Harsh air blew at their faces,ruining their hairs. Hongjoong raised hand in front of himself to protect his eyes. Four guys stood behind him with their backpacks in their hands
"We arrived"Seonghwa announced
Yunho glanced at Mingi and San who shortly nodded,making their way to the hotel where they'll be staying for some time
But they didn't know for how long...
Hongjoong greeted guy at the reception table, who took in their documents and checked identities. Guys looked around themselves,it was in fact their first time they actually had to go with Hongjoong
He would usually go by himself and return in two to three days later. Now,this had to do something with the what Boss's consigliere had told Seonghwa
"Okay,how do you want to share rooms?"Hongjoong took five keys in his hand
"I'll go with Mingi"Yunho said
Seonghwa nodded at him "Then I'll be with San"
San whipped his head back at him "Why do I need to share room with you?"he whined
"Yah,you share apartment with me. Stop complaining and let's go"
Hongjoong smiled behind them all and got in elevator. At the last second before door closed,he saw Sangyeon coming in
San unzipped his bag and took few of his shirts out,one hoodie,three jeans,one sweatpants and pajamas
"You packed yourself like we are here for a month"
Seonghwa joked and put his clothes in closet next to bathroom door. San scoffed,passing by him with his little black bag full of things that are necessary for bathroom
"I didn't have chance to ask you in car,but what's with you and Byeol?"
"Nothing"he replied and took off his shirt,laying down only in his jeans and undershirt
"You know you can't lie to me"he set his hands next to him on bed
"And you should mind your business"
"San,she had told me what happened. How could you do that?"
Finally he set down his phone harshly and sat up,facing him. Seonghwa tilted his head "What happened?"
"Nothing that you should know"
"Choi San"Seonghwa clenched his jaw "You won't talk to me like that. I'm older than you"
"That doesn't give you right to know everything that is happening in my life"
"Look,she seemed hurt. She told us you confessed to her and now..what's going on with you?"
But San continued to look at Seonghwa without saying anything. He chuckled, shaking his head and looking down
"I'm a mess Seonghwa. I'm complete mess for her. I don't know what to do"he cried in desperation
Seonghwa watched him circle the bed with finger and lean on the wall next to the balcony window
"I told her to forget about everything I've said and she said she's pulling away her words. Do you know how much that hurt to listen? I barely held myself from crying and you know I never cry. Especially not for girls"
"Then why did you say that?"
"I don't know"he yelled "I was a fool. I meant every word I had told her that night,I told her everything I've feared to say and now..I fucked up"
"You did,but you should apologize"
"For what?"his head turned to Seonghwa "Apologize for what?!"
Seonghwa rolled his eyes and crossed his legs on bed
"You told her to forget everything you've said,so now.."he waved with his hand "Make up for that what you said"
San stared at him "It's too late for that"
"It's not,it's never too late to apologize. Get her somewhere where you two are gonna be alone and tell her you didn't mean it"
"Yeah and she's gonna tell me oh yeah and I take back words,I actually still do like you"
"Why the fuck did you say that in the first place?!"he threw pillow at San "You idiot,you're truly an idiot"
"I am,stubborn idiot who's still in love with her"he threw himself on bed,head buried in sheets
"Yah,you're going to choke,get up"
San mumbled something Seonghwa couldn't understand
"Yah,get your ass up"he slapped his butt
San stared in front of himself with pout on his lips. When they return,he's going to talk to her,apologize and...
Yeah that all sounded and went well in his head, but in reality...
He frowned "I won't be able to do it"
Seonghwa scoffed "I thought you're tough guy. Seems like I had wrong image of you"
"I am strong guy"he looked at Seonghwa
"Really?"guy eyed him from his phone "Are you really? Can you win that girl back?"
"Of course I can. I'll show you and others"he pointed fingers at him "I'll be with her"
Seonghwa pursed his lips and nodded "I hope you will stick with your words. Don't fuck it up"
"When did I ever?"he mumbled and took off his undershirt on way to bathroom
His strong back muscles flexed with very move he did. Mind replaying the scenario that happened in the bed and his breath already hitched at the memory of her lips on his own,his lips on her neck,hands touching her body...
