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By shazzarra

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[ Gaara x Reader | COMPLETED ] He had never known a life without pain, without ridicule. He had never felt th... More

01 | meeting gaara
02 | his story
03 | with you
04 | past and present
05 | connections
06 | shopaholic
07 | rainy streets
08 | red velvet
09 | a dirty cheater
10 | his filthy ways
11 | call out my name
12 | utter silence
13 | shatter my heart
14 | beleaguer
15 | brittle voices
17 | ephemeral
18 | everybody's fool
19 | an old world
20 | therapy
21 | remembrance
22 | awaiting
23 | cruelly
24 | who am i
25 | broken wings
26 | a glitch in heaven
27 | demon in the flesh
28 | a love unlike any other
29 | final verdict
30 | dream house
31 | forever
32 | honeymoon
33 | a gift
34 | two's a plenty
35 | wish of eternity

16 | moving on, not!

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By shazzarra

Temari's POV

" I was thinking about launching a new line of clothes . Something that is relaxed , comforting and makes you feel confident . You know , I got this idea from (Name) ," I giggled , biting into the peanut butter spreaded toast .
Shikamaru , who was sipping on his coffee nodded . " It's best if you cover all the necessary parts ," he commented .
" Eh ? What is that supposed to mean ? All my designs cover the necessary part . Well , I guess they only cover the necessary part ," .
Shikamaru smirked . " See what I mean ? " . It has been five days since Shikamaru retuned from the hospital . His limbs were still in the cast , but he could move just fine .
In the past , he was rather silent and passive towards me , but now he treats me like someone important in his life . Truthfully , I feel very appreciated .
" Naruto gave me a good two week holiday . I guess we can spend some time together ," he winked . " No we can't . Baby says no ," I grinned .
Shikamaru let out a small groan . A baby bump had developed on my abdomen . It was only two months old , yet very protruding .
I placed two slices of bread into the toaster , and let it do its job . I felt hands creeping through my waist and enveloped me into a warm chest . " Shika .. I'm busy ," I groaned . Shikamaru planted a kiss on my cheek , yet refused to let go of my waist .
" You know .. We should think of a name for the baby ," he murmured .
I bit my lip , randomly browsing the names in my brain . " Just reminding you though , that is much have a 'Shika' at the front . You know , like my father . Shikaku , Shikamaru ..". My expression went blank . " Huh , think of a name ? It's practically a rip off of your own name . I'm starting to think that you are basically trying to name the baby after yourself ,".
Shikamaru shook his head . " No I'm not trying to name the baby after myself . It's the Nara clan traditions ," . I scowled as I grabbed the peanut butter jar , and spread the paste onto the freshly toasted bread.
Simply said all of my children will have a 'Shika' in their names .
But 'Shika' is my pet name for Shikamaru ... I roughly bit into the toast , my lips were covered in peanut butter . " OW !" I burst out in pain .

" Temari ? Are you alright ? " Shikamaru called out from the other side of the kitchen . Slowly , he inched towards me . My hand was covering my mouth , which had a metallic taste in it . " What's wrong ?" Shikamaru asked , taking hold of my hand . " I bit my lips . Hard ," I murmured , struggling to speak .
" You're so clumsy ," Shikamaru voiced , caressing my lips gently . It did not hurt me though , and the words warmed my heart . " Ne , Shika .. Naruto gave you a two week holiday , right ?" I began . Shikamaru nodded , " What about it ?" he responded . " I think I need someone to help out with my new designs ," I grinned widely , looking at Shikamaru's horror stricken face . " Can't you just let the sick man rest ?" he drawled . I simply shook my head .

" Nope . Now , let's begin !" .

Third Person POV

Joy , delight and bliss . These feelings once had a sturdy position in the (h/c) haired girl's heart . Once had , though . Now , all she feels is agony . It was as if she were drowning in a deep sea , vines pulling her deeper and deeper into the freezing water . Slowly suffocating her , choking all the air from her lungs . An event that would eventually lead to her end .

​​​​​(Name) would not mind if that did happen , for she was exhausted - of life . Tears splattered the chartreuse pillowcase , soaking the cotton fabric in the semi salty liquid . A handsewn quilt covered her body , head to toe .
It was a particularly humid night , yet (Name) felt as if she was encased in ice . Her heart was broken , shattered , torn ... The pain she felt was beyond words . Her lungs ached with every breath she took , and every time she spoke her voice was wheezy .

For the past few days , (Name) was able to bottle up her feelings and keep a straight face . But tonight , when no one was around , she opened the bottle lid and let the contents flow out . Her fingers were sturdily wrapped on the duvet .
The (h/c) haired girl often wondered what had become of the scarlet haired boy whom she loved dearly .

