Tuesday
as the hours of the day went by during school—
my mind was somewhere else
that morning after me and george had sex, we didn't even want to get up
we just wanted to hold each other like if the world was ending
i smiled to myself as i remembered the touch of his fingers ruffling through my hair—
the feelings of his arms wrapped around me
it made me wonder what else we could try together
"i wonder if he's up to try some new things" i thought to myself
my thoughts were interrupted when i heard the familiar voice of my best friend coming from in front of me
"sapnap?!"
i looked up and saw him, karl, and quackity talking with eachother
at first i found myself getting up to go talk to him, but when he looked in my direction and saw me—
he turned around and just left—
not even a smile—
not even a wave—
not even a hello—
i thought of the incident that happened four months ago with my best friend
his words still hurting me deep down
" why was i the only one left behind?.. "
badump
a hand was pressed on my shoulder, when i looked up i saw george taking a seat next to me as he asked me what was wrong—
at first i remember not saying anything as i continued to think about sapnap— but then i looked over at him
" i'm just thinking about sapnap"
"still no word from him huh.. i'm sorry love"
he says as he rests his head onto my shoulder
" no i just saw him, but he didn't even acknowledge me at all.. "
" what? he ignores you for two months—
then takes a month off school—
and he comes back and continues to ignore you"
i rested my head onto my desk and sighed to myself
" i don't blame him george, i lied to him and kept a huge secret from him—
he has every right to be mad at me—"
george then grabs my shirt and pulls me by the collar, his face filled with anger and annoyance
" That doesn't give him the right to ignore you dream?!—
we don't know when— you're leaving..
he's being selfish! "
i could see some tears forming in his eyes, but all i could do was just smile and give him a small hug
" maybe so.. but i knew how it would turn out with me and him—
i just have to accept it "
george sighed and placed a small pec onto my temple— as well as a head pat
"i have to go back to homeroom, but let's have drive in lunch together? "
he smiles at me, i nodded in response as he picks up my hand and places a gentle kiss behind it
the blush that came on my cheek was noticed as he winks and walks away from my sight
" god i love him" i said to myself, a huge grin plastered on my face
suddenly i felt my desk shift and someone tripped forward
feeling startled and concerned i quickly got up from my seat to see if the person was alright—
i instantly noticed the black hoodie they wore along with a black hat covering their face—
" hey are you okay?" i said as they got up
they didn't say anything— instead they just sprinted out of the classroom—
i raised my eyebrow in confusion and went back to sit at my desk
but there was something left on top
a folded up piece of paper
badump
my nerves were going crazy—
my fingers trembled as i opened the folded paper—
"I don't want any trouble.. so i suggest you come alone to the roof of the school today during lunch it's very important what i have to tell you— since it's about george
do not tell him or any of the group, come alone"
-Anonymous
somehow.. i managed to swallow the huge lump i had in my throat
i didn't want to meet this person on my own—
but at the same time—
i wanted to know who they were and why they would go to such lengths
i took a deep breathe in—
and i pulled out my phone as i opened mine and georges messages
—
Me
hey, can we reschedule lunch for today?
George
sure? what's up?
Me
principal philza wants to talk to me about graduation!
i'll be home right after schools over though
George
alright then i'll see you later love
Me
see you later :)
—
part of me didn't want to lie to anyone, including him
but something was telling me deep down that if i didn't—
something bad would happen
who could've possibly known that something bad would happen either way
—
as the school lunch bell rang i quickly got my stuff and walked past everyone
i noticed that i was passing the schools lunch court, and as i looked toward there
i saw my friends, and george checking his phone with a down expression
my heart ached at his expression
but i had to find out who this person was
as i turned the corner, i accidentally bumped into someone
and when i looked to see who it was, my skin ran
cold
badump
" sapnap? "
he looks up and makes eye contact with me
"dream?.. why are you in such a rush "
i bit my lip not wanting to answer, instead i just patted his shoulder and chuckled nervously
"ahaha! sorry clumsy me, i'll see you around bye!"
my feet sprinted down the hallway as i could hear him calling for me to come back
but i just kept going until i reached the rooftop of the school
꧁ ✔️ ꧂ You don't own me (ft. G-Eazy)
my hand began to tremble once more as i reached for the doorknob
until finally pulling it down and opening the big steel door
the sun blinded me for a few seconds, and when my eyes adjusted— i saw him
the same black hoodie—
but this time he had no hat—
instead i saw familiar orange hair—
" you?! you're the one who left the note?"
he turns around to face me, and my blood boiled when i saw a familiar smirk—
and a healing black eye—
" how cruel dream.. you let your friends beat me up, but i'm surprised you even came "
" hm— you deserved it, you were picking on me and george—
for no damn reason "
" oh, i have my reasons dream"
" and that is?—
i don't know you—
and i don't even know your name?!"
i began to yell as the situation was starting to annoy me,
first this guy has the nerve to start a fight with me and george and suddenly he wants to meet up alone?
the nerve
" oh my bad!, the names fundy"
he smiles as he walks towards me
" the reason why i called you up here— is because i wanted to warn you about George"
" warn me about george?— "
" mhmm.. you see—
george is the type to be with anyone that shows him affection"
badump
my blood began to boil again, what the hell does this guy think he's saying
" i get it now fundy, you're just trying to get me to go against george—
well it's not going to work so kindly fuck off please and thank you "
i turned to walk away, but was met with a hand grasping my arm and pinning me to the door with my arms behind me
" oh trust me dream, i'm just trying to save you a heartbreak—
after all.. it takes one broken heart to know how it'll all end right?"
badump, badump, badump
"what?!"
" what are you talking about fundy"
he let's go of me as i turned around to face him, he had a.. "sad" look on his face
" I'm his past— "
he walks past me.. but now he had an "angry" look on his face
" and You're his future—"
badump,badump, badump, badump,badump, badump, badump
i sunk to the ground in shock as i clenched my chest,
trying to process everything that he had just said
" i'm just trying to spare you the heartbreak dream.. after all—
the whole reason why you guys are together?—
is because george couldn't get over sapnap,
think about that "
and with that— fundy left me alone at the rooftop of the school
confused—
shocked—
but most of all—
scared..
|| To Be Continued.. ||
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