𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 |...

By taekooque

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Where Jeongguk was the one who made a lost and afraid to love Taehyung believe in love again, made him feel l... More

0; prologue
1; reverie
2; la douleur exquise
5; thantophobia
3; espial
4; eccedentesiast
6; quatervois
7; nepenthe
9; cingulomania
10; temenos
10.2; temenos
11; cingulomania
12; agastopia
13; agastopia
14; alexithymia
15; aporia
16; whelve
17; latibule
18; amative
19; avow
20; ataraxis
21; doux
22; parastine
23; eunoia [✓]
24; minutiae
25; metanoia

8; eleutheromania

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By taekooque

Taehyung grabbed Jeongguk's hand and attached their arms, walking to the school by each other's side. Jeongguk had something to submit and it was the last day, so he asked Taehyung to come along.

"You know, I really enjoyed all the time I spent with you," Taehyung said looking at their hands, entangled between them.

He looked up at Jeongguk with glowingly smiling eyes and saw him looking at their hands as well.

"Yeah, me too, I'm glad you let me be your friend." Jeongguk looked at him and smiled. Taehyung reciprocated the expression.

They walked slowly, making their way to the school, Taehyung kept stealing glances at Jeongguk, he was in full black attire today and Taehyung thought maybe that was the reason he was glowing today.

They almost caught up with the building when he heard-

"If you keep staring at me like that, I might run into a pole and smack my head on it," Jeongguk said all serious. Looking ahead.

Teahyung was uncertain whether Jeongguk was joking or was he serious, did he not like it? Was he uncomfortable by his stares? Was he-

Taehyung was dragged out of his thought when he ran into a hard metallic pole,

"Ahhh" he winced resting his hand on where the small bump was growing on his forehead. He looked at Jeongguk and was shocked to see his face all red.

Was Jeongguk really irritated? Or embarrassed by his clumsiness? Was he mad about him staring or something, yeah, why won't he? He wouldn't want to be stared by a fat, little ugly neighbour, he might-

He was again forced to stop assuming when he heard Jeongguk laughing frantically.

"L-look at your face Tae," Jeongguk was laughing so hard. "You look like you saw a ghost." He laughed more. "You are so adorable oh my God."

Taehyung stood up, embarrassed, he glared at a frantically laughing Jeongguk and without warning, he threw himself on Jeongguk.

Jeongguk was busy laughing when Taehyung jumped on him, he was not ready and they both fell on the ground, Jeongguk still laughing, Taehyung lightly punched his stomach, filling his cheeks with air and making childish punching noise, then he punched his arm, and then his cheek, his hand lingering a little more than needed.

Jeongguk still laughing but now his voice was low, he gathered his strength and pushed Taehyung off of him and ran to the school. Taehyung landed on his butt, he pouted and winced again.

He pushed himself off the ground and ran for Jeongguk, now a playful smile adorning his face. With a boxy smile on his face, he entered the school running, but Jeongguk had already hidden somewhere. He kept running, trying to find him, until he stopped running and bent placing his hands on his knee, gasping for air.

He then looked up, he was at a silent corner of the school where no one used to come, on top of it, it was dark, it was creepy being alone here so he straightens himself up, to go back to find jeongguk.

He stepped out when he felt a hand grabbing his wrist and yanking him, Taehyung smiled luminously and whined.

"Jeongguk, you pushed me and I fell-" his words were cut when he felt his back being pushed against a wall, and a pair of lips crashing over his.

He was just so stunned he couldn't say or do anything. He was standing there in alarm when he heard,

"So I didn't lie when I said you were fucking with that bastard behind my back, did I?" Woojin said, tightening his grip around Taehyung's wrist.

Taehyung struggled to get out of his grip, he wanted to scream for help, but the voice won't come out. He was trembling under his grasp, his eyes glistening with tears.

He pushed Woojin, only to feel Woojin stepping roughly onto his feet, he bent his knee and knocked it against Woojin's knee.

Taehyung felt the urge to run away, to be free. To get far away from this.

Woojin was trying to kiss him and he was shaking his head, trying to get away from him, he didn't want this, he wanted to be with Jeongguk, he wanted to hide in his arms, he would protect him.

Taehyung fought for freedom, he kicked his knees, pushed him with elbows. Woojin saw him resisting and he slapped him on the face.

Taehyung paused for a moment, it hurt, his cheek stings, but he couldn't dwell on it, he again kicked his knee when Woojin punched him on the nose.

