"What do you mean?"
"It's nothing, I just asked casually." Mu Xuan smiled awkwardly, his eyes dodge a little, and when he saw my face in doubt, he suddenly stood up and said, "Well, my classmate asked me to play games. You should rest early. , I'm going out first."
"Mu Xuan, there is no sudden'casual' in this world." I stared at his back and said solemnly.
Mu Xuan's hand holding the doorknob was tight and tight, but he never looked back. It took a long while to pretend to be relaxed and said: "Women are always easy to think too much about pregnancy. Sister, brother-in-law treats you very well, so don't always think about it. "As
soon as he finished speaking, he opened the door and went out without waiting for me to speak again.
'h' has never been online, but I found another important thing in my computer-my electronic diary.
In the winter of 2015, the internship period of my senior year.
'I didn't expect to meet him again on such occasions. Thinking of the inexplicable kiss in high school, I feel very embarrassed now. I was embarrassed and sighed: everyone is the same age, why are they all mixed into a Harvard biomedical doctor? I'm still waiting in line to interview him. This gap, my heart is really refreshing. '
'I glanced at the sisters in my group with expectant and envy eyes, and gave her the tools in her hands without thinking about it, and I went out and called the kid back. '
'Fifteen minutes later, the girl in the same group came out and said that Su Xi would not accept her interview, as if she were still a little unhappy. She looked very depressed, as if she was about to cry.
'When I thought about Su Xi’s cold-faced ghostly look, it was scary enough, but when the task assigned by the editor-in-chief of the newspaper was not completed, we didn’t bother to do it. So in the end, I bite the bullet. Be prepared for a stalker, but it will be useless afterwards. '
'Su Xi cooperated two hundred percent throughout the whole process, even if I didn't ask, he said it himself. I think it’s almost time, and I don’t plan to spend more time with him. I planned to say some closing words, but he suddenly asked me: Why didn’t you ask me about my emotional situation and the criteria for choosing a mate? '
'Does this person like to expose privacy so much? I didn't think much about it at that time, and asked according to his intentions. He stared at me and said seriously: I have a girl who I really want to have. She is pure but deadly, just like a blooming poppy, which makes me addicted and unable to quit. '
'His voice is low and clean, but I have no intention of admiring it. The inexplicable embarrassment and embarrassment that flowed from the bottom of my heart almost overwhelmed me. I can only leave in a hurry for excuses.'
One day in the summer of 2015
' The chaos that happened tonight, It almost made me sure that Su Xi was in a cold war with me a few days ago. He was really angry about the incident two days ago, no, he should be very angry. '
'I didn’t think there was anything wrong with two people holding an umbrella together, and I didn’t think there was anything wrong with listening to other people’s confession, but Su Xi just stood downstairs in my dormitory and looked at me like that. He was warm and cold, his eyes were cold and indifferent, and there was an indescribable depression and coldness all over his body. When he questioned me, his tone was strange. As if I were his private property. I thought I was just a classmate with him. So when he came to pull me, I struggled away. '
'Su Xi's eyes at that time were even more terrifying, gloomy and scary. It was in sharp contrast with his face with red lips and white teeth. Fortunately, he left afterwards. The next two days, Su-hee did not re-appear until tonight I still can not believe I just kissed that crazy people are indifferent, he has always been calm, I do not even want to think they almost drowned in this kiss '
' And what he said shocked me even more. '
'He said: Do you know? Only I can have you, and you can only be mine. '
'He said these two sentences that seemed to be the plot of the'General Manager', which made people think about it with extreme terror. '
My eyes were a little sore, and I quickly closed the computer. Since I am a pregnant woman, I have to take care of the baby in my belly first.
For the next two days, Su Xi did not come over, and there was no news about that'h'.
Until the early morning of the third day, my mother exclaimed when she opened the door, "Axi? Why don't you ring the doorbell? See how long these ears are red and cold?"
I just saw him come in when I opened the door. nose and ears really dyed pale pink, over here at me, unblinking stare at me and said:. "I want a glass glass, advance to think for a moment you might break, so did not bother."
I Mom glared at me, her eyes seemed to complain of my unfeeling towards him.
Before I could say anything, she pushed open the door of my room and looked at Su Xi distressedly: "Go in and get warm, mom will prepare breakfast for you."
Su Xi didn't enter the door and kept looking at me. Seems to be waiting for me to speak.
I couldn't bear the resentment in my mother's eyes, smiled awkwardly at my family, and pushed him through the door.
Su Xi seemed to be really cold. She kept rubbing her hands and breathing. I couldn't help but said: "When did you come?"
"It was past five o'clock."
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"You just stood outside for more than two hours?!" I looked at him in astonishment. Now it's at least ten degrees below zero outside. No matter how good his physical fitness is, he will have problems with such coldness.
"Yeah." He replied in a low voice, and then said: "It's really cold."
"Nonsense, I think you are going to turn yourself into a'popsicle spirit'." I glared at him and pulled out. My electric blanket was laid and he lay down.
"The temperature can't rise for the time being, so bear with it first." I said, just about to get him the blanket, but he grabbed his hand.
"Can you lie down with me for a while? I haven't had much rest in these two days."
My eyes fell on his dark circles, and I nodded softly. I can't tell what is right or wrong before the matter of'h' is figured out. Although he concealed something from me, he may have had to suffer.
When I was lying next to him, I couldn't help but despise myself. How could it be so easy to soften my heart? This problem is not good and must be corrected.
Su Xi took me into his arms, his body was icy cold, but the cold air was gone.
"Lili, I miss you and the child." He said, and kissed my face inch by inch. Seeing that I had no objection, he curled his lips contentedly.
I looked at him sternly, "Su Xi, honestly, how did you trick me into getting it?"
I wanted to make a joke with him, but found that his body seemed to stiffen inexplicably.
"Did you remember?"
"A little bit, a few things from the senior year, nothing else."
His expression returned to the original, as if he was relieved, and said helplessly: "Perhaps I have spent a lot of thoughts. , But I never lied to you."
I thought of a certain emoticon for a moment, and glanced at him with extreme disdain, "Oh, man." I
thought he would explain, but I didn’t expect him to follow me. , Glanced at me, the tone was exactly the same as mine, "Oh, woman."
"Hahaha"
I leaned forward and backwards with a smile, never thought that he, who has always been so cold and composed, would learn from me to imitate the emoji. Su Xi's tight face also stretched out, leaning into my ear and whispered: "Wife, come home with me, okay?"