He was hypnotized by the memory that his hand slipped from the bathroom tile and he almost tripped and fell down in shower
He misses her so bad
The moment he sees her again,he's going to kiss her hard like it's his last kiss of his damned life
"San hurry up,we're having lunch in few minutes"
Seonghwa waited till San opened the door with only towel around his waist
"Why didn't you dress in bathroom?"
"Do I look like I bring clothes with me? I never dress in bathroom"
He groaned at every memory he had to mop the floor after San's wet steps
San winked at him and passed him by,leaving Seonghwa to scream in disgust
"Choi San!"
"What a hell are you wearing?"he deadpan looked at Mingi
Mingi grinned and turned around 180° to show off his outfit "Isn't it cute?"
Seonghwa stared,blue ripped jeans,black hoodie and light blue glasses set on top of his head and hair slicked up
Yunho wheezed at Seonghwa's reaction
"I look like boyfriend material. Byeol said it's called like that"
"Did you ask Yoonhee out?"San asked
Mingi gulped "Not yet, but I will"he nodded
"By the time you ask her out,she will already have a boyfriend"Hongjoong said when they got in elevator
Mingi widened his eyes,frown on his face
Yunho chuckled and pat his back "Buddy,if you don't do it now,you won't ever"
Seonghwa shook his head and turned his head to look at San who was was smiling at something from his phone
He was texting with someone, but that wasn't Byeol
Byeol doesn't have phone yet
They exited elevator and turned on right,through the hallway that led to the cantina. When doors were opened,they were met with huge place in front of them
So many tables..
"Holy cow"Mingi said,loud enough only for them 5 to hear
"C'mon, there must be our name somewhere"
Boss's name and name of his consiglieres were written as well,there at the front
They served themselves what was served on the big metal bowls in front. Many dressings as well,coming from salads to broccolis and anything else
San grabbed with ladle,lazily picking up
"San?"
He turned his head and furrowed his eyebrows at the smiling guy who was holding his plate of food
"Ahh sorry,rude of me. We met at the hangar,I'm Changmin,remember?"
He arched his eyebrow "I think I do"
"We are finally meeting again. How are you?"
They moved from crowd aside,Changmin patting San's shoulder comfortly
"I'm doing good,how about you?"
Changmin smiled "Also very good"
Someone whistled behind him and he pointed behind himself "That's my boss,I gotta go. Was nice seeing you though"
San scoffed,returning back to the table "Who was that?"
"Guy I apparently met at the hangar. Changmin"
"From The Boyz? I remember him. His friend and him said they never got drunk"Mingi looked their way
Cantina was slowly filled with so many gangs who were having intimidating faces on and most of them had some sort of scars on their faces
"What's the plan after lunch?"Seonghwa asked Hongjoong
He blew at his soup and twirled it around with spoon "Rest until 5pm. You're not allowed to leave your rooms until I get notification from consigliere"
"What did he tell you?"
Hongjoong sipped his soup carefully not to burn his tongue "We will have meeting later and then he will talk to each of us individually"
"Do you think he will ask you about Byeol?"
San raised his eyes up to look at Yunho and Hongjoong
"I don't know. I will tell you after it ends"
Mingi looked from Hongjoong to San "I hope he didn't. Wouldn't want something to happen to her"
Other groups around them had their chats but they didn't. Probably because they drove almost whole night to get here,changed drivers 3 times and filled gas two times.
"Wanna play cards tonight?"Mingi suggested
"Mingi please. We don't know what Boss is gonna tell us. We don't know what we are gonna do tonight. We might be going home already"Seonghwa said
He nodded and looked behind himself,some group with many members were talking among themselves
They all had suits on and earphone in their ears
"They look dangerous"he mumbled
Hongjoong looked up and scanned them all "And we don't?"Yunho rolled his eyes
Seonghwa smiled "We do,we just don't show it. You noticed each group has normal clothes now. We are on rest,so no one is carrying weapons"
"You think so?"Yunho asked
San and Mingi looked at him wide eyed who was sitting in the front of them. Mingi blinked twice "You brought it?"
