Saturday, Sunday
After our lips parted I wanted more, but I knew I couldn't have it... yet.
I went inside my house with the memory of soft lips, his hands on my waist, my hands around his neck and plaything with his hair, shivers down my spine and the thing that made me want he to be mine was his eyes. The way the moon made them look was almost green.
I went straight to bed just changing my clothes.
I wanted the feeling never to leave. The feeling that I didn't quite understand. The feeling that left me wanted so much more.
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I woke up the next morning with a sense of power. That I could do anything. Well that power soon ended when I walked into the kitchen to see my family.
Addi
She lied to me, she abandoned her family and for what. Noah had been through shit part of their parents and she only got the yelling and leaving part of their parents.
It was Sunday morning and I had no where to run off to like school so I had to have breakfast holding my tongue.
"Good morning dixie" charli and Addi said in unison
Hey assholes my inner devil said.
Looking down at me eggs and bacon "Hey" is all came out.
"Where were you yesterday" charli said trying to push my bottoms so I would push here back.
"Oh funny you ask that I was at Noah's house" everyone glanced at me even my dad.
"Did y'all fuck" charli said getting angry at my response
"No of course not me and Tatum talked and then me and Noah talked but nothing sexual unlike you and chase"
My statement was false in two ways we did kiss and there was definitely sexual tension, and me and Noah didn't just talk we yelled
My parents like chase but also didn't. Chase came off very bad not type and they don't like that even though he has a very sweet heart. He doesn't like to show it always especially on his bad days.
So by me talking about chase and charli having sex it took the eyes off of me and I just giggled.
They have sex so much charlis body count is probably way larger than yours and your older my devil spoke
"Dixie I'm telling you don't get caught up in my brother he isn't good for you" addi said taking the spotlight of charli
I stood up and hit the table and looked at her "don't you fucking tell me what I need in my life because I need my siblings and family in my life and you weren't there for yours Addison"
Addison looked shocked by me calling her by her name and the fact that I knew more than she thought I did.
Addison
It sounded new but that's would be what she was called until she got her shit together.
I didn't finish eating instead I went upstairs and changed into a pastel yellow crop top, and one of my many sweatpants it was still hot outside but not to hot to keep me from wearing me favs.
I debated on who to text. I didn't have a lot of options because well one all my friends were mad at me and vice versa. Two without those friends j didn't have a lot of other people:
There was Noah for sure a maybe for Tatum. She was a lot older and probably didn't want to hang out with me and then Amelie my old friend.
Me and Amelie met long before addi we met in kinder and became friends then. We have been friends since but when addi moved it we drifted apart due to addi always interfering, or me just never having time.
She know was dating Blake, which was Noah's best friends so we had a mutual friends connection.
I think
After a lot of thinking I texted Noah
Hey do you want to meet up?!
Hey and yes When and where?
In a hour and at the community park!
I knew that would confuse him. Why would we go to a community park in our neighborhood, but that wasn't just all
The community park?
Lmao yes see you there. No more questions
Okay bye dixie
Bye Noah
Every conversation I had with him gave me butterflies. Even over text
I had a hot which game me enough time to clean my room and dix my hair and put a tiny bit of makeup on.
I started with my room. I fixed the bed. Picked the small amount of clothes of my floor and into the closet. I cleared my desk, night stand, and dresser. After every tangible thing was picked up I vacuumed my floor and I still had 20 minutes to spare.
I went into my room and braided my hair into two French braids. I reapplied deodorant and perfume, and brushed my teeth for the second time that morning just in case.
I put my newest air forces on and got my purse. I left the house not looked at char and Addi playing a board game in the living room.
I went into the garage and my parents car weren't there so I guess they left without saying goodbye.
Not a surprise at all
I got into my car and headed for the park. When I pulled up I still had 5 minutes to spare and I thanked my quick braiding skills that I had developed over the years with the help of char before Addison was even involved.
4th grade dixie and 3rd grade char
"Char stop moving" Dixie yelled at her younger sister charli. It was currently 7 in the morning and Dixie was braiding charlis hair for school. Her mom was working as well as her dad. The nanny was only around 18 so she didn't have anything together and only really drive the girls around. "I'm sorry I'm just scared" char spoke softly. "Why are you scared sis" Dixie spoke turning her hairdresser skills off and her big sister skills on. "This is my first day in 3rd grade and so much stuff happens this year" dixie finished braiding the last braid and hugged char "I promise it will be okay. I did it too and I'm here and perfectly fine" char hugged back and looked in the mirror and smiled "I look good" dixie laughed and rolled her eyes. They finished the conversation doing there hand shake and walked downstairs hand in hand. With both of their braids Perfectly done.
She loved the memories when things were simple. She looked around at all the kids and there mothers and pictures herself as a mom.
"Hey dixie" Noah said behind her she hand trellised that she had been thinking for 6 minutes when she checked her phone.
"Hey Noah" she smiled and gave him a needed hug.
"Are you okay" she nodded as she pulled away "yes just a tiny bit stressed"
"Me too but we will get through it together"
Together and We
All she needed to her was that. She smiled and grabbed his hand and said "We will not be watching children the whole time. I want to show you something" he nodded and followed her.
She walked into the trail side of the forest but went off the trails almost as soon as she entered the forest.
She didn't get back on track at all for the rest of the 10 minute walk and when she did stop she stopped at this tree house.
Noah laughed and said "dixie" she put her finger to him mouth and said "shhh" and walked all the way up to the stairs of the treehouse.
I know it's stable because well I built it along with the help of a construction team assigned my my anxiety full dad.
This was my tree house, I didn't share it with my siblings or no one. Noah was the first one that was here.
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A hour later we were still laughing and I ended up sitting in him lap facing him.
"Dixie you can't just go off in them" Noah said and it followed with a smirk and a laugh.
"Well they were talking shit about you and I was not for it" I said talking about charli and Addison.
He stopped laughing and looked at my eyes and then my lips and he kissed them I kissed his and then both of our tongues moved in sync.
I grabbed his hair and he pulled me closer by the waist. I didn't want it to end but I didn't want to die of no breath either so we pulled apart and laid out foreheads together smiling.
He broke the silents but saying "your really cute you know that right" he touched my cheeks and pulled our foreheads apart and he found my eyes.
"Now I do"
"Nick never told you" I smiled he cared for me he loved me.
"Well he did but only did when he needed something in return" I meant that in a needed something sexual and not and Noah got the memo
He shook his head "ewwww" I smiled and laughed he grabbed my hands and lifted me up.
It was time to go and it was funny how I didn't realized the time.
We got here around 1 and it was almost 6
I didn't like the saying Time Flies when your having fun. Instead I used Time Flies when your with your person.
I had found my person and he found me.
Dixies outfit