Are you kidding me ? ...
I couldn't bare it.
I couldn't accept it.
I couldn't believe it.
I didn't want to believe it.
I was gonna yell but, why waste my voice?
I threw my hands up.
How ?
"How?" I asked him.. That was the only thing I could get out.
"I guess she took a DNA Test and it's mine.. I don't know how to be honest. I have no clue how either. She's probably lying Bee... Please trust me on this." He said pleading..
Really?
He wants me to trust him..
Hell No!
I'm Done.
I walked towards the closet and open it up. Swiping through clothes and putting them on the bed.
"Bethany" he called me but, I just ignored him.
"Bethany stop." I still ignored him.
"Bethany got damnit STOP!!" He yelled and grabbed my arm. "NO YOU STOP!!" I yelled back. I'm done. "Marshawn I'm done.. Me and MJ are staying at Jessica's .." I said still searching through stuff..
"Your leaving me? No... I forbid this.. Your overreacting for no reason." He said touching my shoulder.
"Don't touch me... Let me know when your done with Mya and I will come back but, for now you need some time to yourself. I told you from the fucking beginning. I don't want to be apart of something that's not real and clearly you don't uderstand that." I said brushing my hair back.
I turned to look at him. His eyes locked with mine.
That sensation he gives me.
"Stop looking at me like that." I said turning away.
"Like what ?" He said walking closer to me.
He had his shirt off..
His shirt was always off.
We were face to face.
"Marshawn move." I tried to say in a monotone . But, to be honest I didn't want him to move.
"No." He said back and got closer to me.
I stared at his lips.
Why am I staring at his lips when I'm supposed to be mad as fuck at him?
He stared at me..
Grabbed my cheek with one hand.
Pulled my face closer.
As he kissed my lips.
I pushed him off. "No.. Your not about to drag me into your sensations. I'm mad as fuck at you. So for the last time Move.. Marshawn." He finally moved out of the way and I sat on the bed. And got on my phone to text Jessica to take MJ for a walk..
I sent the message and heard her from the other room yell. "Okay, I'll take my nephew." I chuckled and stood up. I started walking and Marshawn came out of no where.
He picked me up.
"Marshawn put me down!!" I yelled. Instead of him putting me down. He pinned me up against the wall. My back hit the wall with a loud thud but, it some how felt good.
He stared into my eyes.
"Bethany I love you and I don't care what that damn DNA Test say. You and MJ are my family. If you don't see it than Imma have to prove it to you." He said with lost eyes.
I just looked down. "Put me down." I whispered. "No" he said back.
"Now Imma prove it." He licked his lips and placed them on my neck. Kissing it softly.
God it felt good.
The soft kisses turned into licks with his tongue.
Don't Moan Bethany..
It's hard not to.
Don't give in
I do need this.
Bethany you stronger than that.
My conscious is telling me one thing but, my body was terribly saying another.
Marshawn was kissing on both sides of my neck and I was just trying to resist it.
It's hard.
"Marshawn stop." Damnit I said that with a moan.
He knew I couldn't resist his touches and his sexual ways.
He stared at me.
Still holding me.
I felt his eyes on my lips. I felt his love by looking into his eyes. My Marshawn. I was getting ready to leave him. He crashed his lips onto mine. His love . Was right there. Finally lifting me off the wall he placed me on the bed. Letting my lips go. He kissed down my neck to my cleveage. He lifted my tank top off my body and threw it on the floor. He kissed the top of my breast and I let off a quiet moan.
Thoughts went in and out of my head.
What am I doing? He has another son. I can't deal with this at all.
I really need him but, he need to clear his head.
I than heard Marshawn's voice. "Bethany are you okay ?" He asked me and I pushed him off me.
I grabbed my tanktop and put it back on. Tears started running down my face.
I was gonna say something but, stopped in my tracks when my stomach started feeling queezy. I looked down. What the fuck. I hagged. Shit that burnt my throat. Marshawn rushed to my side. "Shit are you okay?" He asked holding my stomach.
I shook my head no and ranned to the bathroom. I lifted the toilet up and threw up. It felt disgusting when it came up. I didn't stop throwing up either. Marshawn was holding my hair back and had a cup of water on my side.
3 minutes passed and I finally finished throwing up for whatever reason I did. I looked at it. That was a stupid ass move but, I wanted to see to be honest.
It wasn't all food. I threw up Blood.
Alot of it.
Scared shitless my chest started to hurt and I fell out.
I laid there looking at the ceiling. Marshawn calling my name. I tried to say my words but, couldn't.
"What did you say Bethany?" Marshawn asked me. I tried again and got my words out this time. "Take me to the hospital. I love you." I felt tears coming down my face and my chest was hurting so bad I could barely breath.
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Marshawn's POV
I sit next to Bethany. Trying to hear what she said. "What did you say Bethany?" I asked her cupping her face. "Take me to the hospital. I love you." She said with tears going down her face.
I grabbed my phone and dialed 9-1-1 . "911 what's your emergency?" A lady said. "I need an ambulance now at 3284 Washington Rd." I said holding Bethany. Out Of no where she started shaking.
Got Damnit!! She's having a Seizure.
I'm scared shitless.
I need her.
MJ needs her.
"Okay and what's the problem?" She said and I don't have time for this patience shit. "Just come got damnit!" I yelled and hung up.
I tilted her head to the side to let whatever was making her choke come out.
Than she stopped.
Jessica soon walked in.
"Oh God Bee!! What the fuck happened?" She screamed. "Not now just get the Ambulance in here." I yelled.
"Come on Bethany don't die on me baby. I love you so much. Please don't die on me." I said tears streaming down my face.
Finally the Parametics came into the Bathroom.
They lift her up on the bed. And rolled her away.
Jessica was in the car with the baby and I drove with the Parametics.
They had a breathing bump to her mouth as they slowly pump air into her.
I held her hand and just prayed she will be okay.
The heart monitor began beeping faster. "What's happening? What the fuck is going on?" I yelled.
Than it stopped.
Her heart stopped.
And so did mine.
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A\N ; So I haven't updated in a long.. Time but, to make that up here you guys go. I love you all so much but, its been hard for me lately with my Auditions left and right and my job so. I haven't got the time to update but, here you go.
Love you guys ,<3
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