"Hongjoong said to always be ready. With what are you going to fight if they attack? Door is 20 meters away and there is at least 10 clans here,including Boss's"
"If not a gun,then carry two knives with yourselves"
Hongjoong cut his meat on plate and took a bite,along with a salad he set himself on side.
San was first one to finish his meal "Sit here"Seonghwa instructed
"We aren't moving until everyone is finished. You can't go by yourself only. We came in a team,we are leaving as a team"
Mingi held his plate,looking around to see if others are doing the same. Yunho and Hongjoong still ate,Seonghwa crossed his hands and leaned elbows on,supporting his chin on it,San continued to look around and Mingi played with laces of his hoodie
"Stray Kids are here"
"I know"Hongjoong said not even raising his head "They're all here. It's their duty"
"Hotel is probably full by now"Yunho chuckled and clasped his hands clean,moving his plate forward
Seonghwa set his plate on top of his,Mingi's and San's and moved it aside.
"Did you call Sowon?"
Yunho shook his head "I will call her when we get back in rooms"
The moment they returned back,San threw himself on bed. Seonghwa chuckled at him "You're that tired?"
"How wouldn't I be?"he turned to set himself on back "I drove for how long,3 or 4 hours?"
Seonghwa sat on other side of bed and set his phone on charging,laying down
San typed on his phone and laughed "What's funny?"
"Nothing,just this one my friend,she said something"
She?
He noticed Seonghwa's disappointed gaze on him "Oh shut with that face,she's just a friend"
"Are you sure?"
"You're annoying me. Sleep already"
Seonghwa set himself on his right side and watched San as he continued to smile and laugh. San was very confusing to understand, said one and done second thing. Tended to disappoint too,he couldn't trust him,as long as he knows him
From the weak, insecure boy, San became strong,confident guy who plays around. Toys with girls,use them for a night,use his charm to get them and then just throws them away
"Aren't you tired?"Seonghwa asked
His questions made San slightly irritated and mad
He hummed and turned to Seonghwa "About what?"
"Playing around. Don't you get tired of it?"
He furrowed eyebrows "I don't understand. Tired of what?"
"You know what I'm talking about. You said you love Byeol,but how can she trust you?"
Onto that,San sat up "What the fuck do you want to say?!"
Seonghwa wasn't the one to be let provoked. He smiled "You said you love her,but how can she be sure you won't cheat on her when we will be in club?"
"Seonghwa, why is that your business?! Why do you care what I'm gonna do? If I will want to-"
"Fuck? Is that what you're trying to say? Because if so,you're really not a guy of a trust. Do you easily forget you like her or?"
"She's pregnant!"
"And that's an excuse to stop liking her and go back to the girls?"he was fighting with his eyes not to fall asleep
San stood up angrily "How dare you-"
"Tell you what you're afraid to think?"
He fumed,chest moving up and down fast "Just shut your mouth. Don't talk"
"Why are you avoiding it? You said earlier you felt like crying when she told you she's pulling away her words,so what happened now? It's been merely two hours since we came here and it's like your personality took a switch"
"I told you to shut up. I don't want to talk about her,especially not with you"
He sat back down and laid,turning his back on Seonghwa
"You're stupid"
"I heard that"
"Good,I'm letting you know"
But devil never sleeps
"Why do you want to talk about Byeol?"he sat up
Seonghwa turned around and sat facing San "Well mainly because earlier,you said you're gonna talk to her and-"
"No,that's what you said. I said I can't talk to her"
He chuckled "Yah,I told you you can do it"
"Look,it's the easiest thing to say you can do it"
"Want me to hold you candle and stand next to you then?"he asked with high pitch tone
San grimaced "What is wrong..you know what? I won't even ask"
Seonghwa threw himself in pit of laughter,making San to smack him with pillow
"Shut up already!"
