"I don't bother to know!" I pushed him and walked forward on my own, but for a moment, there was already his steady footsteps beside me.
I couldn't hold back, but I asked.
"Why did we get divorced before?"
Su Xi paused, his upright figure seemed to dissolve in the deep night, he didn't look at me, and he hung his head slightly, and said in a deep voice, "Because you insist on not wanting our children. This is also the reason why we often quarreled later."
I was startled, and looked down at my slightly bulging belly, with mixed feelings in my heart.
I think I am not a coldhearted person. Although I have not made any visions for the future, marriage and childbirth are also the only way in life. But why do I reject it to this point?
After returning home with him, I still couldn't fall asleep over and over again. Although he didn't say anything, I somehow felt a kind of oppression and suffocation at home.
After he left the next day, I finally found out my computer. Although I could not open the password after entering so many times before, I still want to try again because I don’t think there is anything between Su Xi and me. It's as simple as they say.
"Mrs., the fruit plate is cut." Aunt Wu's voice suddenly came, and my hands trembled with fright.
"Come in." I just pressed the pillow on the computer, pretending to be sitting and reading.
"Ma'am, it's very cold outside today. I will help you turn on the air conditioner twice."
"Yeah, good."
She adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner to about 23 degrees . When she was about to leave, her eyes fell on the ground. On his nail polish, "Madam, is this something to be thrown away?"
I didn't want her to bother me all the time, and couldn't help saying: "Wu Sao, don't treat me as a child. If I want to throw it away, I will throw it away myself. "
She smiled awkwardly, and then exited the room.
I sighed for a long time, stepped forward and took the box of nail polish. After seeing the color number again, I just felt that it suffocated me inexplicably.
"009, Death Barbie fan. Did my brain get shit? These are all things, and elementary school students can't apply it!" I vomited, and I just wanted to throw them into the trash can, and suddenly thought of the last time I took it with me. The color number was quickly found.
"Light green, 004, Barbie powder 009" I instantly cleared my mind, and quickly arranged the nail polish color numbers from small to large.
"002, 004, 005, 007, 009, 023, 031 is it?"
I quickly turned on the computer, entered these numbers in the password, and my heart seemed to be lifted into my throat, and I nervously'banged' straight Jump.
'welcome! '
"It's really this!" I almost screamed excitedly, almost only some basic software on the computer screen. I clicked on qq, and it popped up with an unfamiliar number, which is not the one I use now.
"Whose number is this? Mine?"
I tried it with my QQ password, and I successfully logged in. I opened the address book and found that there were only three friends. The names are still simple letters.
"Who are h, x, z?"
I clicked on the'h' dialog box, and when I saw the historical news above, my eyes widened in surprise.
h: how? Isn't it true that life is better than death now?
h: I am very sorry that he has treated you so much, but what can I do? Who let us grow up together, do you think he will just watch me die?
h: Mu Li, you will never leave unless you wait for the child to be born.
Me: This is my fate. I can confess my fate temporarily, but I will not confess my fate forever. Sooner or later, I will let him and you pay the price!
h: Hehe, then I would like to see how capable you are.
Me: Don't you like him? Would you like him to be with other women? Do you want to marry him, if you help me
, don't continue, it becomes a bunch of garbled characters, and the other party sends a few'? 'After that, he did not continue to respond. It must be this time, someone interrupted my chat with this'h'.
My back felt cold and my brain started to hum. What did Su Xi do to me? Must I have a baby? !
Did I think I crossed, or did I forget the past, and what means can make me forget the past ten years.
For more than a month, I can see how good he is to me. It is not a pretense, but what is the reason for all this?
While I was trying to guess, the qq rang again. It was the message sent to me by the'h'.
h: You are finally online, haha, but you are afraid that you have forgotten me a long time ago.
Me: Who are you on earth? !
h: I am the person he cherishes most.
My eyes turned black, and there was an inexplicable soreness in my heart. I wanted to type for her, but I couldn't use my hands.
h: By the way, I think the proposal you mentioned last time is very good. But this will be a long plan. After all, I don't want you to stay by his side anymore.
I clicked the computer off and tucked it under the bed. It’s impossible to falsify chat records, but as long as I think that Su Xi was giving me a baby for another woman, I feel inexplicably uncomfortable, and my heart seems to be cut apart.
Why me, why must it be me? ! It was getting darker and darker in front of me, but it took a long time for me to lose consciousness.
It was midsummer now, and there was an empty and familiar playground in front of me. A girl with a ponytail was sitting in the shade of a tree crying, and two female classmates were comforting her beside her.
"Don't be uncomfortable, Lili, the history teacher, she likes you so much, she doesn't want to see you like this"
"Yeah, Lili, hurry up and cheer up. She values you so much. You shouldn't be so decadent."
Several people said, raising their eyes inadvertently when they saw a tall and handsome young man approaching them.
Several people looked at each other, and they all left wittily.
The teenager sat next to the girl and handed her a clean and tidy handkerchief, "Don't cry."
The girl was slightly stiff, and she did not look up, still crying.
The teenager tried to pull her arm, repeated several times, the girl finally got a little impatient, raised her head and scolded him, "Are you sick? Stay away from me!"
Her original bright eyes became red and swollen like two. Like a walnut, his fair face was a little red, and there were folds pressed by dark and light clothes.
She stared at him, just about to get up, but the young man quickly grabbed her arm with eyesight and hands, "I will take you to the funeral of the history teacher tomorrow and give her the last trip."
Seeing the girl surprised, he continued: "It's fine.
Did you listen to me?" The girl didn't move any more, and the boy suddenly approached her. She opened her eyes wide in fright. As soon as she was about to move, the boy's handkerchief fell on the corner of her eye, and his slender white hand was in front of her. Dangling, and occasionally touching her skin.
"Is there really no cure for cancer? Teacher Xu is so young, how could she get such a terrible disease, in just a week, I really hope that there will be someone who can cure her at that time"
she thought Teacher Xu began to cry again with the painful appearance during his lifetime.
The boy moved his hands for a while, looking down at her, his eyes flashing with a certain imperceptible firmness, "
Yes , the medical career develops rapidly, and there will definitely be people like that in the future." "What if not? "She blinked, with tears still hanging on her eyelashes.
"If not"
then I will be the person you expect.