"Mai Bachpan se pari lok me raha.Pari lok me akela mai hi bachha tha Shayad isiliye sab ke aankho ka tara tha.Dharti per bhi Maa,papa, Manav aur Mehar mere pariwar ban gaye . Sab kuch normal sa tha .Tab tak jab tak timnasa nhi aayi thi.Timnasa ki wajah se mujhe apna pariwar chorna pada kyunki wo jaan gayi thi mai dharti per hi rehta hu .Aur wo mere pariwar tak almost pahuch gayi thi.Issliye Rani pari ne nirnay liya ki mai apne pariwar se dur ho jau taki timnasa unhe nuksan na pahucha sake.Per ek pariwar ko na sahi ,mere dusre pariwar ko to usne khatam kar diya .Aur mai ,mai kuch bhi nahi kar saka"He said looking at the wall blankly .
Balveer-"Aisa nhi tha ki maine kosis nhi ki.Mujhse saas nhi li jaa rahi thi,mere pair kaap rahe the,mere aankho ke samne sab dhundla nazar aa rha tha ,phir bhi maine koshish ki, mai janta tha ki pari lok ko nhi bacha paaunga per pari lok ke har ek sadasya ,har ke chiz ko bachane ki koshish ki thi maine.Jab aankhe band hui na to man me ek sukun tha ki maine apne pariwar ko bacha liya per jab aankhe khuli to koi bhi nhi tha Anu.koi bhi nhi . Meri maa mujhe bhul gayi, Mera pariwar khatam ho gya ,Sab khatam ho gya sirf meri wajah se .Sirf meri..."
He cannot speak further as his throat chocked .
Ananya-"tum aisa kyu bol rahe ho Dabbu.It was not your fault.Infact tumne jo kiya wo koi aur nhi kar pata . You was not in your conscious to phir khud ko kyu..."
Dev(smiling sarcastically)-"Chize wo nhi hoti jo dikhti hai."
Ananya looked at him confused.
Dev-"Timnasa ne pari lok per aakram kiya aur mai usse har gaya .ye to sab ko pata hai per koi nhi janta ki har to pehle hi chuka tha.Uss waqt to mai keval lad raha tha"
Ananya-"Tum kya keh rahe ho mujhe samajh nhi aa raha"
He takes a deep breath to prepare himself to disclose that truth which he doesn't want to say it to himself .
Dev-"Uss akram se bhi pehle timnasa ne ek aur prahar kiya tha.Uss din Mujhe kuch bacho ke mushibat me hone ka aabhas hua aur mai uss jagah per pahucha jaha Timnasa pehle se hi mera intezar kar rahi thi.
Flashback start
"Aayo Balveer,tumhara hi intezar tha"said a old woman with a wicked smile.
Balveer-"kaun ho tum"
Timnasa -"tumhari veerta ki ek prasansak ,Timnasa,bhayrani Timnasa.
Balveer-"Oh!kaal lok ki bhayrani."
Timnasa-"Bilkul sahi."
Balveer-"prasansak ho to mere bare me janti to hogi hi.(looking at timnasa with attitude)"maut ko bulawa koi bewajah nhi deta"
Timnasa-"Bahut khub.jaisa suna tha waisa hi paya tumhare issi sahas ki to mai kayal hu.Itni kam umr aur itna sahas.Wakai Bahut veer ho tum Balveer.per sath me bahut masum bhi.Tabhi to jin shaktiyo ka prayog kar ke tum pure brahmand per aasani se raaj kar sakte the unn shaktiyo ka prayog tum un pariyo ki raksha karne me kar rahe ho.Apna paltu bna rakha hai pariyo ne tumhe.
Balveer looked at her with his expression of I am not interested type.
"Bahut bhole ho tum balveer Jo un pariyo per yakin kar rahe ho jo ..
(He stops at narrating as words refused to come out from his mouth .His breath are uneven,he holds Ananya's hand for the support while Ananya slightly sequezes his hand conveying him that she is with her.Taking deep breath he starts his narration.)
