" Let's get something to eat before the beach." Alex said
" Ac why do you always think of food.?" Robert asked
" Because I love food." He said
" I vote chick-Fill-A." I said
" Yeah me too." Zach said
" Me three." Austin said.
We drove to chick Fil a and got out. Austin put his arm around me and we walked inside.
We quickly ordered and then sat down.
" So how was it back home when they found out we were gone." Austin asked
" Kameron was pissed." Robert said
" And mama was sad. She said she won't be mad she just wants her baby boy home." AC said.
Austin sighed and looked down. I could tell he missed her.
" What did Kameron say ?" I asked
" Well.." Zach said
" He said that when you come home your not going anywhere without him and your not going in your room and your doing online schooling." He said
" So I'm not gonna have a life ?" I asked
" Pretty Much." Alex said
I sighed and looked down. They hate me.. You know what. Fuck them.
I looked at Austin and he had tears in his eyes.
" What's wrong ?" I asked
" I miss my mom.." He whispered.
I wrapped him in a Hug and I felt my shirt getting filled with tears. He looked at me and kissed me. I saw Robert take a picture out of the corner of my eye.
I felt my phone go off and I saw it was a snapchat from him.
I opened it and it was me kissing Austin and it said ;
" Awe there cute.😍💘"
I screenshoted it and showed Austin.
He smiled and grabbed my phone. He went to snapchat and we took pictures. I put them on my story.
Our food came and we quickly ate.
" When was the last time you two ate.? " Zach asked at how quickly we were eating our food.
" A couple hours before we left." I said
" So about 15 hours ? You shouldn't be that hungry." Alex said
" I know but I still am hungry." I said Slowing down.
I felt there were judging me. Honestly I haven't ate in almost a day and a half. When I ate dinner I really didn't eat. I had only eaten my fries and I pushed my tray away even though I was still hungry and wanted to it my sandwich. But I'm already fat enough. So I'm not eating it. They continued eating and I started playing with my hair.
" I'll be right back." I said then walked away to the bathroom before they answered.
I locked the door and looked in the mirror lifting my shirt a little. I sighed and saw fat. I hate myself. I felt my phone go off and it was a message.
From: Boo.😍💘
Hey you okay ?
To : Boo.😍💘
Yeah fine.
I locked my phone and pulled my shirt back down. I felt tears fill my eyes and one slipped out.
No you can't cry. Austin will know. I quickly wiped it away and walked out. Austin and the guys were standing up and walked to the garbage.
Oh hey they found my twin.
Austin looked over to me and gave me a weird look. I walked over to him and he said ;
" Ready ?"
I nodded and we walked out to the car.
We quickly pulled up to the beach and they said ;
" We have to go to the bathroom. Stay here." And walked away.
I nodded and sat on the hood of the Ferrari and got on my phone.
" Hey baby you like to ride in that ?" A guy asked
" Yeah. I guess." I said not looking at him.
" Riding me would be the same." He said
I rolled my eyes and felt him sit next to me.
" Can I help you ?" I said moving my sunglasses down a little.
He smirked at me and I said ;
" I have a boyfriend."
" Not anymore." He said trying to pull me off the hood.
" Leave me alone." I said pulling my hand back.
" Just come with me." He said reaching for me.
" I suggest you leave before he comes back." I said in a snotty voice.
" Leave with me baby." He said Pulling me off the hood and forcing me close to him.
I tried to move away from him but his grip was to strong. He forced me with him and he ripped off my shirt as we walked. He pushed me into the bathroom and I heard austin and the boys laughing.
I tried to scream but he covered my mouth.
" Don't."
We walked into the girls bathroom and no one was in there.
" Don't even scream." He said uncovering my mouth.
I heard the boys bathroom open and close and I screamed ;
" AUSTIN."
" Ashton?" I heard him say.
"Shh." He said covering my mouth.
He unbuttoned my shorts and pulled them down.
" AUSTIN." I screamed through his hand.
" Did you guys here that ?" Austin said
" Yeah but where did it come from.?" Alex said
" AUSTIN." I screamed once again.
He pushed harder on my mouth and undid my swimsuit top.
I heard the door slam open and I saw austin.
Austins eyes got wide and he walked up to the guy. He put a gun to his head and my eyes got wide.
" Let her go. Now." Austin said
The guy let me go and put his hands up. I quickly put my top on and ran to austin.
He put one arm around me and said to the guy ;
" This never happened."
" Got it." He said
Austin put the gun down and put it in his shorts.
" Where is her shirt." Austin asked angrily.
" I ripped it off." He mumbled.
Austin tensed up and I said ;
" It's fine. It's just a shirt."
Austin sighed and we walked out leaving the guy behind.
" What happened ?" He asked
" I was sitting on the car and he took me." I Said.