"Why would I"he breathed hard "When we both know you are in love with her"he giggled
"Park Seonghwa!"he threw himself on Seonghwa
As for next two hours,boys were resting in their rooms. When it was about the time,both guys received message in their group chat to get ready for a meeting with Boss
Nicely,as dress code required,most of them had plain white shirts with suit jackets on and denim jeans
San and Hongjoong slicked their hair up,Seonghwa made little ponytail behind while strands of hair were let aside,Yunho normally set his hair and Mingi...well he had to set part of his hair aside and somehow set it that it looked presentable after almost getting electroshocked by hairdryer
"How the hell you haven't noticed wires were sticking out?"Yunho grumbled
"I didn't watch it"he hissed "I just wanted to dry my hair"
Seonghwa behind them let out exhausted sigh. San was on his phone and Hongjoong was walking in front of them all. Meeting was set to be in the conference hall, where they got their own table just like others as well
Upon arriving, Hongjoong nodded to the guy in front of the doors who led them to their table. There were round tables with dark blue tablecloths covered, napkins decorated in the shape of swans.
Walls were painted with cream color,portraits on every third wall in between huge windows,above the room were hanging three huge diamond decorated chandeliers and aside of the tables,on the walls right above the pictures were smaller light bulbs hanging on a smaller pole from the wall
Floor was paved with a huge ceramic plates,who were decorated with golden lines spread around nicely
Right at the front was a small podium with a stand where mic was set
Guys took a seat and waited for the meeting to start. They hadn't seen Boss,only saw his picture from the internet
Table next to them was still empty while the one on left wasn't. There were 5 guys just like them. Those groups that had over 10 members had a rule only 5 members attend and those were leader, underboss, captain and consigliere or two if there was
Seonghwa being only captain and consigliere, San,Yunho and Mingi were soldiers with Hongjoong being their leader and boss.
"How long do we wait?"Yunho whispered to Seonghwa
Seonghwa shrugged "When you see lights turning off,you'll know"
Not some answer,but thanks
Half an hour later,lights that Seonghwa said finally started to shut down and lights next to tables turned off,leaving dim light. Podium lighted up and all guys stood up to leave tribute to Boss
Two guys stood by the stairs next to the podium and eight of them on the podium,right where Boss is gonna be
Footsteps were heard and soon,elder man,dressed in clad brown suit,with a toothpick in his mouth walked out,smirking at everyone in the room
Everyone clapped at him and sat back down with a move of his hand
He set his hands on the edges of stand and lowered his head,eyeing all of them
"Hello"he said in deep voice "It's been a long time since I've been here"
He moved corner of his lips where toothpick was placed and exhaled through nose deeply
"Some of you had increased your members while some of you"he looked at the tables "Didn't. By the information I have gotten"
One of the guys brought up chair in the middle of podium and Boss thanked him,taking a mic from the stand and sat down
"I have invited all of you here to tell you the plan I had set for all of you. All of you are gonna be divided"
Hongjoong and guys looked at each other confused
"Not that what you mean,we thought on everything. Don't you worry,you'll stay in teams,but instead of that something
You'll start car racing. For money of course, you'll be betting with all racers around the world,going there and racing. Make me proud and don't die. Races are gonna be held in Japan,Thailand,Hong Kong, Germany,United Kingdom,America and South America. You'll be traveling how I tell you and where I tell you
My consiglieres are gonna inform you,each leader of each team here will get one. This isn't easy,as we all know,it's very risky job where you can die easily"
His voice was very deep and serious,showed deep intentions of his plans and every word of his had to be listened and understood.
"Judging by the selling in Korea,you're going pretty well. But never forget to be careful from police. You're trained to fight and kill. Kill with no hesitation, that's how it goes,right?"he started chuckling
"Now,my dears,your captains and soldiers may go and you'll stay here"
Hongjoong nodded to guys who bowed deeply and left,along with others as well.
All of the leaders were sat up by the table at front, bigger one that was left whole time.
