M/n looked at himself at the mirror. He was wearing all black today. With a sigh, he got up and went to the place where he had to be.
There he sat, and saw a lot of people, Tsukishima's teammates, parents and many other people.
The funeral began.
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They have reached at the point where the passed one request a song to be played. M/n wasn't paying much attention until the song played
(A/N:Play the song here :3 Trust me it makes it 100x better)
Just be friends
Just be friends
Just be friends...
His head shot up after hearing the first three lines. One of the songs from M/n's playlist. He chuckled to himself "You liar, you have the same bad taste as me."
(A/N : bold is singing and underlined is the meaning. I recommend you read the meaning, but don't go of beat when you do)
ukandanda kinou no asa hayaku ni
wareta GURASU kakiatsumeru you na
kore wa ittai nan darou kitta yubi kara shitataru shizuku
bokura wa konna koto shitakatta no kana
I remembered early yesterday morning
Why do I feel
As if I'm gathering piece of broken glass? Blood drips from my cut fingers
I wonder if we wanted to do these kinds of things
wakatteta yo kokoro no oku soko de wa
motto mo tsurai sentaku ga BESUTO
sore wo kobamu jiko ai to kekkajika touchaku no kurikaeshi
boku wa itsu ni nareba ieru no kana
I already knew deep inside my heart
That the most painful choice would be the best
My self-love refuses it and as a result, self-contradiction repeats
I wonder when we can talk
yuruyaka ni kuchiteyuku kono sekai de
agaku boku no yuiitsu no katsuro
iroaseta kimi no hohoemi kizande
sen wo nuita
In this slowly decaying world
A path for my struggling self
I carve in your colorless smile
I pulled off the plug
koe wo karashite sakenda
hankyou zankyou munashiku hibiku
hazusareta kusari no sono saki wa
nani hitotsu nokotte ya shinai kedo
I shouted until my voice was dry
The echo reverberates in the empty air
Although there was nothing left
After the chains were removed
futari wo kasaneteta guuzen
anten dansen hakanaku chiji ni
shosen konna mono sa tsubuyaita
kareta hoho ni tsutau dareka no namida
Fate that allowed us to meet
The darkness interrupts countless and relentless time
"So this is how it is..." I murmured
Somebody's tears flow down dried cheeks
All we gotta do Just be friends
It's time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends Just be friends...
kidzuitanda kinou no naida yoru ni
ochita kaben hiroiageta to shite
mata saki modoru koto ha nai
sou te no hira no ue no chiisana shi
bokura no jikan wa tomatta mama
I realized at yesterday's quiet night
That even if I pick up the fallen flower leaves
It won't bloom back to its original form
The small death on top of my hands
Our time is frozen still
omoidasu yo hajimete atta kisetsu wo
kimi no yasashiku hohoemu kao wo
ima wo kakko ni oshiyatte futari kizutsuku kagiri kizutsuita
bokura no kokoro wa toge darake da
I remembered the season when we first met
And your sweetly smiling face
I push the present to the past and received the scars that we both got
Our hearts are full of thorns
omokurushiku tsudzuku kono kankei de
kanashii hodo kawaranai kokoro
aishiteru no ni hanare gatai no ni
boku ga iwanakya
Even in this frustratingly continuing relationship
I sadly can't change my heart
I was loving you, I didn't want to be apart from you
But I have to say it
kokoro ni doshaburi no ame ga
bouzen shouzen shikai mo kemuru
kakugo shiteta hazu no sono itami
sore demo tsuranukareru kono karada
The rain that pours on my heart
Dazed and terrified, even my vision is blurry
I anticipated the hurt
But my body can't move
futari wo tsunaideta kizuna
hokorobi hodoke nichijou ni kieteku
sayonara aishita hito koko made da
mou furimukanai de arukidasunda
Fate that connected us
Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life
Goodbye my loved one... This is the end
Now we look go on without looking back
ichido dake ichido dake
negai ga kanau no naraba
nando demo umarekawatte
ano hi no kimi ni ai ni iku yo
Once more, once more
If my wish can come true
I want to be reborn many times
I'll go and meet you from that day
koe wo karashite sakenda
hankyou zankyou munashiku hibiku
hazusareta kusari no sono saki wa
nani hitotsu nokotte ya shinai kedo
I shouted until my voice was dry
The echo reverberates in the empty air
Although there was nothing left
After the chains were removed
futari wo tsunaideta kizuna
hokorobi hodoke nichijou ni kieteku
sayonara aishita hito koko made da
mou furimukanai de arukidasunda
Fate that connected us
Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life
Goodbye my loved one... This is the end
Now we look go on without looking back
kore de oshimai sa
This is the end
Just be friends
As the song ended, M/n sobbed to himself. From the song he listen when he was in heartbreak ended to be a song that will be reminding him of the friend that he lost.
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The funeral ended. He got to see Tsukishima's loving face one last time. He was the only one left there. Well that is if he assumed. He felt a light tap on his shoulder . He turned around to see Maruo who was weakly smiling. "Here, he wanted you to have this." She handed out a letter and left.
He slowly opened it there he saw words all written in nice typewriter fonts. 'So it was for me?'
He began to read
Dear M/n,
You might now know why you have received the letter. Even though I am no longer with you, please continue writing the next chapter of your story without me. It might be hard, but I know you can do it. The M/n I know is a strong person even though after being hurt by so many times. I really do apologise for that time. I just wanted for you to know that I love you to the moon and back, I will never forget all the things we've been through. If there is a chance for me to have another life, I would really want to see you again. Whats left to say for me is that. Thanks..for everything, for bring there for me, for being my friend, for spoiling me with shortcake and most of all, for letting me love you.
Sincerely,
Kei Tsukishima
Tear drops feel on the paper. He couldn't hold it in anymore. He knows that he wont see Tsukishima again, but why is he still feeling like there is still hope? He broke down and began to cry.
He then suddenly heard footsteps. He turned only to see Kageyama, also with teary eyes. M/n got up and ran to hug him. "Why did it had to be him. I should've been me...Kageyama please don't leave me too...I cant with anything anymore." Kageyama tried to calm M/n down in which he succeeded. "Wherever he is. He's always with us. As long as we never let him go.
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Years have passed. Every time when it was his birthday he would receive a letter from Tsukishima. Though he knows that he wasn't there anymore but he still feels that he is, somewhere far. He was now married with Kageyama and adopted two beautiful children.
He had now just finished reading the letter from Tsukishima for his 35th birthday. He will never forget the blonde. Not ever.
"Thanks..."