Lacey sat in her dorm and looked to see narcissa as she walked in and looked to her and sighed
"what is it darling" narcissa asked as she looked to her daughter, she knew her daughter and she knew when there was something that was bothering her and she hated to see her in such a state
"I don't know if I can do this mum, the permission. It's too much and I can't handle it. I am not ready" Lacey said as she looked to him. She was scared and she didn't know if she could do it
"I know darling. I know it's hard. I know you are going through a lot but I am here and if you want we will get out of this but I don't know if I can" narcissa said as she looked to her and smiled.
Narcissa hated to see how her daughter was struggling and knowing how powerless that she felt against the dark lord and she wasn't going to let her daughter be used not when she knew that Lacey had been through so much already, narcissa pulled Lacey into a hug and smiled
"it's going to be okay. I know that you are going to be" narcissa said as Lacey smiled
***
Lacey sat by the black lake as alexia walked over to where she was and sat next to her and smiled
"I know that you are scared but we will find a way to make it work as you'd my sister and I won't let anything happen to you as I love you and you mean everything to you" Alexia said as Lacey smiled.
Lacey knew that she had to do this mission and she hated it. She didn't want to have a baby with severus snape or marry him.
She's as she turned sixteen and she knew that she didn't want a baby and it wasn't how she wanted to have a baby for the dark lord and she wanted her life and she wanted to be happy and she didn't want any of this and she knew it was all down to her father and his loyalty to the dark lord and she hated it
"it's our father that's what it is and his loyalty and he is ruining our life's and I won't let it happen anymore as I just can't deal with it" Lacey said.
She knew that things were a mess and she knew that she couldn't go through this no matter what it took even though it seemed impossible
***
Lacey walked into Severus chambers as he looked to her
"are you okay" he asked as she stood in the doorway and sighed
"I have been better look, things are messy but this, this thing what the dark lord wants. I'm not doing it so you need to try and change his mind and get me out of it alive" Lacey said as she walked off as he looked after her and frowned as she walked off but could Severus really get Lacey out of this knowing he was starting to have feelings for her?