Hongjoong recognized Chan and Sangyeon and nodded to them. Boss walked down to them and sat right across Hongjoong, making Hongjoong to rub his sweaty palms on his jeans to calm down
Glasses were brought in front of each of them and whiskey was poured in. Hongjoong's heart started to beat faster
Not alcohol, please
He's not good at taking alcohol well as he get tipsy easily and therefore he can't embarass himself in front of Boss who can ruin him with just a snap of his fingers
Boss obviously noticed Hongjoong's nervousness and the way he stared at glass wide eyed
"What is it boy?"he tilted his head
"Ah,n-nothing just.."he shook his hand
Why is it so hot in this room?
He was debating in his mind to take his jacket or not because he's gonna blow up if he doesn't
"I can see you're shaking. Are you scared of me?"he smiled
Hongjoong took deep breathe "N-No sir,I just can't drink alcohol. I don't take it well,so I don't drink. I'm deeply sorry"
Boss arched his eyebrow "Why are you apologizing for that? Why didn't you say earlier,you would be given something else"
Waiter took a cup away from him "What do you want to drink?"
"W-Water should be okay"he gulped
Other leaders watched him carefully and it made him incredibly nervous. As much as intimidating he was,he was really anxious introvert who just couldn't take events like these
Some would insult him,tell him how the hell is he leader anyway,he's not worthy to be the leader and he tried so hard to fight it,with his anxiety but sometimes he couldn't but to breakdown,all alone in his room where none of guys would find him all broken
He never allowed them to see him in a broken state,in tears,in fear. He promised to always show them his good side,show them he's their boss,their leader to who they can lean on and promise
"That's okay,look no need to be scared. Calm down,I don't bite"
He nodded,trying to calm his breathing and his hands from shaking. Why the hell was his body behaving like this,he hated it
"So,as I said earlier each of you is gonna be given one consigliere who's gonna send you schedules with races"
Meeting lasted about 15 minutes, Boss explaining them as leaders their job and everything else that they had to be informed about
Hongjoong returned later in his room and the moment he closed his door,he slid down and burst into tears. It wasn't embarrassment anymore,it were all those feelings he kept inside for some time,that anxiety only brought out
He took deep breathe and continued to cry,tears leaving salty feel at the corners of lips,irritating skin under his eyes and energy draining out of his body
I'll be okay,I'm going to be okay,I have to calm down
Knock on his door above him made him wipe his tears fast "J-Just a moment"
"Hongjoong?"
He washed his face as fast as he could,trying to mask his tears. Opening the door with shaky smile,Seonghwa walked in with worry on his face
"Hey what happened? Why did you cry?"
"I-I didn't cry don't worry"he chuckled,his lips trembling
"Yes you did,it's obvious. What happened?"
He looked up,trying not to cry again but tears fell again
"I embarrassed myself Seonghwa. I embarrassed myself and I just.."he fell back down on the floor,bringing knees up to his chest
"Hey..calm down"
Seonghwa sat down next to him and took his hand "You did great,don't worry"
"I didn't"he cried "I told him I don't drink alcohol and basically-"
"So what?"Seonghwa asked gently "So what if you don't? That's not end of the world. It's just you don't and you told him. Would that be better or if you drank it and got drunk?"
Hongjoong shrugged,sniffing "You don't have to worry about that. I'm sure you did great. So why are you crying?"
"It's too much Seonghwa,I feel so weak"
Seonghwa watched him with sad eyes, it wasn't first time he caught Hongjoong crying,he knew Hongjoong isn't socially active guy,he wasn't the one to go to those serious meetings, his anxiety would always rise up to the highest
"Do you want to take a break? You can-"
"No,I'll be fine"he took deep breathe
"Hongjoong, no you won't. This isn't first time,I think you should take a break. Stay home with Minhyun,I'll take a lead of team"
Hongjoong,already tired from all tears,laid his head on Seonghwa's shoulder and nodded "Alright"
"Okay? You should go home and we will return soon,when all of this ends"
"Okay,thank you"
He stood up and took off his jacket,throwing it on the table across the bed. Seonghwa kneeled next to where he laid
"Don't worry about anything,your health is important. It comes on first place before anything"
"Okay,now get out. I want to sleep"he sniffed
Seonghwa smiled and pet his hair "See you at home"
He returned back to the room where Yunho,Mingi and San played game they brought
"How did you bring Fifa here?"he sat on bed
"Secret"Yunho laughed, continuing to punch buttons on console
San started to curse at him, moving left and right to dodge Yunho's player's attacks
"How did meeting go?"Mingi asked
Seonghwa sighed and nodded "It went well. We will be given our own consigliere about the races and everything. Which also means we won't be here for a long time if races are gonna be held in another countries"
"That means then"Mingi looked away from TV "We won't be with Byeol a lot"
San glanced at Mingi for a second and shook his head
"Yeah,but we don't know anything yet"
His phone dinged "Tonight,11pm club. Seems like we're going to have fun"he smiled
"Not me,I'm taken now"Yunho smirked
"Doesn't mean you can't have fun"San laughed
"One is taken,another is scared,third one is confused and I'm free"Seonghwa sang happily
San scoffed "Who do you call confused?"
