Lucius came home not happy and he grabbed the book you were reading and threw it across the room
"Well, that's not very nice of you." You say and Lucius frowns
"So is flirting with James Potter." He says and you sigh
"How else was I supposed to get my information? I never took it too far just enough for him to spill." You say and Lucius wasn't happy still
"Why don't you go fuck him them," Lucius says and you roll your eyes
"Don't be so dramatic you asked me to get the information." You say and Lucius slaps you and you gasp as you grab your baby bump in pain
"Now what." He says and you glare at him
"You don't slap a pregnant woman." You say and he walks off as you get up and grab your book and go back to reading as tears well up in your eyes
You really hoped you could fake your child's death and give them up for adoption
They'll be safer and away from Lucius, you don't want your child growing up to be a death eater
Maybe you can give your child to James and he can raise them as long as they are away from Lucius
You look out the window and sigh
'Maybe one day I could poison Lucius in his sleep and kill him, and finally, then I'll be free from him and I'll be free to marry whoever I want, and I could finally marry for love or even marry James if he's not married by then, but I actually dream of the day I slip poison into Lucius's tea and watch him die, all the abuse he's given me would make me laugh at his death I hate him more then words can explain, I just can't wait for the day I'm finally free and away from this hell.'