we both laid in bed while in sweatpants and tshirts just enjoying each other's company while watching cars 2
his head laid on my chest while i played with his hair and he rubbed his hand on my thigh
"thank you for coming"
"thank you for having me" i said
he sighed and leaned more into me. my lips landed on his forehead while placing a kiss inbetween his eyebrows
i felt him smile against me. i smiled too but kept watching the movie.
"you know you are always allowed to come stay with me"
"trust me i know. i just don't want to intrude on your life" i shared truthfully
"baby you are my life" he said before kissing my neck softly
"oh shut up" i said laughing
"i'm being serious. you are one of the only things that keeps me living"
"you are to nice i swear"
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i woke up after a two hour nap to find corpse still asleep on my shoulder. i kissed his forehead before grabbing my phone
i opened up twitter to see me trending. that's really weird. i clicked on it and read the description of my name
astro latten more known on social media as astrological is being called out by fans for not addressing the newest drama about her mental health and friends
huh? i looked through the tweets in shock
astro come on. "i'm stressed" girl stop making mental health seem so sweet and nice
to say that your depressed in front of fans that actually struggle with mental health is disgusting
astro what the fuck. don't vent to karl when he nor does anyone else care
i went to draft a tweet about the situation. i was so tired of being 'canceled' for bullshit
hi babes. a light has been shined on a new situation that i will address and talk about. i haven't been on twitter for a few days so i'm sorry for not talking sooner
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my mental health is my buisness. how i cope with it is my choice. the way i react to my feelings is up to me. stop telling me how to feel or act with my depression anxiety and mental health
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at age 15 i was diagnosed with bipolar 2. i don't talk about it much because i don't want to vent on the internet. it now feels like a good time to talk about it
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i have talked to karl about mental health both his and mine and i can promise neither of us are uncomfortable with the talks of mental health
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please realize my mental health is my buisness. i love you all but don't tell people how to feel please
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and if i triggered anyone i am so sorry. if i ever bring up the thoughts of mental health i will try to remember to give a warning before i talk about it
and tweeted it. i sighed and put my phone down again