"You,you can't even express how you feel"
"Ya"he threw down controller "I know exactly how to express myself"
"Sure you do"
Mingi and Yunho wheezed at San who tried to defend himself in Seonghwa's teasing mocks
"What do you know, you've been single your whole life"
Seonghwa sat back to whack pillow at San
"I have better looks than you anyway"
Yunho and Mingi yelling in background trying to win and San and Seonghwa fighting over their looks was something that didn't usually happen but what Hongjoong got used to
Usually he was included in too...
10 minutes later,they were all set up in gym room,along with all other guys
"I don't think we have anywhere to work"San nudged to Seonghwa
"We do. Spread around and do whatever you'll do"
He walked away from them to the running machine while San went on weights,Yunho on boxing and Mingi on pulling rope for chest workout
Gym was filled with many guys they had seen from meeting,doing whatever they were doing to built up their bodies and upgrade their stamina
"Why didn't Hongjoong join us?"San asked as he joined Seonghwa on running
"He didn't feel well"Seonghwa panted
San nodded and looked behind him,taking a quick check of all guys that were there
Both of them kept running for half an hour before Seonghwa spoke up
"Tonight,we are going to a club. Don't forget"
"Yeah whatever"
Seonghwa huffed from running and soon turned off machine "Does it mean you'll go or?"
"If I said whatever,it means.."he grabbed towel from floor "It means I'll see. Doesn't mean yes or no"
Just behind them,two guys got into a conflict what turned out into yelling and fighting. San and Seonghwa watched a chaos happening before another two guys started to fight and another too and it all turned into a bloody fight.
All until someone barged in gym with gun and shot two bullets into the ceiling. Everyone got quiet when three of Boss's consiglieres stood there with guns next to each other
"Everyone get out and leave the gym instantly. Expect for those who fought"
"Ouch,they'll be kicked out"Seonghwa threw towel over his shoulder and got out with San following him right behind
"So"he started upon stepping in room "I was thinking if you would help me to make a gender-"
"No"
"I...I didn't even finished it"he turned around slowly to look at San,more like San's back
"You don't have to. Don't count on me"he took another fresh pair of clothes to leave for the shower
"San..why are you like this? We had talk about this"
He raised his head up to look at Seonghwa "Move"
"I won't until you tell me"
"I don't need to tell you how I feel"he tried to push Seonghwa aside
"San"he said sternly "I wouldn't recommend you to get in fight with me. Sit down,shower can wait"
"For what reason should I tell you? What do you expect me to say? That I'm going to be with her? What's the point if she's carrying Wooyoung's child?"
"Is that your excuse?"
San licked inside of his cheek and scoffed "I'll feel guilty"
"For what? What bad thing have you done?"
That was true,he didn't do anything wrong
"Wooyoung is gonna kill me if he finds out I'm with her"
"But Wooyoung isn't with her anymore"
"I know,but how would you feel if you love someone and someone else you trusted a lot ends up with them?"
Seonghwa kept his gaze locked on San "Why should that bother you,you like her"
"How can it not?!"he yelled "How can it not,when I'm feeling guilty! Every time I look at her,she reminds me she's carrying his child"
"Would it be easier for you if she carried yours?"
