Bella P.O.V.
I finally went into my little space I can't believe it, it all felt so ethereal. When I slipped for the first time yesterday I quickly realize I love being a little. It made me feel so relaxed and happy that I didn't care about anything else in the world.
I guess Stella is right I did need this, just how am I supposed to explain this to the others "Bella can I talk to you for a second" Stella comes walking in my room "yea what do you need to talk about" I scoot over to make room on my bed for her.
She made her way over and sat down on the opposite side "it's about little space, I need to tell you a few more things" I nod and gave her my full attention.
"Since you finally slipped for the first time yesterday I want to tell you more about little space.... Littles usually has caregivers and these caregivers are people that you love and trust and who you allow to take care of you when your in little space, typically your caregiver is someone you romantically love but it's not always like that half the time" she pauses letting me take in the new information.
So is Stella my caregiver since she takes care of me "so are you my caregiver" I question "No but I can be your temporary caregiver since I don't have enough time to take care of you full time until you find your caregiver because they have to devote there time and love to take care of there littles" she explains.
So will I never have one, I got a little teary "s-so I have no one to take care of me" I look to her, I could see she panics searching for an answer "of course not I can look after you until you find one, there's nothing bad about not having one" she pulls me into a hug.
"B-but what if I can't find one will I be alone forever" "don't think like that you will have someone who will love you with all there heart and spoil you" she boops my nose "really" my eyes widen "yes"she smiles.
"Now sit back and let me finish telling you more so little have these list of rules they need to follow and if they break one of the rules it will lead them to get a punishment, when you have a caregiver they make the list of rules, punishments and rewards for the littles, so for us we'll do a little bit" I nod and listen.
"So what will happen if I find my caregiver" "then you have someone who loves you and takes care of you, once you find them you get to call them mommy/ daddy or whatever you prefer or what they prefer, but remember you don't have to call them anything if you don't feel comfortable with it. If someone forces you to call them that then they are not your caregiver, you get to decide when to call them that" she gives me the look.
"Yes" I nod "good that should be all for now, are you hungry" my stomach is a little hungry, I look down and pat it "do you want to order take out or make it here" she asks scrolling through her phone "OOOO can we get chicken strips please" I jump on the bed "sure let me order it" she says still scrolling through the phone.
I jumped off and went to the living room wanting to watch TV, I sat down and got comfy turning on the TV which was currently playing Bubble Guppies right now. I felt myself slip so I just let it happened.
*30 minutes later*
"BELLA THE CHICKEN STRIPS ARE HERE" Stella yells closing the door "CHWICKEN STWIPS" I jump in my seat excitedly. She puts my plate down in front of me with cut up chicken on it and fries "I guess someone is feeling little today" she pats my head "how old are you" she asks me.
'How old am I' I wonder, I hold up my fingees and start to count but I didn't know, I frown "I don' know" "it's okay I'll figure it out.... Here you go peanut" she smiles and hands me my sippy cup. My frown was thrown away and was replaced with a smile.
After a couple minutes I finished my food and pushed my plate running to play with some toys but Stella held me back "nu uh uh your taking a bath first" "bu I no wan no bwath" I whine "the faster you take a bath the faster you can come out and play" I'm not going she will have to pick me up too take me if she has to.
"I got some bath toys do you want to play with them" I peek my eyes up and listen carefully "wha kwind of toys" I'm breaking a little this is not good "you just have to find out and see" she smirks, I groan I give up I really want to know what toys they are.
"Fine" I walk to the bathroom, she got in there and goes through the cabinet under the sink and pulls out some stuff "do you want some bubbles" she asks me 'OOOO SHE HAS BUBBLES' "yes pwease" I nod frantically.
She gets the bubbles and pours them in the bath while its filling up making it all bubbly, it looks like a bubble mountain "here you go pick out whatever you want" she puts down a bucket of toys in front of me.
I awe 'that's a lot of toys' I smile, I search through the box eagerly and pick out 3 dollies, a elephant and a ducky "done" I stand up with the toys in hand "okay you can put them in the bath.... Do you want me to undress you or can you do it" she asks me warily.
"I can do it" I tell her "I'll just leave you be then I'll tell you when it's time to get out" she says and leaves me in here. I get undressed and hopped in the bath 'mmm it's so warm' i let my body sink for a bit before I quickly regather my energy and play with my toys.
Stella made me play for only 20 minutes before I had to get out "bu' Stwella I wan' to pway mowe" I whine "no it's time to get out or you won't have enough time to watch TV" "pwease just a liwwle mowe" "come on Bella or you won't be able to watch TV"
I pout I push toys away and let her wash me "we got to talk about the rules soon" she says, I didn't say anything and stood quiet letting her to continue to wash me.
After she was done I got up and she wrapped me in a blanket leading me to her room "I got you a couple pjs, it's up to you which one you want to wear" we walked into the room.
They were all laid over her bed some were onesies the others were two pieces, I picked one of the onesies and put it on but soon frowned once I seen on how big it was on me. My feet didn't even touch the bottom *CLICK* 'huh' I look up to see Stella taking pictures.
"You look so cute" she squeals "it's too big" I pout "it's okay why don't you pick one of the two piece sets this time and I'll find some that's smaller for you later" I nod and took this off and picked one of the frozen set and put it on.
"You have 15 minutes left for the TV than after you need to go to bed" she tells me "ok" I tell her and run to the living room not trying to waste anytime.
I watched Paw Patrol until my time was up, I made my way to my room and Stella tucked me into bed and handed me my stuffie along with my paci and left the room not forgetting to turn on my night light.
'I'm not sleepy' I thought, why do I even need to have a bed time. I'm not even going to school right now. I sit up and looked around the dimly lit room 'TOYS' I spot a pile on the floor in the corner.
I threw my blanket off and ran over there 'she won't know' I thought and to play with them silently 'ooo I should have a tea party' i smiled, I grabbed all my stuffies and set them around me in a circle setting cups in front of them.
🛑sexual noises🛑 I don't know how to write the warnings so please just role with it lol and plus it's a very sucky scene so please bare with me I never wrote one before.
"Thwank you all coming to my pawty i-" an abrupt sound of laughter interrupts me, i stood quiet then it happens again but this time it's giggles and seems like it's getting closer "where is she" an unknown man said "she's sleeping it's ok she won't hear us" I hear Stella say.
I hear foot steps shuffling and a bunch of smacking noises "mmm yess" 'w-whats that' I start to get worried, I get up slowly walking to the door. I stop and wait for a few seconds before the noises got even louder 'I-is Stella okay is that bad man trying to hurt her' I thought scared for her now.
I open the door slowly and peak through the door to have a perfect view of the living room, i look around and freeze with my eyes widen. On the couch i see Stella naked on top of a also naked man bouncing up and down "AHH YESS RIGHT THERE" she screams 'w-what is she doing' I watch in horror.
I somehow slip out of little space 'a-are they having s-sex' I start to freak out, I was about to shut the door before I caught sight of the mans face and recognize it wasn't even Lucas it was someones else. I slam the door making sure she doesn't hear me and ran to my bed.
'T-that wasn't Lucas, d-does he know whats going on?' I mean there not even together so it doesn't matter but still there talking and she knows he has feelings for her. That's so wrong. "UGH YES HARDER" I slap my hands over my ears, 'please let me sleep tonight' I silently hope.
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