"Bahut bhole ho tum Balveer jo un pariyo ki raksha kar rahe ho jinhone tumhare mata pita ki hatya ki hai taki wo tumhe apna gulam bna sake.APNE MATA-PITA KE HATYARE KI RAKSHA KAR RAHE HO TUM.AUR HAR SAAL PARI LOK KE SATH VEER DIWAS KE ROOP ME UNKE MAUT KA JASAN MANATE HO."Said
Balveer-"Bhola to mai bahut hu.Per bewkuf nhi hu Timnasa jo tumhari bakwas per yakin kar lu
Timnasa-"Tumhe meri baat per yakin nhi to puchh lena apni maa Baal pari se ki tumhare mata pita kaun the aur kyu ab tak tumhe unke bare me nhi btaya gya"
Flashback end
Ananya looks at him with wide eyes not able to believe what he said.
Ananya-"This can't be possible.Mai uss waqt ke fairies ko to nhi janti per mai pari maa ko janti hu.Wo aisa nhi kar sakti.Timnasa was lying"
Dev-"ja ...janta hu..Mujhe...bhi yakin nhi hua...meri maa aisa nhi kar sakti...pariya aisa nhi kar sakti...per..Timnasa ek hi baat bar bar kehti rahi.Mai jaha jata tha timnasa ka sandesh mere pichhe hota hai.Subah saam ek hi baat.Mujhe sak nhi tha Anu.Mai sak karna nhi chahta tha.Mujhe yakin tha ki wo bakwaas hi kar rahi thi.Mai janta tha ki mujhe maa ne janam nhi diya per iska matlab ye to nhi ki wo....Maine issliye uss din na maa se kuch puchha nhi puchha .per bar bar ek hi baat sun sun kar mai....Veer diwas ke din bhi wahi sab.maine socha mai maa se ek baar puch lunga.Kuch aur nhi per apne mata-pita ke bare me to jaan hi sakta hu mai.
Flashback starts.
Balveer demanded from Baal pari who is busy in veer diwas prepration to talk in private.He went in Baal pari's palace and sit with her on her bed.
"Maa ,mujhe aapse kuch puchhna tha"said Balveer holding his mother's hand
Baal pari-"puchiye Balveer"
Baal veer-"Mai kaun hu maa?"
"ye kaisa sawal hai.Aap balveer hai humare bete ,balveer"said Baal pari placing her hand on his son's cheek with love.
"Wo to mai hu maa.per mai ye puch raha tha ki mai pari lok ka to nahi hu na to .Mai pari lok kaise aaya aur kyu ?said Balveer trying to explain himself.
"Achanak ye prashan kyu Balveer"said Rani pari entering .She comes here to call Balveer for Veer diwas as he is apple of her eyes.
"Bas yuhi Rani pari"said Balveer not knowing how to tell them about his encounter with Timnasa. "Rani pari mere mata-pita kaun the?.Aur unki mrityu kaise hui?
Baal pari and Rani pari looks at each other with shock at this question.
Baal pari-"Kya hum aapki maa nhi Balveer?kya humare pyar me kuch kami reh gayi?"
Balveer -"Nhi maa ,mere kehne ka matlab wo nhi tha.Aap ne to mujhe itna pyar diya hai ki mai bhul hi gaya tha ki aapne mujhe janam nhi diya"
Rani pari-"to phir aaise prashan ka kya arth hai"
He doesn't know how to explain them.He wants to know about his real parents that doesn't mean that he is rising question on his mother's love.He just want to know.
Balveer-"Maine aaj tak aapse koi sawal kiya hai Rani pari per...
"to aaj bhi mat kijiye"said Rani pari sternly ."Aapko hum per vishwas hai na Balveer?
He nodded without saying a word.Timnasa' s word is ringing in his ears.
Rani pari-"to phir hume vachan dijiye ki aaj ke baad aap kabhi bhi aisa prashn nhi puchhenge aur na hi kabhi bhi iss bare me janne ki koshish karenge"
Balveer looks at Rani pari with shock .He can't understand that why she can't give answers to his question?Why she is stopping him to find the truth by using his emotions? He looked at his mother to support him but she is silent and her silence tell him that she also agrees with Rani pari.Does he need to prove his love for his mother and his family?And the answer is yes.
"Thik hai .Agar aap dono yahi chahte hai to thik hai"He said wiping his tears disheartened."Mai ,Balveer ,ye vachan deta hu ki mai apne mata-pita ke baare me na kabhi pta karne ki koshish karunga aur na hi kabhi koi prashn puchunga"
Saying this he left from there without looking at them.
Flashback ends.
