Shayne Ackles...
Telling Jeremy to take control had felt more nerve-wracking than anything I have done in the longest time. It wasn't that I didn't trust him because I trusted the man with my life, no it was because I wasn't sure how he would react. I have always got off on a man taking control of me in the bedroom. The ability to put myself into the hands of my partner was single handedly my biggest turn-on. To give that power - the power to inflict pleasure at their pace, and the strength of the pleasure only intensified by their confidence - it was a head-rush unlike any other I have experienced.
Jonah tried to take that from me. Jonah had tried to twist my biggest turn on into something twisted and terrifying. As far as I am concerned, he had taken more than enough from me. I wouldn't allow him to take this from me too. I couldn't.
"Look at me, sweetheart!" Jeremy's voice pierced the tangent of thoughts running wild in my head. My eyes moved to him and the fire that looked back at me was enough to steal my breath, "that's better. You will keep your eyes on me!" He ordered and damn - my pussy clenched with a wave of unadulterated excitement, "do you understand?"
"I-I-,"
"Shay?"
"I understand," I moaned as his hands roamed over my thighs, leaving a line of heat in his path. I swallowed hard at the feel of his hot breath right at my opening.
"Good girl!" He growled then slowly his lips began at my mound and began to glide up over my stomach, his tongue lingering around my belly button before teasing over my ribs, his body slowly crawling up over mine, his tongue sliding through the valley between my breasts. Then as he reached my collarbone, he began to place open-mouthed kisses against my heated flesh.
"Remy-," I moaned out. The feel of his lips at that spot just under my ear seeped down into my very core.
"What is it sweetheart? Tell me what you need-," the soft growl had my hips jerk up against his pelvis and a low inaudible growl flew in my ears setting my heart to take off at an incredibly erratic pace, "tell me?" He ordered and God help me I felt the need inside me tighten towards desperation.
I am not going to lie - I had feared that I would never be able to feel this turned on again. I had been terrified that I would never be able to enjoy this level of dominance with someone again. I honestly don't think that I would be able to enjoy it with anyone other than this man though. In more ways than he knew, he saved me. He restored my faith in trust and the possibility of love again and that wasn't something that I could or would ever take for granted.
"Kiss me?" I asked and he slowly pulled back to look in my eyes. I'm not entirely sure what he was looking for but the heat in those beautifully blown out eyes had my pussy spasm with arousal, the evidence coating my thighs as he slowly lowered his body on top of my own, his elbows resting on either side of my head.
"Is this, ok?" For a moment, that dominant side disappeared as he became the ever concerned, ever respectful man that I have grown to not only just enjoy spending time with, but the man I have grown to love.
"Yes-," my arms slowly snaked around his neck. I am in love with this man. It should have shocked me but deep down I think I had always known that this was where we were headed, almost as if a part of me that was buried deep inside of me, recognised him as the man I would love at some point. I know how romanticised that sounded and I wasn't ever really one to believe in romance, at least not until Jeremy.
"You are so beautiful," he sighed almost as if in prayer, his fingers running over my head before he lowered his mouth to mine - a chaste brush of his lips against mine had me chasing him as he pulled back to look at me. Heat flushed up against my flesh as I stared into those bottomless beautiful eyes.
As if he was having some internal debate with himself, his gaze bounced from my eyes to my mouth and back again. An ache began to form at my core. God, I don't know if I have ever wanted anyone as much as I want him at this moment. The debate seemed to come to a conclusion, and he slanted his lips over mine, a soft pressure that felt just right, his tongue nudged at my lips, coaxing me to open up and let him in - the moment I adhered, he deepened the kiss and slid his tongue against my own. An involuntary moan rose from my chest, and he swallowed it down.
