chapter 28
dez point of view
a month later
i have lost my eyesight.
everything is harder now and dark. i feel lost, and trapped in my own self. it sometimes horrifying especially when i get bad because all the depressing thoughts come and i can't escape. but when austin comes and stays with me, i feel better. like i can see the light again. my heart is screaming and its on fire. i love austin so much.
i hate when he gets insecure because he is absolutely flawless. everything he is. even if i can't see him, i love him so much and i can feel his love for me. i long for him. i miss seeing what he looks like.
i also moved in with austin. he helps me out and takes care of me.
i love when he helps me to the bathroom because he includes a blowjob or two. one thing leads to another and we lay in each other's arms, sweaty and pleasure flowing through our bodies.
even though tragedies happen with us, we still find a way to push through. because we are strong
because we are together
we will always be together
always