Flashback
Baby it’s raining outside, where are you going?”
She shouted from the back as Taehyung was literally walking outside in the midnight when it was raining rapidly.
“Baby your wounds are healing, your bandaged wounds would get affected and it might get you infection.”
She said in worry as nobody was on the road, only he and overthinking Angel was running behind him. Thick rain drops were falling from the sky as if it also wanted these two souls to bath and it would shower. As if god was showering with his all blessings and love. He smiled so beautifully in his boxy way that her heart felt lots of layers has been removed. The layers of insecurities, the layers of him finding his happiness elsewhere. The layers of him falling for someone else. The layers of not making herself worthy of him instead he was happy with her. She made her happy. She made herself deserving for him. She smiled genuinely and in tears seeing him healing and finally walking on his feet properly who couldn’t even move slightly. Her heart still shivers remembering his accidental state. Blood was flowing from his head, arms, everywhere. The fear of losing him still creeps her inside and outside. His painful whimpers that one week still haunts her.
She ran to him and embraced him while tears were on her eyes. he giggled making her feel fluttered yet again. He hugged her back wrapping his arms around her waist which were not moving slightly to hold her. Those arms secured her yet again. He buried his face on the crook of his neck and breathed heavily to feel her after so long. He sniffed as his fingers clutched against her waist like a little baby not wanting her to run away from him. he left soft yet very much needed pecks all over her neck as she whispered
“I missed you. I ha…Had got scared”
“I know, I know look I am here with you now…you are in my arms.”
He said as she bursted into crying hard.
“I ..i thought I lost you…”
Her all the emotions, flashbacks of the brutal accident, his painful state and his miserable groans were coming back to her in her mind to freak her out. He tried to come down her by swaying their bodies while humming one of his songs and leaving butterfly kisses all over her forehead. She closed her eyes and felt his affection. He intertwined his fingers with hers as he swirled her around and she chuckled softly. He admired her and at the same time desired to feel her like never before. He needed her very much. He started tracing her jaw with his lips as she grasp to feel his touch after so long. She captured his neck from around and pulled him more closely. His lips were trailing next to her neck as she pulled out and pushed him slightly. Rain was falling over them and helping them to create the most beautiful memories of their lives. She placed her lips onto his wet ones as he grabbed her waist more tightly to feel her inner soul. he kissed her back with so much desire that never ignited into him. He was so desperately in need of her. she pulled out as she kept staring at him. Staring at him maybe is the most favorite activity of her. Addictive, his stares were addictive towards her. She smiled so adorably that he couldn’t help but giggle and embraced her so affectionately. He matched his forehead with hers and they kept swaying their bodies in the rain.
Dancing in the rain with her was one of the wish he wanted to fulfill. He really wanted to cherish her wet yet delicate self in front of him smiling. He was longing to do all of that to make her feel special.
Rains always symbolizes the tenders each other’s bond. They were yet an example of imperfection but so perfectly melted in each other seeing which the clouds also felt shy. Their eyes searching for completeness and warmth in each other’s. So pure it was that it should be written in history books as the purest love story with lot of imperfections in it. Still it was perfect for them.
They went inside after the rain ended
Flashback ended
He was sitting on the dorm couch as he remembered their rain memories. It was so beautiful as if fantasy artists painted their intertwined souls with rain drops. Why it had to break like pearls from a pearl chain. Few tears left his eyes as he kept scrolling through his gallery. She was smiling gracefully in every picture, in some pictures pouting, in some pictures sulking her face seeing him as well as making weird faces. He giggled to himself as more tears fell. She was his first love after all. He got up wiping his tears as more tears fell. Jimin and Jungkook noticed as their eyes also filled with tears seeing Taehyung like that. Angel completely broke him brutally from inside and outside. His internal wounds were hurting him very much. He was feeling miserable from inside and unconditionally in pain he was.
He walked outside the dorm and told his driver to take him to that beach hoping to see her. The beach where he had once seen her but didn’t meet her because he saw her crying sitting alone. Why she cried? Who made her cry and why was her tears making him feel unbelievable pain? She was his only source of his comfort and peace. An ultimate guide of warmth and affection. He came everyday just to see her one glimpse which could make him feel better from inside. But in this whole week she was nowhere to be seen. She just disappeared from his surroundings.