The length of his cock became nestled against the lips of my pussy, effectively coating his length in my secretion and the growl that vibrated from his chest was almost as if the restraints had snapped - reaching his hands behind his neck for my own hands, he brought them to the pillow above my head at the same moment his hips thrust - his cock rubbing against my clit in the most pleasurable manner. Our fingers laced together as he kissed me like a man who had been starved for months. It was at this moment that I realised he had been holding back with me until this point. I had thought that he could kiss before but sweet mother of Jesus - this was so much more than what we had shared before.
"You're so wet!" He groaned against my lips.
"It's all you -,"
"Sweetheart, are you really sure that you are ready for this?"
"Uhm-hello - does the fact that I am wetter than I have ever been not confirm that I am indeed ready for this?" I smiled softly. I knew that he was just looking out for me - I knew that he never wanted to push me too hard, and he never wanted me to do anything that I didn't want to. That was just Jeremy. It was just the man he was.
"Well, when you put it like that -," he chuckled softly, "ok, so now the question is -,"
"Yes?"
"Do you want me to feast on that sweet soaking pussy before I fuck you, or do you want to go straight to the main event?" Transferring both of my wrists into one of his hands above my head, his other hand slid down the side of my body, careful to not touch my neck and the fact that he remembered what I said about my throat made me want to weep because I had honestly never felt more cherished than I did in this moment.
"You dec-decide!" I stammered as his hand curled around my breast, his fingers tweaking the nipple until it pebbled, and I swear it could have cut glass given the chance.
"You really want me in control?"
"Yesssss!" I moaned as his mouth bent to my nipple and he grazed his tongue over the bud until I was seeing stars in my line of vision. My back arched, pushing my breast harder against his mouth, sinking his cock through my folds until the throb of his dick was stimulating my clit - I needed movement, I needed the friction that would take me sky high. My hips began to move against him - sliding up and down the length of cock but he simply pulled back, leaving me whimpering and trying to chase that hard length.
"No. Not yet, sweetheart-," he groaned against my nipple as his hand fell away from the swell of my breast and gently pinned my hip to the bed on one side, "I'm in control here, right?"
"Mm-hmmm-," I moaned, "but -,"
"But?"
"I want you so bad!" The desperation in my voice should have shamed me, but it didn't. I needed him to know how much I wanted him, how much I needed him. But more important than that, I needed him to know I was ok with him being in control, "don't you want me?"
No sooner had the words left my lips when he thrust his cock against my soaking slit, "does that feel like I don't want you?" He demanded and I could do nothing but gulp, "answer me, Shayne!"
"It-it-fee-feels-,"
"It feels what?"
"It feels like-you-wa-want-me!" I sighed as once again the friction began to drive me towards release but as if he could sense the impending explosion, he pulled back, "wh-why-are-you-,"
"Why am I what?" He asked, his eyes watching the way my chest heaved, the droplets of sweat peppered along my flesh and the seeking thrust of my hips.
"Tortur-torturing-me?"
"You want me in control, sweetheart!" He simply whispered before sliding those lips back down over my body, his hand that was holding my wrists slid away from them and travelled down over my frame, "remember you keep your eyes on me!" He ordered and I could do nothing but nod my head. "That's my girl!"
The heat of his mouth once again engulfed my pussy and he slipped his tongue against the crease, easing himself in shallowly to begin with, his tongue grazing against my engorged clit every few seconds. Watching him, he kept his eyes on mine - the heat and desire swirled with the blown-out pupils, and it was the sexiest thing I have ever seen. Pulling back from me, he kept his eyes on me as he eased my legs over his shoulders and then he settled into rock my world. Not even realising that he already had rocked my world in ways that I couldn't even begin to explain.
Jeremy Irvine...
The moment her nectar coated my tongue I was done for. I always enjoyed oral sex, receiving, and giving, but never in all my years of enjoying the act, I have never tasted anyone as sweet as this woman. A vibrant bouquet of sweetness exploded in my mouth as her moans fuelled me to slip through her slick molten folds. My tongue grazed her entrance and she arched automatically - basically obscuring my view of her eyes. Instantly I pulled out and watched her back thump back onto the bed.