San's face dropped in shock "Have you gotten crazy or what!? You know I barely avoided Suhyun's pregnancy. I'm not ready for kids"
"So you wanna say you don't care for her child? Is that what you're trying to say?"
"That's not-"
"You just said it San. That's what just got out of your mouth"
"Seonghwa...I need time"
"I understand"he nodded "But you can't run away forever,you know? You need to sit down and solve everything that's going on in there"he knocked with his finger gently at his head
"For whatever you need time,if it includes her,you have to talk to her. Explain her everything, she deserves to know whether it's going to work between you two or not. Do you want it to work out or not?"
He shrugged "I'll...I'll talk to her. My emotions and feelings are all over the place"
"Alright. Do you want to stay in the room for tonight? I can be with you"he suggested
"No, c'mon we are going in that club. We deserve to have fun,don't we?"
"Yeah but look"Seonghwa tilted his head "If we would be going home tomorrow,who's going to drive? We will be hungover whole day"
"That's why Advil exists"San winked,finally leaving for the bathroom
Seonghwa chuckled at his reply "Hurry up,I need to take shower too"
7:28pm
They had another 2,5 hours to get ready and rest for upcoming fun night that was in front of them. Seonghwa wasn't the type to get drunk,maybe get bit tipsy as he could handle alcohol well,but he was worried for Mingi
Was smart idea to bring Mingi along? But he will feel bad if he doesn't. He deserves to have fun too
Mingi
You're not going to drink tonight
Wait what?
As I said,I know you're not easy drinker,therefore keep yourself away from the alcohol
What am I supposed to drink then?
Beer,that's enough for you
I'm grown man Seonghwa
Who can't handle alcohol. I'm not going to embarrass myself by carrying you outside while you throw up
I'll be fine
I warned you
"Your turn"San whistled and put wet towel on radiator next to Seonghwa's bed
"Prevent Mingi from getting drunk. I don't want him to embarrass our team"
"I thought Hongjoong is the one that does that"San laughed
"Hey"he glared at San "Just please do as I asked you. Keep alcohol from him"
Around 10:30,they were getting out to head to the club where apparently everyone would be
"How big does that club has to be to accept everyone who came here?"Yunho asked
"I'm not sure everyone will be allowed to come tho"
Seonghwa glanced at Mingi behind to see him sulking. He wasn't talking to Seonghwa ever since them two came to Yunho's and Mingi's room
"Are you mad at me for making rational decision?"
San looked at Mingi on his left "You're grown enough to understand"
"Exactly"he whined "I'm grown enough to drink"
"But not enough to think straight"
"Am I supposed to? Who even thinks straight when they're drunk?!"
"He has a point here"San poked his head at Seonghwa
Seonghwa glared at them both "Shut up,be careful with alcohol and don't do anything stupid"
"You tell us that,but Yunho is the one-"
"You keep my name out of your mouth please"Yunho rolled his eyes
"I won't, you're the one who talks shit every time you get drunk,so why not?"
Mingi proudly crossed hands across his chest
"I'm going to kick you out of car"
"Can you please just shut up? All I ask is to have fun,nothing more. Mingi don't get too drunk,San..you keep your hands to yourself and Yunho.."
Yunho looked at him "What me?"
"You have a girlfriend. You should know by now"
Outside the club,it was quiet. But inside of it was blaring loud music. Led lights were decorating each part of the club,there was smell of sweat and women's perfumes lingering around,their hands in the air as they swayed their bodies to guys they danced with and bartenders working hard to serve everyone
Club was divided on two floors. One for the regular customers and another one for VIP guests, that mostly meant to be served for bosses and other authorities
"Jack Daniel's please"San sat on the stool at the left end of the bar
On his right were sat other soldiers just like him with few of them who had girls next to
He twirled glass around in his hand,Seonghwa's words popping up,but mostly one of them
"Do you want it to work out or not?"
Does he? He loves her of course, at the end of the day he's going to admit it to himself, her face was driving him insane. Her pretty face that would look at him
Her disappointed face that looked at him when he told her to forget it...