"Stop fucking kicking me yo-" Woojin was again going to punch Taehyung's bleeding nose when he felt a punch across his face.

✦ ♡ ✦

Jeongguk sprinted to the ground laughing, he hid behind a tree and saw Taehyung running in the other direction and giggled happily.

Before Taehyung could come back, he ran to the office and submitted his assignment as soon as possible, bowed and without uttering a word, he ran back to the tree, waiting for Taehyung.

Taehyung will soon realise jeongguk wasn't there, he will come back here, and Jeongguk will scare him from behind, then to calm him down, he will hold his hand, feeling his skin against his own, and take him home. Jeongguk smiled after planning all the events.

After some minutes, he began to worry, it won't take him this long without reason, he frantically rushed to where he saw Taehyung running, and what he saw there was heart-wrenching.

Taehyung was shoved against a wall and someone was hitting him, he flew without thinking anything and punched the boy with full strength, only to comprehend it was Woojin.

Woojin fell on the ground because of the force, the punch was so strong and unexpectedly that he thought his nasal bone might be broken.

Without giving him any chance, Jeongguk punched him again and again, Woojin was not able to fight back, he was just making muffled pained noise, trying to protect his face.

"J-Jeongguk, I want to talk, please. Stop." Taehyung, who was just standing there watching them, said placing his trembling hand on Jeongguk's shoulder.

Jeongguk turned to look at him and without thinking twice, he hugged the boy, feeling his warm body against his, Taehyung hugged him back instantly, snuggling his face further into Jeongguk's chest. He felt protected. He felt secure with him.

Jeongguk then pulled away a little, enough so he can grab Taehyung's face in his palms, he looked at his bleeding nose, wiped the blood with his thumb and inquired.

"Are you okay?" His voice was laced with unsaid questions, Taehyung felt fortuitously blessed to have him, he didn't know what he would do if Jeongguk wasn't there.

He placed his hand on top of Jeongguk's on his cheeks, and smiled reassuringly at him, making him believe he was in fact okay.

Taehyung, after Jeongguk stepped away, turned to Woojin who was wincing on the ground. Jeongguk stood by Taehyung's side giving death glares to Woojin.

"Woojin, I want to talk." He sounded so strong at the moment. After being forcefully kissed, slapped, punched, he surely was being strong.

"I don't think we can work out like this, in those years, you did nothing but to hit me, insult me, humiliate me, ignore me and make me feel like a shit."

Taehyung was not crying, he was breathing harsh because of the intensity of words that escaped his mouth. Finally letting it out.

"This isn't how relationships work, I don't want it anymore, I can't bear it, I can't be with you anymore, we are done, we have nothing to do from now on, just go away from my life and don't bother us ever again. Just, go away."

Taehyung felt sovereign, light, heart swelling with accomplishment, finally being able to perceive freedom.

Jeongguk, who was standing by his side all the time, looked at him with a proud smile, Taehyung looked at him and signalled him to leave and started stepping out of the scene.

Jeongguk was not done beating him up, so he kicked Woojin in the balls last time before Taehyung pulled him back.

Jeongguk was so mad right now, he looked so pissed, his jaw clenched.

"What are you thinking, Koo?" Taehyung asked, linking their arms together.

"That jerk really had guts huh, he hit you again." His voice was low and deep, tongue poking the cheek from inside.

"I am fine Kookie. And hey, you know what? Let's do something, come with me." Taehyung suddenly got an idea and pulled him again by his hand.

✦ ♡ ✦

"Ice cream?" Jeongguk asked, letting Taehyung drag him to the ice cream parlour near their school campus.

"Yes! It'll lift our moods up." He said clapping. Waiting for Jeongguk to choose his flavour.

Jeongguk chose chocolate ice cream as always, topped his chocolate cup with plenty of sprinkles, candy, and nuts.

Whereas Taehyung chose strawberry ice cream with cream and cherry as toppings.

They walked slowly back home, eating their ice creams, kicking stones.

"You're not talking to him ever again, you will spend your days, weekends, and everything with me," Jeongguk declared in a protective tone, totally pissed off at Woojin.

"Yeah I am." Taehyung once again linked their hands.

"I don't want you to get hurt Tae, please be with me," Jeongguk sound broken, Taehyung noticed and looked at him, Jeongguk just continued eating.

"I am not leaving you even if you kicked me off." Taehyung's words were enough to calm him down.

Thoughts?👯‍♂️
(Yes, again. Coz I'm curious.)

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