He came today as well. It was getting late night as cold breeze was blowing against his skin making his whole self tremble. His palms were getting frozen as his eye patels and lips were drying out. He sat on the cold ground and grasped feeling coolness of the sandy ground. His hairs were roughly flying in the air making his hairs messy. His bare face had started revealing goosebumps in coldness. His feet curled up a little to find warmth. His impatient eyes wandering around to search her existence. His eyes became desperate to see her, at least one glance of hers. He remembered her one specific memory
“you know when we swim in rains, it feels so good.”
He smiled to himself as he started going forward to the sea. He dived in the shivering cold water contained deep-sea. His skin grasped when such cold water brushed against as he kept swimming to the middle of the sea. He remembered how her fingers touched his as his heart felt so satisfied feeling her. His skin was shivering and realising goosebumps in coldness. But suddenly a slight soft touch was felt against his fingers as his impatient eyes found hers smiling gracefully in confusion.
"You here"
He saw her diving upwards towards him
He smiled back so mesmerizingly as their eyes locked again each other’s eyes. So much warmth was spreading against the whole environment. His fingers and gut feeling found strength out of nowhere and intertwined with her fingers as she smiled shyly feeling his touch and shook her head in disbelief. He noticed she isn't uncomfortable to his touches. He hugged her all of a sudden taking her off guard and Astonished. His fingers which were intertwined with hers slowly made their way to her waist and clutched against her waist to secure her tightly. He buried his face on her wet neck as he sniffed her fragrance. Lavender it was spreading as his scent was mixing with hers so delicately. She embraced her back slowly as he whined like a kid to embrace him more closely. She pressed her body against his as he pulled her wet self close to him. He felt so much safe and protected on her embrace. He never felt this much pleased. A grasp left his mouth when she buried her wet face against his neck. He never felt this much nervous. It felt an electric wire which was attached inside his body suddenly got current. He brushed his cheeks against hers as more shockingly grasp left his mouth. He was feeling so different as if he was already in another world with her. He eventually closed his eyes. A world of nothingness and millions of happiness and joy. His fingers travelled to her hairs and messed them up like his as his head brushed against her hairs and a soft whimper left his mouth to feel her so close. This closeness was so different. It was full of comfort and want. Not a single thought was about desiring her. He doesn't want to desire her but just adore her because she was so delicate and he liked that way. He smiled against her cheek as his lips slightly kissed her cheek. She slowly pushed him as he also realised what he was doing and pulled out.
" let's swim" He said looking somewhere else
She nodded smiling which was hypnotising his whole self. They swam till the morning started arriving without caring about time. Under water swimming for a while as their souls brushed against each a lot of times, bodies pressed a lot of times as their eyes met and their lips smiled forgetting the whole wrong around them and freezing their surroundings. They just swam their hearts content.
" Taehyung sunrise "
Taehyung heard that specific name from her mouth for the first time and it felt so correct from her mouth. It made his heart skip millions of beat at the same time. He looked at the sky where the sun was rising with orange tint spreading across the sky as light purple shade was making their way towards the sky. Such amazing colours were playing amidst the sky. He was seeing this marvelous scene with her. He stared at her whose eyes reflected those shades so perfectly as his heart was melting. He spent the night with her unknowingly and it was the most beautiful night of his entire life. They didn’t do anything other than cuddling. But it felt so right to Taehyung. Such delicate and soft that he would never forget in his life. He back hugged her slowly as she smiled in response whilst a tint of blush was spread against her cheeks. She embraced him turning back as they inhaled each other’s breath and exhaled to help each other breath. His face was brushing against her cheeks as their breaths intertwined in between. His eyes were staring at the sun which was rising. Taehyung felt a new Ray of happiness and joy entered in his life by tarnished the darkness of the night. He whispered near her ears to make her know that she made a crack in his hidden walls where inside his pains are buried.
" Thank you "
To be continued