RANKS MISSION?!" He screamed at the three of you, your cut was reopened in the mission along with a black eye and dislocated shoulder.
Pietro raised his unbroken arm.
"We bribed him-"
"I don't give a shit what you did to get the mission!" He yelled
He then went quiet for a minute before throwing a file onto the table.
"All I care about is how are we going to... get you three level sixteen missions." He smirked, you all looked at him in shock before spewing out ideas. Fury chuckled watching the childlike look in all of your eyes sparkle.
Meanwhile with Natasha and Maria, they were currently walking down Central Park arguing once again. Their argument had calmed just a bit as Natasha's mind went elsewhere, mainly you, it gave Maria a chance to pop in the question.
"Are you going to stop talking to y/n?" She asked
"I will." Natasha says warningly as if to drop the topic
"When... today, tomorrow, next week?" Maria asked
"Maybe I'm not ready yet." Natasha suggests
"Are you ever gonna be ready, Natalia?" Maria asks annoyed
"What if I say no?" The redhead asked
"Then I'm not moving here." Maria said finally as if it was a decision she didn't want to make.
"Then I guess we're at an impasse then." Natasha says sighing looking away from her wife into the distance, her mind once again landing on you.
Later that day as Fury was planning possible secret missions with the three of you; Pietro, and Wanda. Natasha walked in awkwardly to look for files. You all took a peak at her before turning their attention to you. Fury's eyes locked on his files, Pietro's on you, and Wanda's on the table in-front of her as yours were on Natasha. Natasha's locked to yours.
You both looked away as Natasha went to the other side of the room to look for her own files.
After she found and grabbed them she watched you for a second, you were focused or at least pretended to be focused.
Later when Natasha went to look for you, she found you in the common room, but just as she was going to walk towards you, someone stepped into her bee line.
"Walk away." She looks at the person, Carol Danvers.
"Excuse me?" Nat asks
"Walk away, you've done enough. You have caused her to wreck and now everyone is slowing down to look at the damage, leave her be. Let her mend." Carol tries to convince Natasha.
"I wasn't going to-"
"Yes, you were. Come on, Natalia. Think, you have a wife. Putting her in this loop between the two of you just for you to end up going back to Hill is just only going to completely destroy her even more. Leave her be. I'll help her, just- go." Carol finally gets through to Natasha. But she cannot seem to move her feet.
Carol looks at her more seriously before raising her voice. "Go!" Finally Nat moved and walks away back towards her room.
You continue doing file work on the kitchen table as Carol turns to watch you before walking away. Shaking her head. She was disappointed in Natasha to say the least.
In therapy for Hill and Romanoff the next day, it seemed to go a bit smoother.
"I have decided... I am moving to New York." Hill says not so happily, but not so angrily. It was progress.
"And y/n will no longer be a problem... it's Well- it's taken care of." Natasha says, the therapist looks at them both shocked.
"Wow, this is much greater progress than the last time. I applaud both of you... you've uhm... taken a very significant leap!" He states
"That's what marriage is about..." Hill starts off with a happy smile on her face as she spoke.
"Compromise, right?" She asked looking towards Natasha, reaching for her hand that was completely dodged by Romanoff. Nat smiled awkwardly before humming in agreement not so assured. But it was good enough for both Hill and the therapist.
"Yeah... uhm- it's about give and take... I guess." Natasha said, whispering the last part to herself.
A part of her hasn't been able to stop thinking of you.
Your hair, the way she misses you wrapped in her arms, waking up to you in the morning, your giggles, your smile, your touch, everything.
Natasha then began to think of everything about Hill that made her feel in the same way you did, but nothing came to mind. Just another thing to add to the con list of repairing her marriage.
pros
History
cons
Still completely, and utterly in love with y/n.
As Natasha thought of this, she sighed. Closing her eyes, drowning out their marriage counselor and her wife.
She wished she could just go home to you, make you dinner, cuddle with you in bed, and kiss your kissable soft lips. But she couldn't, and that was all on her. It was all her fault.
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