" I'm sorry baby." He said
" not your fault.." I said
It's not his fault. I'm fat but a slut. I'm a whore. I try to be confident. And it backfires.
• skips 5 hours•
" Guys it's actually late. We should prolly go back.." Zach said
" What time is it ?" Austin asked
" It's about 9." He said
" Damn." I said grabbing my phone.
I looked at it and saw I had a text.
From : unknown.
Ashton. Baby girl. It's Valerie. Please come home. We are worried sick. Michele wants austin back and we need you home. We're sorry. I'm sorry. I should've stuck up for you. And I didn't im so so so sorry.
I got a confused look and austin said;
" What's wrong baby girl ?"
" Valerie messaged me." I said
" What did she say ?" He asked
" She basically just said sorry. I dont believe her." I said locking my phone and looking at him.
" We have to get back. We have a flight back to Texas in an hour." Alex said
" Alright. Keep me updated okay?" Austin said
They nodded and bro hugged.
They looked at me and I held open my arms. One by one they walked to me and gave me a hug. It was different though..
We walked to Austins car and got in. The boys squished into the back and Austin held the door open for me as I got into the passenger seat.
Austin ran to the other side and got in. He immediately intertwined our fingers and pulled out.
We soon pulled into the airport and let the boys out. They gave Austin a look and he nodded.
When we got back in the car and I looked at Austin.
" What ?" He asked
" What was that all about ?" I asked
He sighed and looked at me ;
" Baby I'm scared. And when I get scared I get aggressive and abusive." He said
" Okay ? So why did the boys look at you like that ?" I asked
" They said that your dads knows that and if he finds out im hurting you he's gonna have me killed which makes me even more scared." He said
" Your not gonna hurt me Austin." I said
" But what if I do." He whispered.
" You won't." I said
He looked at me and smiled.
I smiled back and we went to the apartment.
We walked in and I walked to the kitchen.
" We have no food." I said in disappointment.
" Pizza ?" Austin smiled
" Call them." I laughed.
He quickly called them and got pepperoni.
" Im gonna shower real quick." I said
" Alright I'll be here." He said looking at his phone.
" Alright." I said than walked into the bathroom.
I turned on the shower and stripped down to nothing. I played my SoMo playlist and got in.
I let the warm water run down my body and I sighed.
I looked at my stomach and saw faded bruises and healing cuts that had been covered up with make up. I don't know how they didn't come off in the ocean.
I heard someone knock and the door open.
" Baby the pizzas here." Austin said
" Already ?" I asked
" Yeah." He said
" Okay." I said
The door closed and I quickly washed off the make up and washed my hair.
I dried off myself and wrapped myself in the towel.
I walked into our room and put on a sweatshirt and spandex.
I walked into the living room and Austin was watching American horror story season 1.
I snuck up behind him and yelled ;
" Austin !"
He screeched and jumped.
" Don't do that you almost gave me a heart attack." He said holding his chest.
" Im sorry. " I said laughing.
" Liar." He said
I went around to him and sat on his lap.
" I know." I said
He wrapped my legs around him and made me face him. He put his hands on my waist and said ;
" Where are your pants missy."
" I'm wearing spandex." I said
He grabbed the waist of them snapped them against my hip.
" Ow !" I said
" Payback." He smirked
" Wait your not wearing anything under them." He smirked again.
I smirked back and He moved his hands up my shirt a little to wear they were by my mid back.
I leaned my head down and pushed my lips against his.
He immediately kissed back with force.
Our lips moved perfectly together and I ran my fingers through his soft brown Curley hair and wrapped my arms around his neck.
I pulled back and said ;
" I'm not sure I want to tonight."
" that's fine." He said
I looked at him and saw want and need in his eyes. I thought about it for a second and attached my lips to his jaw. I kissed down his jawline and he threw his head back.
" Hold on." I said then stood up. I closed the window and went back to him.
He pulled me onto him forcefully and attached his lips to my neck and immediately found my sweet spot.
" Austin." I moaned leaning my head back.
I felt him smirk against my skin and he slid off my sweatshirt leaving me in my bra and spandex.
He left kisses leading down to my chest and continued sucking and kissing.
I clawed his bare back and he went back up to my neck.
He picked me up and carried me to the bedroom and laid me down and crawled on top of me. He attached his lips to my neck again and I felt him harden against me and he ripped off my spandex.
" You own me new ones." I said moaning.
" Anything for you." He breathed against my skin.
He slid inside of me quickly and I clawed his back. He started lusting slow at first and then went faster and faster.
" Babe." I moaned
He went faster and faster. He started getting sloppy with his lusts.
I moaned loudly and Austin continued his grind. He pulled out and laid next to me. I looked at him and quickly got on top of him.
I put my legs around his sides and attached my lips to his neck. I went to his jawline and he moaned. I smirked knowing I found his sweet spot.
I laid down next to him and he wrapped his arms around me.
