it's been a week now, raven has started going back to school and you and Mattia finally were back on good terms. you were woken up by kisses all over your face.
"wake up baby."
you smiled softly and opened your eyes. "someone's in a good mood." you said before yawning.
"please brush your teeth." he gave you a forehead kiss and laughed.
"wow." you shook your head and went into the bathroom to brush your teeth.
"I took raven to school earlier and I made you breakfast." he smiled. you finished brushing your teeth and followed him downstairs.
he made a nice, neat, good looking breakfast, there were two plates by each other, a small pile of fluffy eggs on one plate and bacon on the other and heart shaped waffles and pancakes.
"I know you hate eggs so you don't have to eat them." he pulled out the chair for you and you sat down.
"thank you I love it, what's the special occasion?"
"no special occasion I just want to show my appreciation, we have been pretty happy for almost two weeks and I just want you to know how proud I am of us." he gave you a soft kiss and you hugged him.
"I love you so much thank you." you smiled and gave him a kiss. you two ate and talked about what you wanted to do today.
After you finished eating you helped him clean up and put the dishes away. You went upstairs to shower and get ready for the day, you wore a sweatshirt and some leggings. he took a shower and got ready as well, he grabbed his keys and you just grabbed your phone and small purse.
"where are we going?" you sat in the passenger seat while he started driving.
"I need to pick up a couple things from Z and then I'll take you wherever." he put his hand on your thigh.
"hmm I have been needing to go to a bookstore and I need more clothes, can we do that?"
"of course baby, I'll take you to the mall and a bookstore after this." he moved his hand on your inner thigh and you giggled a little.
after a long car ride of him teasing you, you finally made it to the pit. you took the elevator up with Mattia and he scanned his hand to get to the top level. he went up to Zayn's door and knocked. After a couple minutes zayn answered.
"Hey bro." Zayn said giving him a hug then giving you a hug. "Hey kara its been a while."
"Hi." You smiled nicely.
"Harry should be upstairs in his room, um him and Louis aren't really talking so he isn't here much." Zayn said as you came in. you nodded your head and mattia gave you a kiss before you went up to Harry's room.
You knocked on the door and opened it after you heard Harry say come in.
"hi!" you said as you closed the door back.
"Oh hey kara, it's been a while. How are you?" he gave you a hug and then sat on the edge of his huge bed. Harry's room wasn't very unique, it was just modern and dark grey and black. It had a nice huge king sized bed a big flatscreen tv mounted on the wall, and some comfy chairs and a desk with a computer and some plants. it looks kind of empty because Louis's stuff isn't in here.
"I'm doing well, me and Mattia haven't been arguing or anything for a while now he even made breakfast this morning it was beautiful. And raven is going back to school now ever since the incident, I miss her every second but Other than that I'm good, how are you holding up?" you said taking off your shoes and sitting on the bed.
"I'm doing well I guess, I'm trying to forget about Louis. I cut my hair I changed my style but I still think about him every day. I just wanna get over the pain part."
"don't worry you will, if not now then soon. true love doesn't go away overnight love." you gave him another hug and sat back down.
"let's do something get your mind off of it." you smiled. "wanna watch a movie or play a game."
"we can watch a movie." he grabbed his remote and opened Disney plus.
"oh! Let's watch home alone." you said pointing at it.
he played the first home alone and put the remote down. You laid back to watch the movie knowing soon you'd probably fall asleep because of how comfy the bed was.
The Christmas movie was halfway through when you felt Harry put his arm around you. Which you didn't think much of. He put his hand on the side of your face making you turn to him, you were face to face.
"do you trust me?" he said softly looking into your eyes.
you nodded your head and he looked at your lips. his lips connected to yours, it threw you way off guard, Harry was kissing you? you put your hand on his chest and pulled away and looked at him.
"we can't do this, you know that Harry." you sat up and he propped himself up on his elbows.
"I know I'm sorry, I-I don't know what I was thinking I just wanted to try something new." He sat up and you could see he had a boner coming in.
"Harry, calm it. We can't. you out of all people know this."
"no one has to know, just keep it between us." he grabbed your thigh and pulled you onto his lap, you were now sitting on his boner and you could feel it growing between your legs close to your clit.
"harry." you put you hand on his lower stomach to steady yourself.
"shhh." he pulled you in and kissed you again.
was this some kind of fucked up dream?
you tried backing up but you were moving on his dick at the same time.
"fuck." He groaned. He put his hands on your hip and moved you slowly so he could please himself.