"Wh-why-did-you-sto-stop?!" She accused, her eyes burning with need and disbelief that I could start and then stop so quickly.
"I told you to keep your eyes on me!" I growled, my fingers lightly tracing against her pussy; feeling the instant way that she clenched at the commanding tone in my voice.
"I-I-could-couldn't he-help-it-,"
"Put my pillows on top of yours -," I ordered her firmly. I watched as she adhered to my order and dropped her head down onto the softness, "don't look away!"
"I-won't!" She promised.
Dropping my mouth to her entrance once again, my eyes remained trained on her. Usually, I like to do a 69 but tonight was all about Shayne and giving her pleasure, it was important to try and replace those violent memories with ones where she felt loved and cherished, and that her pleasure was the most important thing to me.
The satin smoothness of her pussy felt amazing clamping around my tongue. Damn she was tight, I can't wait to sink my cock inside this soft chamber, to feel the heat of her gripping my cock - fuck just the thought of it was making my cock throb in desperation. Pushing my need for pleasure aside - tonight was about Shay and I wouldn't be deterred from that. Sliding my tongue up to her swollen clit - licking around the edges had a moan bounce around the room, her eyes never once straying from mine as I slipped a finger into her tightness. "Jesus-," she muttered, her breath coming faster and much more shallowly than before.
"Do something for me?" I requested as I pulled my mouth back from her pussy, my fingers however, continued to thrust in and out - her secretion flowed like a Goddamn waterfall, and it was distracting to say the least.
"Any-anything!" She panted, still staring right into my eyes.
"Touch those fucking gorgeous tits!" I ordered.
The smile stretched those Heavenly lips, and I couldn't help but wonder what they would feel like wrapped around my cock. Jesus, why the fuck did I have to go there?! Images of her head bobbing up and down over my hard dick, the wonder if she would deep-throat me flashed through my mind's eye. Shaking my head from the images flashing through my head, I focused in on the way her hands cupped those full round tits, in her hands, her thumbs grazed against the pebbled red nipples.
And those tits were, above all else, a work of fucking art. All natural, they were the perfect size for a handful that overflowed slightly in her tiny hands, round, mauve-coloured nipples sat perfectly on the centre of them - begging to be licked and sucked. Fuck there is so much that I want to do to this woman, and it feels like we won't have enough time because my desperation was growing by the second. "That's perfect, beautiful, keep going!" I ordered her and dipped my mouth back to her pussy.
Wrapping my lips around her engorged clit, drawing it deeper into my mouth, and I could actually feel the little nub throbbing against my tongue. Lavishing the spot that would have her come undone - her back arched and she moaned once again. The sounds bounced around the room as I inserted another finger into her tight, slick pussy. It was time to get her to come undone - sucking on the swelling bundle of nerves in my mouth, my tongue stroked, circled, and nuzzled against the nerves until she was gasping, my name falling from those beautiful lips, her hands gripping her breasts harder as her hips thrust against my face - watching her become lost in the pleasure - she was a fucking Goddess. She was always beautiful, but this transcended beauty, she looked almost celestial. Stroking my tongue against her, coaxing every last spasm from her pussy until she thumped onto the bed breathless and her eyes hooded, still she kept eye-contact.
Keeping my finger buried inside of her, I began grazing my lips up over her body, my fingers pumping in and out of her burning furnace, ravaging her nipples, she sighed contently, a small moan permeated the air as I finally came to rest, nestled between her Heavenly thighs.
"Do you have a condom -?" She panted, her hands cupping my face as she stared at me intently.
Fuck! Shit! Bastard! Honestly, I hadn't been expecting this to happen anytime soon, so getting condoms hadn't even crossed my mind. Now here we were, ready to take that step and we were literally fucked before we even started. "I'm guessing by that look on your face that is a, no?" She asked.
"I'm sorry sweetheart, it just didn't cross my mind that you'd be ready for -," my forehead came to rest on hers, our eyes locked together as she smiled softly, "what is it?"