Dev-"Mai janta hu ki pariya kuch galat nhi kar sakti .to phir unhone kyu mujhe sach nhi btaya?Kyu mujhse aaisa vachan le liya ?Mera dil janta hai ki Rani pari,meri maa galat nhi ho sakti .per Agar timnasa ki baat sach nikali to....Mai kaise khud se nazre mila paaunga ye jaan kar ki.....
He said breathing heavily as couldn't speak further.He stands up due to the discomfort
Dev-"Aur ye agar ,ye agar ,iss agar ki wajah se mai abhi khud ka samne my kar paa raha hu.jo kehta hai ki mai unn logo per shak kar raha hu jinki god(lap) me khel kar bada hua.Mai apni maa per shak kar raha hu.Uss maa per jinki har ek baat mere liye patthar ki lakir hoti thi.Meri duniya sirf meri maa thi.Jab mai dharti per gaya tha na Anu to mujhse chala nhi jata tha,mere pair me chhale per jaate the,bhook bahut lagti thi,per khane ko kuch nhi milta tha.Per maine kuch nhi kaha kyuki maa ne kaha tha ki apni shakti ka prayog khud ke liye nhi karna . Mai apni maa per shak nhi karna chahta Anu.Mai maa per shak nhi karna chahta.
He sits down on the floor crying bitterly hunging his head down and repeating last line.She stands up and sit in front of him.She can't see him like this. She never see him broken like this .She cupped his face and made him to look at herself .
Ananya-"Tum apni maa per sak nhi kar rahe .tum bas apni maa ke bare me janna chahte ho.
She said while wiping his tears while her own tears is running down on her cheeks.
"Agar mai uss din nhi jata to mera pariwar bachh jata.Meri apni emotions ki wajah se maine apna pariwar kho diya.I hate myself.
"Don't you dare to hate my Dabbu ".She said in scolding manner."Tum bahut achhe bete ho. Agar humara humara koi beta hoga na Dabbu to I want him to be like you. You are the best son of the world . maa ,pari maa aur tumhari biological maa teeno ko tum per bahut garv hai."
"Meri Real maa ko bhi hoga"he asked like a child .
"Bilkul hai."she replied.
"Aur papa?he again asked her as if she is in personal touch with his parents.
"Ha bilkul hai.Wo dono tumhe dekh rahe honge and proudly keh rahe honge ki tum unke bete ho.They love you a lot."She replied wiping his tears .
Dev-"per mai to unka naam tak nhi janta."
She doesn't know what to say while he,like a child, is looking at her for answer .She embraced him in her arms while he too hug her tightly seeking solace for himself.He doesn't know how long he keeps crying hugging her with her.
Dev-"Vivan ke sath bhi yahi ho raha hai Anu.Timnasa phir se wahi kar rahi hai."
Ananya looked at him breaking the hug.
Ananya-"timnasa?"
Dev-"Ha"
He told her about his encounter with timnasa.
Dev-"Mai nhi chahta Anu ki Vivan bhi meri tarah ghut ghut ke jiye . KAAL SASTRA ka prahar se kahi jyada taqlif mujhe ye aadha sach de raha hai.
Ananya looked at him shocked hearing kaal shastra .
Dev-"Ab bhi Veer diwas ke din mai Veer lok nhi jaa pata aur na jaane kitne saalo tak mujhe sapne aate the jisme.."
He told her about his nightmare .
Ananya(wiping her tears)- Wo to aayenge hi na.Jab sara din timnasa ke bare me sochoge ,usse dekhoge to nightmare hi aayega na .kal se roj ek ghanta girls hostel ke pass ja kar khada ho jana . Khubsurat chehre ko dekhoge to sapne bhi khubsurat hi aayenge . waise tum boys hostel ke samne bhi khare ho sakte ho.As per your convenience.
She said with serious face such that he takes two minutes to process what she speak and finally he chuckled at her joke making her smile.
Dev-"Waise ab wo sapne nhi aate (looking at Ananya )-"Ek khubsurat chehra aankho ke samne har pal jo rehta hai.
They both looked at each other .
So how was the chapter?
'Kuch to hai Darmiyan season 1'me Balveer past ka part 1 hai .
To Ek baar wo bhi padh lena agar dil kare to
Chapter phir se lamba ho gya.😁😁.
Precap-"Nhi bataungi 😜😜.
Dil phir se apne real size ka ho gya.