His heart was felt like dropping and breaking at the same time when he kept repeating words in his head, his whole mind was a mess
He was a mess for her
Any other woman never ever made him feel like this,this pulling feel to unable to stay away from her
But she did,she had that aura that made him leave breathless
Every time he would be away,his heart would be screaming in need to go back to her,wherever she was
He realized the moment he really fell for her was when he saved her in that basement,all beaten up and bloodied
Out of the sea of his thoughts pulled him away hand on his shoulder. He looked on his left to see a girl smirking at him
"I saw you all alone here and thought to join you"
He checked her up and down. Her pastel purple dress with puffed sleeves on her shoulders revealed her collarbone,strong eyeliner,pretty pink lipstick and curled up hair followed by black heels
"So why don't you?"he suggested
She smiled and sat next to him "I'm Juyoon"
"San"they shook hands
This wasn't okay
Her gentle hand slipped well in his bigger one
"What are you drinking?"he sipped his drink
She leaned her chin on her fist and looked at front
"I'll take martini with bit of ice"
"Not bad choice"he smiled
As for now,he's going to forget Seonghwa's words and her
"What are you doing here?"he asked her
She looked around herself and shrugged "Came to have some fun. Heard bad boys are coming"
He bit his lip "So I'm the bad boy too?"
"Depends"she eyed him up "Are you?"
"Want me to show you?"
She bit her lip too and it made him squeeze his hold on his glass "Why not?"she looked at him
Fuck Seonghwa and his words
He cornered her in the nearest room they found,immediately wrapping one hand around her leg and attacking her neck
Her breathy moans and grip on his hair indicated she wanted more from him and he wanted the same
He picked her up and threw her on bed,smirking at her breathless form
"Are you sure you can take the bad boy?"he leaned down,wrapping one hand around her throat while other one traveled from her thigh to inside her dress
"Y-Yes I can"she grabbed him to kiss him,but he pulled away
"Here I make the rules princess. Not you"
She nodded and whimpered when he finally inserted two fingers inside her slowly,her head throwing back in ecstasy
"Take it off"he ordered
She raised her hips and arched her back to reveal pair of her lacy black bra and underwear
"Damn you're pretty"he licked all the way from her belly button till he returned his mouth on hers,kissing her with hunger
She raised her hips to rub it against his,but his hands once again stopped her "What did I say?"
"S-Sorry I just need you"
"Patience princess,patience"
He took off his shirt to show off his well built body. She widened her eyes slightly and dragged her fingers all over his body what made him shudder
"You like that?"
"Yeah"he moaned under his breathe and let himself down by her touch
What if it were Byeol who were touching you like this?
His eyes opened wide and she stopped "What's wrong?"
He looked down at her "Nothing"
Crashing his lips back down onto hers,he stumbled with his belt and her underwear to take it off. Taking one breast in his mouth,she was arching her back on him,his hand massaging other one
He rubbed himself on her,just increasing her moans and whispers of his name
What if it were Byeol under you?
"For fuck's sake"he rolled off her,sitting aside
"What's wrong? This is second time you stopped"she sat up
His bulge wasn't hard as he was,he was madly frustrated. Why couldn't he just fuck this girl?
"Take my mind away"he told her
She looked at him confused "What?"
He grabbed her for jaw "Take my mind away. Do you have anything to take me away?"
She looked at her purse "I do..can't you just-"
"No,obviously not. Give me"
Why did he need to be high to fuck her?
He groaned at the sudden feeling of white powder in his nose,he hadn't done it in a long time
"We don't have to if you don't want to"
"Princess"he arched eyebrow at her,his senses already shaking and tingling
"Shut your mouth"
Doesn't matter what others are gonna think,this night he's going to have fun with her and make him forget everything
She arched back and moaned loudly once he got inside her,slamming hard immediately. Her nails digging into his back and making him groan
Their lips were clash of teeth and tongue,spit was shared and drool was running down their mouths. His hands were gripping her hard that she was gonna have a bruises in the morning
"Say my name"he leaned his forehead on hers
"S-San,San!"
San
San
San...