"Well, after the attack, you know I am clean -," she explained, it was true, they had performed all sorts of tests to ensure that she was disease free after what Jonah had done, "are you clean?"
"Actually, I am! I always get checked after any relationship ends, just to be sure but sweetheart, I have never gone bare -,"
"Me neither, handsome but I am on the pill, and we are both clean, and I want you so bad that I - if you don't want to then we don't -," she stumbled and I slammed my lips against hers, hunger taking over.
It was true that I have never gone bare, with anyone, there simply just hasn't ever been someone that I trusted enough to do said act, but I knew that I could trust Shayne, I had been at her side when she got the results of the tests, I had seen her taking her contraceptive pill, something that she was rigorous about. My own testing had come back clear after Jessica, and I haven't been with anyone since then. "Is that a, yes?"
"Yes!" I knew that we were both too far gone to stop now, and I couldn't help but feel excited to feel those tight walls clamping around my shaft. So much so, that my tip slipped shallowly into her, and she moaned out.
Dropping my weight down onto my elbows, I sought her hands and laced our fingers together as I thrust into her slowly, the naked feel those satin smooth walls opening to me and then gripping tight to me, "Jesus, you're so fucking tight, baby!" I growled, my head still resting against her, our eyes remained locked on each other.
Not going to lie it was a snug fit, the feel of her all around me - it was like coming home. Like I was made to fit inside her. Like we were made for each other. Fuck, I am a goner. Completely lost in her. Completely devoted to her and only her. Not that I wasn't before but this only solidified what I had already been feeling. Once I was fully seated inside of her, we both held perfectly still, or at least we tried - my cock wouldn't stop throbbing and her walls were clenching around me. "You feel so good, Remy!" Her voice was barely audible, but I caught it, and it was as if that were the starting pistol; I drew backwards until only my tip was encased inside her warmth, then I thrust forward hard, "oh God, yes!" She cried out.
We fell into a hard pace, our hips slamming together, our breaths raced away as she drew her legs up my sides until her knees were level with my shoulders - effectively giving me an even deeper thrust and fuck me, it felt amazing. "Fuuuuuuuuck right there, baby!" She cried out as I ground deeper, hitting that pleasure-spot that usually felt impossible to find but with her, it all felt so easy.
"I don't know if I am gonna last beautiful - you're so perfectly tight -,"
"Harder Remy?" She pleaded with me. Her eyes hooded with desire and pleasure.
"You're sure?"
"Yesssss!" She hissed and I followed her lead, letting myself off from the leash - I slammed against her and she moaned out in pleasure. "Fuck yesssss!"
"Shayne!" I roared as I felt my release rushing up to the surface. Sliding my hand from hers, I grazed down her body until I was reached between our rutting bodies and finding her clit engorged all over again, rubbing the bundle of nerves furiously as my release began to close in on me.
My thrusts became erratic and just as I began to cum, her body tensed and she was pulsing all around me, her body trembling with wave after wave of pure ecstasy. I knew it because my own release felt biblical in its ferocity. We rocked against one another desperately, my eyes may have rolled back in my head because honestly, it felt more intense than anything that I have ever experienced before.
Collapsing down on the bed next to her, she let out a content little sigh before turning to face me, "thank you!"
"What are you thanking me for, baby?"
"For being you handsome!" She smiled, her arm resting across my panting stomach, "for giving me exactly what I asked for, for making it easy to trust you and for always making me feel safe!"
"You will always be safe with me baby, always!"
Neither of us aware that come morning the events would be set in motion for Shayne's final showdown with her ex. Right now, all that mattered was that she had trusted me enough to let me make love to her. That she trusted me enough to try and replace some of those horrific memories with ones that were full of love and mutual respect for one another. That was a huge step for her and one that I had honestly feared would have taken longer to reach.
This was the woman I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I knew that much more than I had earlier in the evening. I would do anything to keep her safe and out of harm's reach.
God have mercy on anyone who tried to hurt her from here on out.