We were both breathing heavy and I sat up and looked at Austin.
" You own me new spandex." I said
" I know." He said sitting up.
He stood up and threw me my bra and some matching underwear.
" Get dressed hun. We're going shopping." He said walking to the door.
He stopped and looked at me.
" Don't show to much. I don't wanna have to hurt guys for flirting with you." He said than walked out.
I laughed a little and quickly put them on.
I walked out to see Austin writing something down by the counter and his back was to me.
I snuck up behind him and wrapped my arms around him.
He turned around and looked down.
" Didn't I say get dressed." He said
" What's the fun with that ?" I asked
He smirked and said ;
" Go get dressed."
I slowly let go and turned around. He smacked my butt and I jumped a little.
" Heyyy." I said
" It was so tempting." He said laughing.
I shook my head and grabbed one of his sweatshirts and put on some blue shorts.
I left my hair down and it was Curley. I put on my shoes and walked out.
" Ready." I said
" Okay let's go." He said
I looked at my phone and saw I had multiple messages from Robert Zach and Alex.
" Did the boys message you ?" I asked
He looked at his phone and shook his head no.
" What did they say ?" He asked
I unlocked my phone and they said ;
" Delete those pictures now."
All of them said the same thing.
I texted them back and said ;
" On snapchat ?"
Alex texted back immediately and said ;
" Yes do it now." He said
I got on and quickly deleted them.
" Why ?" I quickly texted him.
" There's a sign in the back ground and it says Miami Florida on it." He said
" Oh. Thank you." I texted him.
I locked my phone and Austin said ;
" what did they say ?"
" There was a sign in the background that said Miami Florida in the background." I said
" Ohh." He said.
We pulled into walmart and Austin quickly ran to the other side and opened the door for me.
I smiled and got out. I kissed his cheek and we saw the old woman we met on the plane.
" hello." She smiled.
" Hi." I said
" How have you been since this morning ?" She asked
I looked at Austin and I said ;
" Great."
" You two are still cute as ever." She smiled
" Thank you." I smiled
We helped her into the store and she said ;
" You can go do what you need too. I'll be fine." She said
" Okay." Austin said.
" Can I have a piggy back ride ?" I asked
" Of course." He said
I jumped on his back and we walked into the store.
" Don't forget my spandex babe." I said
" Would never." He said
We walked around for a few minutes and then found them.
He set me down and I got on snapchat. He started looking at them and I took a video.
" How the hell are these comfortable?" He said
He picked a pair up and a stretched them apart. They came back and snapped him in the face.
I busted up laughing and posted it on my story.
" That hurt." He said rubbing his lips.
" Want me to kiss it and make it feel better ?" I asked
He puckered his lips and I kissed them.
" Thank you." He smiled
I picked up a pair and made sure they were my size.
I got on Austins back and we finished shopping.
We checked out and walked to his car.
We drove back to the apartment and we carried everything in.
" Baby I'm tired." I said
" Me too. Go lay down I'll put all this stuff away. " he said
" You sure ?" I asked
" Yes babe." He said
I walked into our room and took off my shorts and put on my spandex.
I looked at my phone and looked at lock screen. It was me and Austin. (The picture up there^)
I was just looking at it. I started thinking. How did I get him ? He protects me with his life. He treats me like a princess. He will do anything for me. He constantly makes me happy. He is amazing. He is the love of my life. But what did I do to deserve him?
He walked in and walked to his bag. He knelt down and pulled out basketball shorts. I stood up as he changed them. When he finished I hugged him. He hugged me back and said ;
" Are you okay ?"
" Yeah." I said hugging him tightly.
" Austin.." I said
" Yes baby doll." He said
" I love you so so so so so so so Much." I said
" I love you so so so so so so so so much more." He said
" Austin.. If it wasn't for you.. I would be gone.. I would have killed myself. You saved me Austin." I said
He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him and laid my head in his neck.
" Cmon baby lets go to bed." He said carrying me to the bed.
He laid me down and turned off the lights.
He laid down and I sat up.
" Lay down baby." He said
" Don't tell me what to do." I said in a sassy voice.
" Getting sassy are we ?" He said sitting up.
I nodded and he pulled me down. He started tickling me and I couldn't breathe I was laughing so hard.
" Stop stop." I said in between laughs. I tired pushing his hands away but I couldn't.
" babe please." I said between laughs.
He stopped and looked down at me.
" Your laugh is so Damn cute." He smiled
" Not as cute as yours." I said
He smiled and kissed me.
" Cmon lets go to bed." He said wrapping his arms around me.
" I love you Ashton." He said
" I love you Austin." I said
I turned to where I was facing his chest and i immediately fell asleep.
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Okay. Next chapter is getting skipped ahead.
Big things are gonna happen and sadly the book is ending soon.
Alright peace.✌️
Love you guys.💘