' Is he alright ? I hope he is fine .. Is he sad ? I don't want him to be sad . I want him to smile .. Is he happy ? That is a good thing , but why do I have to suffer on the other hand ?'

(Name)'s feelings were jumbled , twisted , turned in odd angles . She could barely think straight , and she could not swallow anything . The bento box Himari brought for her earlier that night remained at the same spot Himari placed it . Her mouth felt bland , and her throat ached . Her muscles felt sore , and her limbs felt like snapping with the tiniest movement she made .
Sobs echoed in the room . They were her sobs , coming from her own mouth .

" Gaara ..." she murmured weakly . Her lungs were pounding and her breathing grew hoarse . A cough racked her body , along with that blood dripped from her lips , staining the bedsheets .

She could feel her measly strength flow away into nothingness . Black specks clouded her view . With the remaining strength she had , (Name) grabbed her phone and dialled Himari's phone number .

" Hello ? Himari ... I need help .. I don't think I'll last long ," she voiced weakly . (Name) did not stay awake long enough to hear Himari's answer , and faded into unconsciousness .

One week later - Konohagakure

" What about GothicParadise ? " Shikamaru suggested . " Gothic ?! Does this look like gothic to you ?! " Temari burst , simultaneously tossing a sketchbook at Shikamaru . " Fine .. Something down to earth ... What about Graveyard ? " .

Temari's expression grew blank . " Grave .. Yard ? " . Shikamaru removed the sketchbook from his lap and placed it onto the coffee table . A copy of Konohagakure : Assets and Business throughout The Millennium was in his hands .

" What is that book about ? " Temari voiced , taking the book from Shikamaru . " In 1882 the second Hokage launched a war on the Land of Tea , which was a victory . In turn , the leader of the land granted one-third of the Land of Tea to Konoha ," . A scowl formed on her face . " This book is such a bore ," she muttered , giving it back to Shikamaru.
On the other hand , the man raised an eye brow . " I expected you to be sprightly . After all , we had our honeymoon at the Land of Tea quarter ," he reminded .

" Hey I have an idea .. What about Etresque ? " Temari began . Shikamaru still had his eyes on the book as he murmured " Decent ...".
Temari pouted as she sat on the leather couch . " C'mon ! Be a little more enthusiastic ! " . Shikamaru scowled as he put Konohagakure : Assets and Business throughout The Millennium on the coffee table .
" Etresque ! That sounds awesome ! Ehmergerd ! " he burst , placing his hands on each side of his face .

" Ehmergerd . You're not Shikamaru ! Tell me who you are and what you have done to my husband ! " Temari shouted , grabbing Shikamaru's collar . " What makes you think that ? " he insisted . " My husband , Shikamaru , is incapable of joking and acting like a sick teenage girl ," .
A thick tension formed in the atmosphere .

" Psh .. It's been a while since we last called to Suna . I wonder how things are going there ," Temari began , whipping out her phone , which was encrusted in padparadsche stones .

" Hello Gaara ! Your Nee-san here ! " she burst , brimming with enthusiasm . " Hello Temari .." Gaara responded coldly on the other side .
" Is everything alright in Suna ? " Temari began . " Splendid ," .
Temari shuddered . She knew something was off - he did not sound like the person he was when she last met him .

Gaara sounded like his old , depressed and lifeless self . " Really ? You don't sound really well ," Temari murmured .
" I am fine . If you have nothing else to say I'm ending the line ," Gaara spoke sternly .
" Wait ! Don't end the line yet ! " Temari blurted . She needed a few more seconds . Something was wrong - it was obvious , but she could not put her finger on it . Usually , (Name) was always with Gaara . He would chat with her and talk endlessly . But today , the (h/c) haired girl's voice is nowhere to be heard .

" Gaara , where's (Name) ?" Temari voiced . She had expected her voice to pierce the speakers , bursting ' Here !' , but it did not came . Rather , Gaara grunted and cleared his throat as if it were a troublesome topic .

" (Name) ? Who is that ? I don't think I know anyone with that name ," he responded , as if he was surprised .
" Gaara you know what I'm talking about ! Is this some sick joke ?!" Temari shrieked . Her brother suffered from a heart disease , surely he didn't suffer from memory loss too!

" I don't know who that is and I don't care who that person is ," . Gaara ended the line , leaving a dumbstruck Temari .

" What's wrong ?" Shikamaru's voice rang . Temari shook her head .
Her lips were pressed in a thin line , and her face clearly read distress .

" Something's wrong in Suna .. I can tell .."..

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