"Harry please." you said softly trying to get him to stop "don't do this, think about this, it's not worth it.."
he stopped for a minute and looked up at you, your eyes were watering.
"fuck! I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry." he sat up and you got off his lap.
"I love you Harry but as a friend, i know your trying to get over Louis but I will not be your rebound, if your horny go jerk off for fucks sake. You cant use me as a sex doll to get off to."
"I know I'm sorry I-I wasn't thinking I was letting my actions think for me kara I'm so sorry I would never force you to do anything you don't wanna do."
"you just did." you got up and put your shoes on.
"kara I'm so sorry."
"Out of all people, I'd never expect you to do this." you looked at him one last time before grabbing your things and leaving his room.
you walked down stairs and knocked on the office door. zayn had opened it and let you in.
"hey baby are you ok?" you walked over to Mattia and sat on his leg, he saw your eyes were bit watery.
"I'm ok, are we leaving soon." you voice cracked but you tried to ignore it.
"I'll be right back" Mattia told zayn, he was on his computer doing something, he grabbed your hand and took you to the kitchen because no one was in there.
"what's wrong kara?" he asked, you couldn't even form words just tears. you cried and he gave you a hug. you didn't wanna tell him what just happened, because you couldn't believe what just happened. Harry was probably the closest friend you had in this whole mafia thing. It really hurt you because you would probably never look at him the same.
"I wanna go." you said muffled in his hug.
"ok baby we will leave soon I promise, can you tell me what happened did someone touch you?" he pulled away from the hug slowly and put some of your hair behind your ear and wiped your tears with his thumb. you shook your head no before crying again.
"ok ok you don't have to talk about it right now it's ok, you can tell me when your ready." he gave you a kiss on your forehead and gave you a long hug again. he wiped your face again and you walked back in the room with zayn.
"hey z we are gonna go, if you have anything else you need me to fill out I'll come back later or just send someone out to give it to me." he put on his blazer and grabbed his laptop and some papers in a black folder.
"ok I'll let you know, thanks. Get home safe." He gave Mattia a pat on the back before y'all walked out. you took the elevator back downstairs and you guys got in his car.
"where are we going?" you asked softly.
"the bookstore." he said starting to drive and you tried hiding your smile. The bookstore could really help get your mood up right now.
after about 15 minutes of driving he finally pulled up to a cute bookstore. he opened your door for you and held your hand. when you walked into the store the bells on the door jingled, you smelled coffee as soon as you stepped in. there was a cafe just on the side.
there were a couple people sitting down and reading while drinking coffee and a couple people roaming around for books.
"want some coffee?" He asked in a soft voice because it was very quiet in the store.
"yes um, iced almond milk latte, light ice." you said and he nodded his head. heading over to order your coffee.
you went over to the book section you were interested in and looked for some good books. Mattia came over and brought you, your coffee.
"thank you." you said quietly and he nodded.
it didn't take too long since you had a list of what books you wanted. Mattia just admired you looking for the books, he didn't rush. The time was currently 2 pm and raven got out of school at 3:50.
"ok I'm almost done." you looked at the time on your phone.
"no rush baby take your time." he put his hand on your waist and you smiled.
you finally finished and you were at the checkout. you pulled out your wallet when Mattia stopped you.
"no." was all he said before taking out his card and paying for it.
"you already payed for the coffee, I could have got that." you said as you bagged the books.
"what kind of boyfriend and dom would I be to let you pay for your own stuff?" he grabbed the bags for you and you walked out to the car with him.
you both got in the car and he started driving.
"what do you want for dinner?" he asked while driving and looking down at his phone. you grabbed his phone out his hand and put it in between your legs.
"get off your phone, and I don't know. what do you think raven would want?"
"I don't know, she's so picky." he said trying to reach for his phone back but you moved it.
"let's go out and eat." you said.
"ok I'll make a reservation somewhere for later." he said still trying to get his phone back. "kara." he said in a serious tone.
"focus on the road not your phone." you took a sip of the coffee you still had and sat back. the ride home wasnt very long, you got back to your apartment and fed oliver.
"I'm gonna go get raven." he said grabbing his keys again.
"ok, be safe." you gave him a kiss and sat on the couch to watch a movie after you put your books up.
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you didn't notice you feel asleep until you heard raven talking to Mattia.
"is mommy ok?" she said whispering but you still heard her soft voice coming in the door.
"yes she's just taking a nap, wanna wake her?" Mattia said and you heard her little feet running over to you.
"mommy mommy! wake up!" she said shaking you. you couldn't help but laugh a little.
"hi baby." you said and gave her a hug. "how was school." you asked.
"good! i got a lollipop!" she said pulling the lollipop out her jean pocket.
"that's good!!" you saw Mattia going in the kitchen and you went in to ask him something.
"did you find a place?"
"yeah it's a fancy restaurant I booked it for 8." he said, the time was now 5pm.
"ok." you walked back out and saw raven taking a big sip of your coffee that was on the coffee table in front of the couch.
"raven!" you said loudly and quickly and it and scared her. she put it down and started crying.
"why are you crying?" mattia said and she walked over to him. he picked her up and she rubbed her eyes.
"raven don't drink it if it's not yours." he said wiping her face.
"I'm sorry I didn't know." she said sniffling.
"it's ok rae but that's not good for you." she was probably just crying because you've never yelled at her before.
you gave her a kiss on her cheek. "I love you."
she said it back and Mattia put her down. "go get your ipad and come sit down." she nodded and went upstairs.
"stop babying her." you said going to the kitchen.
"well maybe don't yell at her and I wouldn't have to." he followed you and stood in front of you.
"I'm sorry, I got scared. She's 5 she doesn't need coffee in her system." you looked up at him.
"I know but don't yell at her. she sees you as a best friend and her mom so if you yell at her of course it's gonna hurt her feelings."
"ok I'm sorry, why are you being so soft about it?" you said kind of rudely.
"because she's my daughter too, and drop your fucking attitude." you could see him clench his jaw.
"I don't have an attitude." you said innocently, you could feel your back hit the counter.
"I'm not in the mood." he said grabbing your chin and making you look up at him.
"I'm sorry daddy." you smirked a little and kept
looking up at him.
"you're starting something you don't wanna finish." He said clenching his jaw.
"I'm not sure I know what you mean." you said putting your hands on his abs and slowly moving them down.
"Kara." He gasped a bit when you slipped your hand into his boxers, touching his tip. He was already hard.
"can you fuck me daddy?" you said stroking him, making him groan.
"Kara stop." he put his hand on the counter behind you.
"stop what?" you looked at him and he pulled your hand away.
he grabbed your arm and took you upstairs, you saw raven sleeping on the couch with Oliver. You didn't say a word you just let him do whatever.
"I said you were gonna start something you don't wanna finish." he said and you sat on the bed looking up at him.
he unbuckled his pants and took off your black leggings, you laid back and he slowly rubbed his tip on your clit and you moaned softly. he put his hands on your hips and slowly fucked you.
"fuck you feel so good." he groaned and put his hand around your throat. you closed your eyes and tried not to moan loudly.
"d-daddy I'm so close." you whimpered as he continued pounding into you.
"cum baby." he rubbed your clit and fucked you harder making you moan a bit louder but you stopped yourself.
"please don't stop." you moaned as you were seconds away from coming.
he slowed down and you could tell what he was doing. you put your hand on your clit but he stopped you.
"please." you said out of breath.
"please what?" he almost pulled out.
"please daddy, please let me cum." you cried out and he started going again.
your thighs were closing and shaking and he could tell how close you were so he picked up his pace.
"oh fuck, im coming!" you moaned as your eyes closed and you came. he kept going so he could cum and you were a moaning mess.
he soon finished and came on your stomach. you laid there out of breath for a hot minute.
"thank you." you said still catching your breath.
"you're welcome baby." he grabbed a tissue out the tissue box from your nightstand and wiped your stomach off. he went into the bathroom and started a shower for you.
it took you a minute to get up but you did, you showered and he picked out a nice dress for you to wear to dinner.
he went to wake raven up and gave her a bath and then picked her out a nice outfit as well.
after you got out the shower he got in and you curled your hair and just put on some mascara and lipstick. The dress he picked out for you was just a normal black body con dress. you put it on with some black heels to match and checked on raven.
"mommy you look so pretty." she said hugging you.
"thank you baby, you look adorable as well." she had a white shirt and a black glitter skirt.
Mattia got done getting dressed and you guys left out. the restaurant was downtown so the drive was a little long.
When you arrived to the restaurant you unbuckled raven out her car seat and held her hand. Mattia checked in and the table was ready instantly.
— AN
the ending was rushed im sorry, but i published this and for some reason half of it deleted it. So im republishing it ahhhh.
also I might end this book at chap 80 im not sure.